My Interesting yet not Interesting Life

I am chronically sick, An Artist, Photographer,Metal Head, Animal lover, Anime freak, Bookworm and Fitness enthusiast. Welcome to my Life.

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My first Self Portrait of the Year

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I love my furbaby #whorescuedwho #furbaby

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Time

Sooooooooooooo a lot has been on my mind and I decided to start my blog about myself. A little bit about myself I am a 28 years old,a bit crazy, chronically sick, Otaku, Photographer, Artist, book nerd, animal lover , somewhat of a metal head and Fitness enthusiast. 

I am a spoonie,( dont know what that is look up spoon theory basically chronically ill). First I am bipolar but that is not what makes me chronically sick.  I have an autoimmune disorder meaning my immune system attacks itself. 

I have rheumatoid arthritis a chronic progressive disease causing inflammation in the joints and resulting in painful deformity and immobility, especially in the fingers, wrists, feet, and ankles. I have fail 8 or 9 treatment and running out of treatment to try. The treatments are a form a chemo. The treatment drops my immune system so it doesn't attack itself but the side effect are my body can not fight infections or virus, vomiting dizzy and so much more side effects.  I think that is enough of that for today.  

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One of my favorite Bands to listen and take photos off.

https://www.facebook.com/mollyvampofficial

https://www.facebook.com/Mollyvampband

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One of my favorite Bands to listen and take photos off.

https://www.facebook.com/mollyvampofficial

https://www.facebook.com/Mollyvampband

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One of my favorite Bands to listen and take photos off. 

https://www.facebook.com/mollyvampofficial

https://www.facebook.com/Mollyvampband

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Sometimes I just want to freeze time, because life is so amazing. Everything that I have gone through in my life has made me cherish and treasure my life so much more also the people in it. I have met so many people they all have helped me grow even if it was a season. It has taught me to help people as much as I can to my ability, to grow the confidence in myself, put my family and I first. Never settle for anything in life, to be humble, in see the positive in everything, to strive for the better no matter what. I have learn if you want change but a good change in your life you must first look in yourself and find those things that make you happy and chase them until no end. #rawarrior #fitnessenthusiast #bipolar #chronicillness #collagestudent #photographer #familywoman #booknerd #animallover #acidreflux #spoonielife #fibromyalgia #postivevibes #lovelife #behappy #selfconfidence #beautifulwoman

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I just looooove waking up to these messages, I should check it more haha

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I know, I do many thing that make it look like I'm not chronically sick, I know I put this front up. All you see is what I want you to see. You think I'm fine and well but I am not. Just remember somedays I need time to myself, don't get mad, upset or frustrated because I wasn't able to do it. I have gone though this situation with many people I know I let you down but it's not in purpose. #sponnielife #spoonieproblems #chronicillness #rawarrior #imsorry #rheumatoidarthritis #fibromyalgia #acidreflux #costochondritis #anxiety #bipolar

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