#𝙳𝙾𝙲𝙷𝚃𝚃𝙾𝚁𝙴. this is an independent, private & extremely selective, low-activity blog for Il Dottore from Hoyoverse's game Genshin Impact. the content featured on this blog will be of the triggering nature, intended for 21+, so please follow at your own discretion. i use the beta editor. please read my guidelines before interacting with this blog. Written by Eddie, 21+, (they/them).
i. my selectivity is for my comfort. there are some individuals in this fandom that i absolutely refuse to associate myself with. you have the freedom to interact with who you want & i always prefer to stay in my lane, so if i see you interact with someone i'm not comfortable with i will simply soft block & go on with my day. that courtesy extends to you as well. if i also don't see the possibility of interaction i will not follow. i am also fond of a dash that moves slowly, i'm not fond of the clutter.
ii. this blog is not my main blog hence its low activity. i have a multi muse animanga centered blog. i'm simply testing this character out on his own. don't pester me for replies, because the speed in which those come will vary & will be dependent entirely on me. this same case extends to you.
iii. i am perfectly fine with ocs & duplicates of this character, especially taking into consideration the fact that he has (had thereof) clones so please know you are welcomed here & foam at the mouth at the thought of interacting with you.
iv. the private messaging system is there to contact me, the mun, only, plotting & chatter. don't ask for my discord, that's only for those i consider close.
v. i don't like just being some new follower in someone's list. if you have no intention of interacting please don't follow me. if i follow you it's because i'm interested in interacting with your muse & it is in my honest intention to do so.
vi. spoilers will be present on this blog & they will not be tagged. i will tag triggers to the best of my ability. if there is a specific trigger that you need tagged & you possibly forgot to add it to your own rules please reach out to me & inform me. triggers are tagged as followed: trigger //
vii. i do practice affiliates, but i don't practice exclusives. affiliates are the characters who influence my character & who will get regularly name dropped in other interactions. interactions with affiliates will be prioritized over any other duplicate of that affiliate muse.
viii. i love shipping, but given the nature of this character i'll say that it's not the main priority, but i'm open to it. shipping is a lot of fun to me.
ix. any sort of deplorable & disgusting behavior will not be tolerated here. such as, but not limited to: homophobia, transphobia, racism, or any other sort of repulsive intolerance. i will call you out on it should i see it.
x. lastly, yes i'm aware these guidelines make me sound uptight & strict, but i am extremely laid back. i have simply had too many bad experiences & seen too many things in my years of rp in this site. with that being said, it isn't required but if you can like this post to let me know you've read these rules i will greatly appreciate it.
❝ no matter how hard you try, i guess you can’t escape your past. ❞ (Arakan)
❝ hm . . . is that something you're learning the hard way or is it because your life seems to always circle back to me? ❞ their words rung identical to a certain god of wisdom & how a human struggled to make peace with themselves. the details behind what occurred with the meddling of irminsul were the details that interested the doctor the most, not so much their relationship with the god of wisdom herself.
❝ when you thought you've known just about everything there is to be known it is but a matter of time alone for that to be proven otherwise. ❞ dottore chuckled. ❝ wisdom is such a bountiful boon. ❞ it always gave & it gave.
" Now what? you gonna chop me up into tiny pieces? "
❝ now, now general, there's hardly any need for such insolence. ❞ hostility & resistance were dishes best served cold. ❝ i'm not some sort of barbarian, chopping you up will serve no purpose whatsoever. ❞ with his back faced 'pon the guardian who upheld the delusion of justice in his homeland, the doctor busied himself with jotting down some bullet points & notes that were worthy of visiting later. ❝ it's unfortunate that the divine gaze of those so called gods favored you, but that spiritual entity that lays within you has nothing to do with them. ❞ rooted to his humanity he would remain there was hardly any doubt & a human with not 1 but 2 sources of power did exist, but a rare breed they remained if that 2nd power source was not something that was manufactured. example: delusions.
the doctor rested the tip of his quill between his middle & pointer finger. he turned around in his seat satisfied with what he had written down. he crossed a leg over the other, raven masked gaze studied the bound general on his table. ❝ i am merely trying to understand, not kill you. there's no need for that. ❞ he was no animal, not like certain individuals that came to mind at the mere sound of the word.
