CALL ME A SAINT.

junior  deputy  written  by  ninja.

[doggedpride]

𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐎𝐑 𝐃𝐄𝐏𝐔𝐓𝐘  from  far cry 5. private,  selective,  headcanon  heavy  &  multiverse.   𝚆𝚁𝙸𝚃𝚃𝙴𝙽  𝙱𝚈  𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙹𝙰. she  /  her  ( 27. )   british.   established  february 12th,  2026.   read my rules! triggering  content  present  &  tagged. prompts. pinterest. playlist. sideblog. 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃.

[serenitysought]

PAUL HAS ACCEPTED LONG AGO that he most likely will not survive the events of Hope County. The COLLAPSE will take them all. He has tried to reason with both sides. No one is ENTIRELY right in this was, but when the emotions run high and no one can be reasoned with. He has done nothing but waste his breath. In his short time in Hope County, he has endured and endured, but this is his home. There has never been anywhere else that felt as if he belonged.

He stands at his back deck, his beloved porch swing within reach. Blue eyes look out into his beautiful CASCADE HILLS and he cannot help but wonder if this is where it all ends. He sniffles lightly taking in her voice. They've come so far and she has not killed him yet. She sees something in him that she does not in the others and that speaks volumes.

The apostle sighs and brings the radio to his lips, hesitates only a moment before pressing the button. "Do you not think that if I had any power when it comes to my siblings then I would have by now? I do not want more death? I want it to stop by they do not listen. " He could continue with how their mission isn't entirely wrong. It is the execution is what has been the mistake. "If I die. It will be what was meant to happen. I have not given up. I am just at a loss of what to do next, deputy."

[doggedpride]

fighting talk, leonora grits her teeth as she addresses him. " even if you don't try? " she challenges. " even if you die without honour? without dignity? " will it still be what was meant to happen? without true purpose, blood pointlessly spilled... it's ironic, how once rook couldn't imagine herself as anything but a corpse. and now, she's far from one. brimming with wrath and pride, she's sure it oozes from her eye sockets and from under her fingernails like fucking liquid gold. imagines there's some kind of metaphor to be found there.

hell peeking out through earth's cracks, hands reaching out and wailing coming from deep underground. " you sound pathetic, " rook states coldly. " is that how you wanna be remembered? " she finds a chopped tree and sits on the remains, catching her breath.

          " join the resistance, paul. that's what's next. " her gaze falls to a nearby flower patch. her mind is at risk of wandering under the stress. " or you're next. "

[doggedpride]

@serenitysought said: " if i don't make it, i don't make it. " [ prompt. ]

the radio is held tightly in her grasp as she navigates the wilderness. paul's voice bleeds through the static and rook finds herself thinking about how that used to be her mentality. if i die, i die. except hers used to be because she didn't care about living. a live fast, die young kind of thought process. she suspects paul's is more because of his unbreakable love for his siblings. brainwashed, mindless. she's sure it's part of his pursuit for peace. take away the fear of death and you shall be free. similar to jacob, she thinks. how he believes he's dying for a cause, that his death is just and purposeful.

rook grits her teeth, hissing a " goddammit, " to herself before pressing the radio's button. " there's still time for you to stop this, " she tells him in earnest. " to stop your family. do you have any idea what's even going on, paul? if you don't make it, it'll be another senseless death. " rook shakes her head, frustrated. knows that if paul's blood spills, it'll be because of her. " another life lost. and for what? "

[rpstartersinc]

* 𝐇𝐁𝐎'𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐔𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝟐.

feel free to change pronouns / wording! spoilers ahead!

