Apr 7, 2023
It's so weird when treatment for depression (both meds and therapy) starts working, cause suddenly I'm like wow I love everything about everything I love being alive and I love the wind and stars and learning things and looking nice and doing stuff and I wanna talk about all of it but how tf do I do it without sounding utterly deranged?
Cause like, those are normal things about life. And I don't know how to explain to people that it's been a long time since I looked at things and really *felt* something and how amazing that is to me, I just end up sounding like I'm high af
#EDIT:2025 I am feeling the same way :) not completely recovered but I have experiences like these now#mental health#Update#You have no idea how important this is for me#cause I so rarely see people that can understand my absolute pain#and I rarely see people talking about a light at the end of the tunnel#thank you so much for sharing#someday#me too#EDIT:2026#im back in the fucking building again
