This too shall pass.

A 'Blog' run by Arthur Lester. -and his husband John

[shshshshshowrunner]

@diverged-in-yellow @stanleysbuttonblog come with me to the skybox. i have mysterious liquor to share and theres also some videos i want to show you.

[diverged-in-yellow]

[art]

Terrifying but alright

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[art]

Why didn’t anyone tell me about Cher?????

[memewhore]

[posting-disliker]

this is an example of defamiliarization, where something totally normal, conventional, and ordinary - like honkwiching - is taken and described as something that sounds weird and foreign

[detectivenoel]

@diverged-in-yellow

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[John]

I like changing the way I present when I'm projecting. Sometimes you just need to look like a woman with big big boobs.

[diverged-in-yellow]

[art]

Ive been getting into sewing recently. I’m not very good at it but I enjoy it. It makes me feel closer to Bella. Like maybe through this simple craft I can feel the connection of friendship that we once shared. Like I’m keeping her alive somehow. I don’t know. Maybe I’ll make something for her.

[electionfraudking]

Need to watch a 6 hour deep dive youtube video into jesse pinkmans psyche i need to know who this punk is that dating my kid since im not allowed to talk to him

[diverged-in-yellow]

You’re not allowed to talk to your stepdaughter’s boyfriend? Do you know why?

[electionfraudking]

She doesnt want me to scare him off

Which like. Fair

[diverged-in-yellow]

How is the family supposed to be close and function in that fashion? Like, my family in the past hasn’t been very healthy but I thought that health was being strived for here

[metharming-you]

Gods forbid I don't want my cabin boyfriend interrogated by The Showrunner and her goon 😭

[diverged-in-yellow]

Perhaps you should have a family talk with them? Express your discomfort with that and set boundaries for when they meet him.

[metharming-you]

My boundary is to stay away please until I feel stable and certain!!!!! My last relationship ended diabolically and then my husband had 50 babies that all turned into birds 😭😭 I am a widow please let me have my normal boyfriend seperate from my insane family until I am ready please!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[diverged-in-yellow]

Understood.

[electionfraudking]

Need to watch a 6 hour deep dive youtube video into jesse pinkmans psyche i need to know who this punk is that dating my kid since im not allowed to talk to him

[diverged-in-yellow]

You’re not allowed to talk to your stepdaughter’s boyfriend? Do you know why?

[electionfraudking]

She doesnt want me to scare him off

Which like. Fair

[diverged-in-yellow]

How is the family supposed to be close and function in that fashion? Like, my family in the past hasn’t been very healthy but I thought that health was being strived for here

[metharming-you]

Gods forbid I don't want my cabin boyfriend interrogated by The Showrunner and her goon 😭

[jessepink]

yo there are video essays about me?

[electionfraudking]

🫵 punk

[diverged-in-yellow]

You’re calling him gay?

[electionfraudking]

Need to watch a 6 hour deep dive youtube video into jesse pinkmans psyche i need to know who this punk is that dating my kid since im not allowed to talk to him

[diverged-in-yellow]

You’re not allowed to talk to your stepdaughter’s boyfriend? Do you know why?

[electionfraudking]

She doesnt want me to scare him off

Which like. Fair

[diverged-in-yellow]

How is the family supposed to be close and function in that fashion? Like, my family in the past hasn’t been very healthy but I thought that health was being strived for here

[metharming-you]

Gods forbid I don't want my cabin boyfriend interrogated by The Showrunner and her goon 😭

[diverged-in-yellow]

Perhaps you should have a family talk with them? Express your discomfort with that and set boundaries for when they meet him.

[electionfraudking]

Need to watch a 6 hour deep dive youtube video into jesse pinkmans psyche i need to know who this punk is that dating my kid since im not allowed to talk to him

[diverged-in-yellow]

You’re not allowed to talk to your stepdaughter’s boyfriend? Do you know why?

[electionfraudking]

She doesnt want me to scare him off

Which like. Fair

[diverged-in-yellow]

How is the family supposed to be close and function in that fashion? Like, my family in the past hasn’t been very healthy but I thought that health was being strived for here

[electionfraudking]

Need to watch a 6 hour deep dive youtube video into jesse pinkmans psyche i need to know who this punk is that dating my kid since im not allowed to talk to him

[diverged-in-yellow]

You’re not allowed to talk to your stepdaughter’s boyfriend? Do you know why?

[diverged-in-yellow]

[art]

@shshshshshowrunner @electionfraudking

🫵

[metharming-you]

I was hoping this would fly under their radar 😭

[diverged-in-yellow]

[art]

I’m not very online but I’ll be damned if I don’t recognize a pattern

[diverged-in-yellow]

[art]

@shshshshshowrunner @electionfraudking

🫵

[diverged-in-yellow]

[art]

[diverged-in-yellow]

9/11

[silphiumandrue]

Thoughts?

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[arthur]

It’s pretty bad

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[John]

I did it

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[arthur]

no you fucking didn’t

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[John]

Yes I did. And 10/12. Working on 11/13.

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[John]

12/14 is next

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[John]

I miss Piss. And Sunlight Through The Floorboards. And Flashlight, Nightlight and Lightbulb. And firefly, Biohazard, Bumblebee.... I miss all of them.

I hope someday I can see them again. I hope it will be on better terms.

[diverged-in-yellow]

[John]

Sometimes I wonder how Yellow is doing. How he's been. I hope he's doing better, that the dancers have been able to help him heal some.

I don't blame him for what he became. I don't blame Arthur either. They were both thrown into a horrible situation. The only person I blame is Kayne. He tried to pass Yellow off as me, and just simply isn't true anymore. It may have been, once, but not by then. He knew that fully well, he just doesn't care.

I don't know. I have a lot of thoughts... I wish I could talk to him. Have a conversation in a safe, relaxed environment rather than in the middle of a confrontation with a gun at our back.

I can't forgive him for what he did to Charlie, though. He almost fucking died. If I hadn't been so concerned with just. Keeping him safe, then... I don't know. I was so angry- I wanted to kill him. I wanted to eat him. To reclaim all that he was and take every ounce of power he could give me.

On one hand, I'm glad that I didn't. On the other... I feel like I failed. Like I couldn't protect my friend well enough. Like it was my fault everything else that night happened.

I don't know anymore. I hold so much guilt, I don't even know how much of it is mine and how much of it I've forced myself to carry.

[detectivenoel]

What if i got a mullet

One of the hot ones

[diverged-in-yellow]

[art]

I think it’ll look good!