— " we didn't save anyone, did we? " — " none of this is fucking fair. " — " when we kill him, we kill him slowly. " — " first of all, 'okay' means stop. " — " sorry, i was in the moment. " — " i know i'm a hard-ass, and maybe overprotective. " — " i can't hold myself responsible for another person's emotional state. " — " are you in fucking therapy? " — " don't tell anyone i'm in therapy. " — " it ain't the scope, it's the shooter. " — " you wandered off on your own. we have rules for reasons. " — " i woke up this morning feeling sad. " — " you're lying to me, and it's exhausting. " — " you can't heal something unless you're brave enough to say it out loud. " — " i can help you. say it out loud, no matter what is, no matter how bad, i promise i will help. " — " jokes aside, can you take things a little more seriously? " — " tell you what, you can go with me. " — " how many infected does it take to bring down a bear? " — " maybe there's a regular person who's trapped and needs help. " — " did you get bit? do i have to shoot you in the face? " — " i hate these things. " — " i have a very serious question for you. how bad do i smell? " — " every guy in this room is staring at you right now. " — " i'm not a threat. " — " i don't need your fucking help. " — " we said that we weren't gonna hurt anyone else. " — " wow, you look like shit. " — " it didn't mean anything. " — " prepare for the worst, hope for the best. " — " ten seconds in, i already can't feel my ass. " — " what are you gonna do? couldn't be saved. " — " where the fuck did they even come from? " — " if i don't make it, i don't make it. " — " i'm gonna take a look. " — " do we look like raiders to you? " — " you're tough, i guess you probably have to be, killing all those people. " — " we don't kill people that can't defend themselves. " — " there are just some things everyone agrees are just fucking wrong. " — " you don't get to rush this. " — " please, get up. " — " i'm gonna kill you. " — " are you in pain? " — " your final moment with someone doesn't define your whole time with them. " — " you cost us time. you let them get away. " — " why wouldn't we wanna take our vengeance? " — " forgive and be forgiven. " — " i normally don't think before i talk, which has gotten me in trouble before, a lot. " — " i don't think that we're strangers to each other. " — " i want to know that i can count on you. " — " i swear, if someone hurts any of you, or the people you love, you can count on me. " — " you're not here 'cause you're worried about me. " — " some people just can't be saved. " — " i shoot a guy, and you feel sorry for me? " — " holy shit that came on fast, how the fuck did you know that was gonna happen? " — " it doesn't mean anything, if that's what you're asking. " — " it wasn't easy to look at either. " — " it's quiet. " — " too quiet. " — " i was trying to sound like a badass. " — " you wanna die? fine. " — " welcome to the fight. " — " now, make your choice. " — " alright, hit it. people to kill. " — " i've never seen a tank this close. " — " these guys were just assholes killed by other assholes. " — " shout if something tries to kill you. " — " is this place gonna fall down on us? " — " please don't make this any harder than it has to be. " — " i would die for you. " — " is this where you were bitten before? " — " it's a little thing, but when you start to hide little things they become big things. " — " i knew how you felt about me. " — " i was hiding it really well. " — " not everyone's as brave as you. " — " you don't have to go. " — " your soldiers are loyal to you. " — " i thought maybe he had been bit. " — " these motherfuckers talk on the radio like they know no one is listening. " — " they're overconfident, it gives us an edge. " — " what we're doing is reckless. " — " are you sure this way is safe? " — " you don't trust me? " — " let's just talk like everything's fine because if i get too anxious i'm gonna barf again. " — " we shouldn't be here. " — " i shouldn't have dragged you here. "

— " if i die it's on me, it won't be your fault. " — " don't get angry. you're a little crazy, and that's exciting. it's one of the reasons i love you. " — " you love me? " — " do i look like i wanna fucking talk to you right now? " — " you came alone? " — " i'm sorry you saw it happen. " — " no one should ever have to see something like that. " — " sometimes, at night, i still hear his screams. " — " the little bitch got what he deserved. " — " there was blood everywhere. " — " when it's your turn, i hope you do a little better than me. " — " you're not gonna guess. " — " how do you even know where we are? " — " you should enjoy being a kid for now. " — " oh because childhood has been such a joy for me so far. " — " you're gonna need something called patience. " — " i'm on a motherfucking dinosaur! " — " so, all the teenage shit all at once, huh? " — " you may not like the rules, but this is my house. " — " i had trouble sleeping. " — " i'm not your fucking kid, i'm your partner. " — " we stick together. " — " i need you to not turn around. " — " if you love someone, you can always see their face. " — " i had no choice. " — " i love you, in a way you can't understand. " — " i don't think i can forgive you for this. " — " you can't let me die. " — " let me see. " — " you shouldn't be on your feet yet. " — " i am not dying out here. " — " everything you do, you do for you. " — " you think you're good and i'm bad? " — " i really hope you make it. " — " i'm the one who kept you alive. " — " they made their choices. " — " thank you for coming back. " — " if i were out there somewhere, lost and in trouble, you would set the world on fire to save me. " — " i didn't mean to hurt them. " — " i let you live, and you wasted it. "

[rpstartersinc]

* 𝐊𝐋𝐄𝐎: 𝐒𝟏.

feel free to change pronouns / wording!

