“I’m harsh to you for reasons that I do not know of myself. It’s not that you did anything today or in the past but it’s your face that makes me want to light my own hands on fire. It’s your face, looking at me with love that makes me want to run away from everything that I’ve ever grown comfortable with. I’m undeserving of love, of your love, of your constant care and consideration towards my heart. I grow angry whenever you tell me that I’m your everything and that your biggest fear is losing me - you’re lying and I know it, because how does anyone fear missing someone else over the fear of missing out on everything that someone else can hold them back from? I’ve never been loved like this and it scares me. I’ve never been loved like this and it pisses me off because I know it’s going to be temporary like everything else that felt so promising in my life before you came along with that sideways grin that I hate to admit that I love so much, and that I’m afraid I’m never going to see again after you realize how much better you’re off without someone like me weighing you down from every opportunity that comes along your way that’s better than this, than me, than what we’ve created together.”
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