He hears someone speaking to him, but Tetsuya encounters difficulties connecting two and two together. His head is buzzing with an unpleasant numbness as his vision comes to, albeit in a blur. The outside world are smudges of colors at the moment, plastered on a wall. The voice does not sound familiar for in his head the tone is just a muddled distant echo. Is his head even attached to his body at this present moment? He feels... strange. He fails to shake off the sensation that it's not on his shoulders. Where even is he? He feels something solid behind him, like some wall that's supporting him, He wills his body to respond to him, but it doesn't... wherever it might be, so out of touch that he's also failing to realize that he's actually still a whole piece. Not fragmented, not shattered.
"Who... ?" He finds his voice, it's a rasp of what it usually is. He has to put effort into willing his lips to move and for his voice to come out almost like when he was just barely constructed, when his mother creator was teaching him how to move and how to speak. His descent into realization is a slow descension, his psyche making efforts to protect him unbeknownst to him as it helps him take steps into realizing that he was drugged with something even if that's a foreign concept to him by personal experience. By who? Who was he engaging before this? What was happening before this? Who accomplished such a thing? He can not remember. "W... What did you do to me?" His head nods off as he forces a whole sentence out. Something that usually comes easy for him, not so simple at this time.
❝ hm . . . ❞ the doctor observed, he was pensive with his knuckle rested 'pon his chin. it was taking the other quite the while to resume back to the slightest semblance of comprehensiveness. ❝ ah, it would seem like i overestimated you. ❞ the 2nd harbinger had given the other the benefit of the doubt far too much. mayhaps having based the intensity & unique effects of the narcotic based on how the segment himself reacted to it was indolent of him. he chuckled at the prospect. ❝ my mistake. ❞ we live & we learn, that was how humanity progressed at its best. through trial & error. it was glaringly obvious now that the doctor's built was the most superior one.
that narcotic tickled him at best & made him sluggish at worse. tetsuya was even having a taxed time recognizing him by the tone of his voice, how pathetic. ❝ you know me best by the name of the doctor & what i did to you was nothing note worthy. i injected into your body a narcotic of my own design. concocted mainly with your worn down utility in mind. it is meant to temporarily shut it down to a reasonable degree, it seems like my personal invention far exceeded my expectations. ❞ as the per usual, a happy mistake. ❝ as i mentioned to you before, i shall repeat myself now that you're more sound. your body will not obey nor abide to your will, not until the drug has completely worn off, so don't waste either of our times trying to accomplish something, because you will fail as usual. ❞
so when a doctor spends 30 minutes performing CPR and revives someone they're "a hero" and it's "a miracle they could come back after being dead that long" but when I spend 6 months synthesising new organs to bring them back after the doctors failed it's "horrifying to witness" and "a crime against nature itself" and "technically graverobbing but none of the laws cover it so we're not entirely sure what to charge you with". Typical
❝ wake up. you aren't dead, not yet. ❞ the doctor informed, standing before the now immobilized boy. he made sure that the outcome would not be that final. the dose of the narcotic he injected into the doll's system was lethal to humans, but it would not be lethal to him. the syringe he used slid back inside into the depths of his sleeve now that it was emptied out. ❝ your body may not listen to your orders for a while, but i assure you that is only temporary. ❞ this peace between them would be a fleeting moment that would no doubt be lost in time, so it was essential.
