By then Novan couldn't hold her grin anymore. Ah, finally she was questioned, and there she wondered how long could she continue being inappropriate before she was caught. Â "Ah, well. Guilty as charged," she brought her hands up in defensive manner. "I did not lie, I have read your file. But did I put too much attention to it...?' the doctor shrugged, obviously indicating that the answer to the rhetorical question was 'no'. "Have you ever thought to ask yourself such a trivial thing as: what is a personnel file? Have you ever had clearance to see one of those? I have seen quite a few. Most of them contain basic data, dry and not interesting: names, dates of births, ranks... Very very basic. Very very dry. There are exceptions, however, some talented individuals do have a list of achievements on their file, usually very impressive those are. Very. And now, lastly, the main thing about the personnel file is that it was composed by someone who knows absolutely little to nothing about the individual whose name is on the file. Of course, sometimes other people add things that are to be included, like Captains under which one had served who write a recommendation and evaluation which just 'might' be included. But all in all it comes to this - a file is a bunch of information that went through a prism of various minds of people, who have no authority to carry out judgments they sometimes feel free to carry out. And here I am, someone who has to look at you, look through you to see if you are satisfied with your life, if you are strong enough to go through tense situations and come out, not damaged, not just as you were prior to it, but stronger and better... Do you really think me foolish enough to rely on the dry processed information that had probably lost its credibility a long time ago? Nah. I'd rather ask you. Because who can update me on where you are in life better than you yourself, mmm? Probably no one, and to be honest even you don't know everything about yourself. Now how can trust a file? And if you recall what you've said to me just now and imagine what is on your file you can guess that I've managed to find out many new things about you during such a short conversation. For example, I did not know that you father wanted to bring you to Vulcan. That part of the story raises questions and might prove interesting... Do you see where I am going with this? So... tea some time?"
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