À Fleur De Peau

Je te crèverai les yeux.

[64mpg]

it is actually so important to me to be alone at my house

[02decay]

via

[2colde]

how it genuinely feels

[dogdeerbones]

i am so . forgets what i was going to say and starts sobbing and banging my head against the wall

[vervaincircle-deactivated202411]

slapping this badge on my blog

[sandmandaddy69]

[unstablefragments2]

Reconditioned by Ferrari leather tracksuit for the 2026 Silverstone Grand Prix

[the-angry-acrobat]

chronic pain is kind of like your body screaming “I’m in pain” and you’re like “okay what’s wrong” and your body’s like “oh that part is actually a secret”

[cosmonautroger]

Windows 98 Underwater Screensaver, 1998

[sachermorte]

eternally painful that you can't socialize without people expecting you to talk. sometimes I just want to be around. like a cat

[greasypuddleofprocessedcheese]

I’m not going to do anything and i know it’ll pass but like FUCK why does death to avoid the bullshit of life just sound so good

[divadownwithdistractions]

Today i didn’t have just epiphanies but rather something like an exorcism.

Sadly last night as I was writing the journal entry but, it realized one of my neighbors somehow could see my screen too, in whatever cyberstalking ways he did. Probably through my phones internet as I don’t have a box here. That got me really fcked up, NGL, & there was a bit of a screaming match w/ him.

He was really live commenting & joking about what I was writing, took me a few minutes to understand it and I’m not sure how I can change this. Today i raged 3.0 however I want to do this right.

I’ve done my best to secure my phone on my own yet I know I still have many blind spots and so much cleaning to do. I need more help, I don’t know what I’m missing. On one hand I love or at least really loved the Internet, yet it’s true that the surveillance and spying / stalking situation has gotten completely out of hand. Especially when you’re a woman.

For my neighbor, a wonderful little chat with his parents seems like a great way to open up a dialogue.

For myself, well more cleaning & internet safety, hopefully better protection / forensics etc. Smth ideally at a good price. & if I have to change everything & get a dumb phone, dumb computer ( if it exists ) , a camera & separate iPod : I’ll do it.

Ideally a virus stalkers free modern phone &’computer would be great too.

[nightmarereverie]

“Cassette tape charms: Hello Kitty, Cinnamoroll, Pochacco, Pompompurin, Kerokerokeroppi, and Bad Badtz-Maru” by Gashapon and Sanrio ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

[digitalfossils]

[digitalfossils]

[cosmonautroger]

Rebecca Mock

[transparent-fungi]

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