Onward and Outward ;; AOT RP
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Eren went quiet for a moment before nodding. “I imagine that would be hard on anyone. ” his face had fell as he reflected on the situation and what Shena had just revealed to him.
Then he turned, and with a smile not quite as bright as before but just as reassuring, he continued. “But you’ll see it one day. And it’ll feel like there was never anything before hand. We all will. ”
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She wrinkled her nose in amusement but nodded respectfully. “I see… I guess one man’s death wish is another’s escape.” Max realized how naive she sounded, but she found that there were some truth in that.
“I dunno about the horse aspect of it but I imagine I’d find something to occupy my time pretty easily. Doesn’t matter if it’s cleaning or running errands. It’s a place to be that’s not going anywhere unless I do. ” She chuckled light heartedly. “I just need a bed and a meal and I’ll be fine. I imagine my reasoning doesn’t make sense to you, but it doesn’t have to.” —————————————————————————————————–
Shena raised her head and looked over to him, noticing the look in his eyes as he proclaimed that they would see the outside world some day. She pursed her lips together, not certain how to reply at first before settling on something. “You’re really determined, aren’t you?” She gave a small smile. “I suppose I should be too. I’ve noticed that a lot of people just want to move more into the walls than out. But we didn’t have the walls a long time ago, right? So I just assume we’re meant to be out there…”
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Levi furrowed his brow at that. “If you want a meal and a bed, you could join the Garrison. They seem to like to laze around a lot these days…” With the strange period of peace since Wall Maria fell, things seemed to be going back to normal with the exception of shortages everywhere. “The Scouting Legion will require a lot of hard work. We don’t rest even if the people think that we are wasting their money. I would be pissed too if I didn’t see any progress with something I am forking over money for and not seeing anything come from it.”
Eren nodded some, agreeing with her. “Well, I think you have to be confident if your reasons allow it…” he breathed in deeply and then continued. “But moving everyone within the walls is a disaster waiting to happen. We wouldn’t just have titans to worry about. But I agree, we must have come from something greater. There’s to many stories told for us not to have come from outside of the walls.”
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Max shook her head a but, smiling some. She had thought of the garrisons but that was to close to home to be comfortable. “It’s complicated. ” She responding, an attempt to change the subject. “But I’m use to hard work. As for the progress… progress is subjective, isn’t it? They’re looking for breakthroughs and they’re not going to find them. Not yet. But I think if they took away the scouts then they’d be left with a lot of issues that they can’t fix. That’s the thing with science, isn’t it? Breakthroughs happen slowly. ”
Shena listened to Eren’s words carefully, craning her neck to look at the walls in the distance. What he said was right even if she didn’t want to admit it. Turning back to him, she gave him a wavering smile. “You’re asking the wrong person if you mention having confidence in yourself. Maybe I am just being selfish. I wanted to see the outside world at least once before I died. And I didn’t want to sit rotting in here… Why would anyone?” — “I see.” Levi knew that answer was one to allude to not asking anymore questions so he went along with steering the conversation elsewhere. “I wouldn’t call it a science even though one of the Scouting members would disagree with me. It’s a fight that we can’t afford to give up on.” He looked around briefly at the recruits passing them by or working. They all still had a glow in their faces. “If they would lose their ignorance, we would be getting somewhere a lot faster. But you can’t make someone feel a certain way I suppose.” He straightened. “I don’t know what Erwin is doing. Maybe got stuck in the bathroom or something… man is taking his time…”
Eren chuckled some, enjoying the conversation. He wasn’t sure if it was the topic or Shena, but he felt as if he had just had a breath of fresh air “there are different kinds of confidence one can have.” He reassured her. “And I don’t believe that’s selfish. We’re not any different from any other animal. Eventually, being caged starts to take a tole.”
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“No… but they’ll figure it out sooner or later. But we need some to believe and be unaware. It keeps the rest hopeful and driven. And it allows new eyes on the situation. ” She shrugged some, watching her feet as she walked. “I’ll have to take my leave, I think. The kitchen, unfortunately, calls my name.”
“I guess the analogy fits even if I don’t like it,” Shena replied, clasping her hands behind her back as she stopped walking, still looking up to the top of the wall. “I guess the Scouts would be our only hope if that is the case.I may not be the best soldier but I wanted to help in what ways that I could… and I didn’t think it meant staying inside or reading books about the outside when there was a way to actually go.” She gave a sideways smile, glancing over to him. — Levi gave a stiff shrug and side stepped in order to allow her the space needed to leave for the kitchens. “I guess so. But everyone finds the truth eventually. It’s whether or not you fight even after discovering the truth is what really matters.” He nodded to Max. “If you come to the Scouts, I guess I will be seeing you around. Push hard. Don’t get in trouble.”
“Well… being a good soldier isn’t necessarily your ability in combat. Or I don’t believe so. ” he smiled some, almost embarrassed in himself. He felt as if he sounded like a child telling bedtime stories. “No matter what, I do believe that there’s something worth it all out there. And I believe there’s an answer to all our troubles. Maybe we’re even closer then we think.”
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“That’s hopeful. ” She commented but didn’t go more in depth. She started towards the kitchen, giving a small nod of leave. She didn’t look back as she stomped across the yard in a half hurried manner. “And I don’t go looking for trouble! It finds me!”
Shena picked her head up a little at that, a bit perplexed by his words but she didn’t seem offended. “R-right,” she blinked her eyes before she realized it was getting late, the sun starting to set. “Ahh, I gotta go finish up with stocking the regiment store! Or else i will miss dinner.” She chuckled a little and waved a hand. “Sorry to keep you longer than i thought. But the chat was nice. Maybe I will see you around?” — Levi feigned a roll of his eyes once before he turned and made sure the gate was locked up before stepping away. You met all sorts of people in the military, much more so the Scouting Legion. She certainly fit the bill, if he didn’t know any better. Now he needed to go and find Erwin…
Eren grinned, nodding. "You haven't kept me from anything, don't worry. " he waved and walked backwards, an attempt at looking smooth. "Maybe I'll see you at dinner?" It wasn't really a question, more of an air of hope.
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Erwin was only half listening as his companion went on and on about the different trainees. He really did care, but after awhile it all became a repetitive monolog that was half shouted at him in such a way he was sure never to forget. He was coming around the corner of one of the inventory buildings, looking bored but professional.














