Alli Carissa

27| Broke with big dreams | South Carolina | Im not sure what type of blog this is anymore |

[sosuperawesome]

[distant-dr3amer]

I’m writing this here just to vent because I know it’ll just get scrolled past anyways. I’ve come to a conclusion that I am not shit. Seriously because that’s how I get treated and it’s also what I allow.

I understand that your self worth shouldn’t be validated in others but I can’t help it. I’m the type of person that would give the skin off my back in order to prove to someone my loyalty and how much I care. But it’s still never enough. I can travel across the world but that’s not enough. I can give you my last dollar just so you can have a meal and keep the lights on in your house but that’s not enough. I can continually give you my time, affection and body but that is not enough.

All different scenarios has resulted the same. I’m always the one who gets shit on. So I guess to correct my statement from above I am shit.I allow myself to be treated this way because just for an instant I like to believe this time is going to be different or I simply enjoy it while it lasts because I know this is the closest I’ll ever get. It just feels good to be wanted occasionally. Even if it is with false intentions.

[praial]

Australia: Uluru Waterfalls

[love]

Requiem for a Dream (2000)

[-fs-]

Where's the way to your heart?

[xships]

[depression-healthy-carrier]

I desperately want to talk to someone about everything but I really don't want to talk to anyone about anything

[distant-dr3amer]

I wish rejection came with an exit interview or an evaluation. I would be so much better off if I knew what exactly it is that I’m doing wrong otherwise I will continue to make the same mistakes.

[thealfaguy]

[dancingsosleazy]

Man.

[princesconsuela]

[yamcha]

lmfaoooooo

[sleepingpigeon]

i was laughing so hard lmaoooo

[revysprite-deactivated20170502]

F U C K LMFAzknsqlkkajdownOdkqnak

[pure]

how did he live to upload the video

[biyaself]

[oukime]

[yeoja]

im the heart

[floweringpear]

☁️🌿🦋🌿☁️

[dragongirl028]

Found this on Facebook and just HAD to share! Can’t find the original source, since this has been shared on numerous groups and pages, but it is NOT MINE!

[newblogisjacindaelena]

[somecutething]