something so heady about trusting someone to break you the way you crave to be broken & also allow them to put you back together afterwards. having them be both your destroyer & creator, knowing theyre leaving pieces of themselves between the cracks theyre mending. trusting they will build you better & stronger each time.
Wow so you're telling me I just have to be mean to you to turn all the thoughts off in that pretty little head of yours? Push you around a bit and you turn into a dumb little slut? That's pretty pathetic. Like I could probably just do whatever I wanted to you and you'd just take it. Tell me I'm wrong.
Fondling is such a sickeningly sweet word, it even has "fond" right there in it. Such insidious overtones: I'm just touching you so much because I can't help it, you're too tempting, so soft and easy, shhhh don't resist, I'm barely even touching you. Of course grope and manhandle and the like have their place, but fondle... It's for sneaking into their bed or slipping your hand into their clothes on a packed metro. Taking your fill of their body while they can't do a thing. Something teasing and delicate that still shocks them to the core then plays on repeat in their mind while they touch themselves at night 🥴🥰
I ADORE nice sadists and especially nice people who are into cnc because the idea that someone is as kind and respectful and sweet as can be but YOU bring out the cruelty in them is wonderful. It's a given they'll respect your boundaries but they will be as sadistic within those bounds as they can and remind you with a smile that YOU asked for this and laid out the terms and they're not doing anything you're not okay with, so as much as they'd love to be sympathetic to your begging and screaming, they're just appreciative you're putting that much effort into turning them on with your pleading. They'll keep right at it so they can earn more of than begging.