⚌ Who inspires you? & ⛵ What genres do you like writing the most?
as far as inspiration, it's not a matter of who with me, but a matter of what. if the ideas are compelling enough i find myself at the ready & typing away in earnest. to me it's always about what could be come up with, not so much an individual when it comes to rp.
when it comes to art, the art of others inspires me, especially when i know it's an area that i can put more attention to refining. seeing others express themselves in an artistic way fills me with joy.
i'm a jack of all trades when it comes to genres, but naturally there are some i lean more towards than others. as mentioned prior if the plot & story are interesting enough the want to indulge will come to me in abundance. the only knit pick i have is if my muse, at the time, is treated as some side character. i'm not engaging with you just for you to treat my character as a npc, have some respect.
the dilemma with dottore is not that he actively & openly seeks to cause emotional damage, traumatize his victims, & cause any sort of damage, the issue lies in the fact that he does not see the wrong in what he does. seldom are the instances where dottore would purposely go out of his way to cause trouble & even in those instances there is always a purpose as to why he does it ( for example tatarasuna ). as the 2nd harbinger, it was an order relayed to him to do what he had to do there, & even then did he find himself preoccupied with something that garnered his curiosity without abandoning the mission.
his claim is that his mind is far beyond & above others, yet something in it is missing, there is a part of his mind that fails to connect in the way a normal mind would, the scale inside of it is not balanced. per the wise doctor's pinion, even in his early years when pierro 1st approached him dottore failed to understand why he was treated how he was treated. eventually there came the day where he stopped concerning himself over that as he matured, as he gained more wisdom.
at the basis of it all, the divine were the ones he wanted to challenge the most. those with visions & gods. to quote him: "a human is nothing more than a machine of a certain level of complexity." with this thought in mind was he propelled & determined to prove that one does not have to have a vision to be superior. that humanity didn't need these blessings to be powerful, because by extension that also meant he didn't need them.
" whatever pain you feel, do not take it out on my friends." steely blues side eye the stranger, feeling bits of his reiki resemble closely to calamity and pain. the yokai remains calm, despite being in the presence of a harbinger; especially at that rumored capacity. nonetheless, kai speaks of spirited kin, those departed or soon to be not of this realm. " please." / @dochttore
❝ if that will assist lightening the restrictions placed upon your habits of cognition into some sense of understanding then by all means. ❞ the doctor was not one to argue with how the mind operated in its quest of making sense to that which it became exposed of. regardless of how ridiculous it may have sounded to him. day in & day out was he also exposed to many with different senses of understanding, with different manners of coping, they were all ridiculous & not ones he lost a blink of slumber over. but, at the root of it all, it made sense that those with a weak mind failed to wrap their heads around his work without making attempted measures to water him down.
❝ i can assure you that a grudge or pain are far from my reasoning. they're quite the stretch. ❞ the point was & it will always remain to understand.
"You're right, but I still get to decide how I repay said debts. Since the sages still decide to detest my very well being and care for my peers, they leave me no choice than to expand my contacts." Snapping out of a short lived daydream, Faruzan has long since calculated all possible outcomes in becoming allies with those within the fatui. Once seated, golden accessories chime with arms resting in a crossed position. " Doctor to doctor to what pleasure do I owe my expertise this time ?"
❝ of course. ❞ the illusion of control was a seductress dottore had watched many succumb to, so he was too aware of how one could precisely gain control of another through it. like now, for example, where he allowed faruzan to convince herself that she had a choice in the matter. an unbecoming sight, but one that meant things were in his favor. a citrus far more sour than sweet.
❝ i am aware that your time is valuable, so i will not keep you too long. ❞ there were certain finer details he had to make certain were of her understanding 1st. ❝ tell me, how familiar are you with the most recent events here in sumeru? specifically those revolving around the false god who attempted to usurp the god of wisdom? ❞
⚓ Are there any small details you tend to like in roleplays?
this detail is more on the quiet side of roleplays, but the idea that 2 or more people are conjuring up something from fictional inspiration on a back & forth basis has always been a charming thing to me. it's a small, yet enjoyable thing.