" i don't want to insult your artistic talent, but this is awful. "

" no messing about. are you serious? "

" what goes on in your head? "

" you tell me two days ago you're going out for a beer, you only come home now without calling, without letting me know in any way. "

" you know what's great? sleep is great. "

" all day yesterday i didn't call her once, just like you said. "

" i am gonna solve this case. "

" are you lying for your own personal gain? "

" you did nothing wrong. "

" who takes a knife with them to a fucking disco? "

" you can crash here too if you want. "

" i was never here, understood? "

" i was following orders. "

" you think i'm guilty. "

" i only wanted to be good enough for you. "

" i have thought about it, for [ number ] years now. "

" don't be like him. just leave it all behind you. "

" i didn't think i'd ever see you again. "

" destruction isn't negative. "

" you have to destroy things to build something new. "

" you'll sleep by me, don't like being alone. "

" you don't stand a chance against them. "

" does that mean we're a team? "

" i know who you are, and i know what you do. "

" if you kill him, that is murder. "

" elimination of a traitor, not murder. "

" when your back's against the wall, you have to think strategically. "

" do you know who you're talking to? do you know what i can do to you? "

" i'm not interested in money. "

" without money, you are nothing. "

" loss is always painful. "

" money alone doesn't make you happy. "

" what have i got to lose? "

" that's taking the law into your own hands, you can't do that. "

" if you're caught now, you'll go to jail for the rest of you life, is that what you want to happen? "

" i do really fucking care about what happens to you. "

" do you think you'll get away with all this? "

" i'll hunt you, and i will put you in prison for it. that's who i am. "

" you're really cute. "

" don't underestimate me. "

" we both don't like being underestimated. "

" you're totally free now and you should take advantage of that. "

" the world is so beautiful, in spite of all the chaos. "

" do you know that i'm not scared of you? "

" are you spying on me now? "

" i don't lie to you all the time. "

" i protect people. that's my job. "

" for once in your life why can't you just be proud of me? "

" you don't always have to understand everything that a person does. "

" maybe today i spontaneously decided to do something different. "

" that's so childish, what you're doing right now. "

" is he gone? "

" i don't think he saw us. "

" i'd like to talk to you. "

" if you shoot someone, there is a way to do it properly, and i know just how to do it. "

" stop lying to me. "

" i never wanted to hurt anybody. "

" i can see you've got a good heart. "

" you have to be strong now. "

" i didn't mean to. "

" calm down. "

" he fired at me. "

" you had no other choice. "

" you can't compare them, the past and the present. "

" i love you, and i'm extremely worried about you. "

" i don't want anything to happen to you. "

" did you want to kill me?! "

" i don't work with professional killers. "

" by the way, i just saved your life. "

" you know i love you. "

" why don't you pick up the phone when i call you? "

" when we work together, then we follow my rules, alright? "

" my rule is you don't kill any more people. that is not okay. "

" we were never friends, but now it's just us. "

" there is no 'us'. "

" this is all your fault. "

" you were pretty lucky, the doctor's say not to be alarmed but all the same, you need to rest, okay? "

" what do you think i am, a mass murderer? "

" i killed a human being. "

" was it your first time? "

" he got what he deserved, don't worry about it. "

" shit, you've got a fucking machine gun in the kitchen cupboard! "

" you promised me before that there'd be no more killing. "

" killing doesn't get you anywhere. killing... kills... people. "

" you shot me! you actually shot me! "

" it's not good when feelings come into play. "

" are you threatening me? "

" you were always so fucking arrogant. "

" i don't like sleeping on my own. "

" i thought i'd lost you. "

" you should get some sleep. "

" that was actually the worst thing for me, the day i could no longer remember her smell. "

" it's not just about what you want. "

" i'm caught up in this just as much as you are. "

" if it wasn't for me, you'd be dead. "

" this was the first decision i've ever made for myself. "

" can i come in? i don't have anywhere else to go. "

" you're a fucking traitor. "

" i have killed people because of you. "

[doggedpride]

@glorykill said: " none of this is fucking fair. " from kyle. [ prompt. ]

the two stand side by side in the street as they watch fedra gun down two survivors. neither kyle nor rook jolt in shock or surprise. they've seen it all before. fedra go to great lengths to sniff out infection. to keep their zones clean. even if it means coating the streets with brain matter. rook grimaces and says, " it isn't fair. " perhaps an inflammatory statement, she continues, " surviving all of this shit, just to get shot like a sick animal. " none of this is fucking fair, kyle responds and she senses his frustration.

          " and yet we just let it happen, " she shrugs. survival over fighting for what's right. rook meets his gaze and arches a brow. " what? think you can change things? " she asks bitterly. how many have expressed the same mentality who are now dead? " we're better off cutting our loses and leaving. before too many feel the same way as you. " fingers flex and rook chews on her lip. " i'd hate to see fedra when they're actually forced to defend themselves. "

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