You want to scream, but when you do, the pitch, intensity, and power you feel it should be, in your head, isn't what you hear. Then you break down and cry, increasing the feeling of not being good enough.
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You want to scream, but when you do, the pitch, intensity, and power you feel it should be, in your head, isn't what you hear. Then you break down and cry, increasing the feeling of not being good enough.
#BPD #LetItOut #Borderline #aBorderlineTalks
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Sometimes things start going well, and there is this feeling like something is going to go wrong really soon. Then, it start going downhill like it always does. Down into this dark hole. Out of nowhere is starts getting better again, but you're like, 'there is this great big hole of crappiness right over here!' A back down the hole you go.
What if I never get the chance to say goodbye? Is that enough reason to see you once more?
How can I make you happy when you wont let me get close enough to know you.
Getting suicidal again. I don't like this.
I'm single, gonna start by saying that.
Animals love me because they don't judge me but my looks, just by the way I treat them.
So if I am told that I have a good personality, the two plus three... I'm ugly as fuck.
I take meds to numb the madness, but the madness is often stronger than the meds.
Feeling emotions dialled up to 11, even positive ones, is torture.
There is a calendar on my wall that reminds me, today is not my day.
I have a basement garden for growing carolina reapers. They aren't for food. They are for self-harming. Told the docs about it, they said I should stop. I can't do it though. I don't wanna kill the plants. They are my babies.
Sometimes I get this wave of emotion that randomly pops up. It reminds me of a happy moment from early childhood that I can't place why, when, or what was happening at that time. While trying to remember the whole memory, the emotion disappears at quickly as it showed up. The more you focus on it, hold on to it, the faster it leaves. This is when it leaves you stuck in a moment worse off than where you started.
Dissociation in stressful situations is like having a stunt double do all the stuff you can't.
Got The Feels
If tacos were a measure of sanity, I'd be a chalupa.
What the bleep!!
It is fun to dissociate. Actually is isn't, but how would I know. I'm not present during an episode.
#BPD stuffers
Sometimes I want to go to the hospital and let my borderline PD loose. Mostly because of how tiring it is to keep things in check, but a good part being challenging them to fix me.