nightmareshadows

"Sabía que estaban en mi bolsillo las cien mil figuras del juego de la vida: aniquilado, sospechaba su significación; tenía la intención de empezar otra vez el juego, de gustar sus tormentos otra vez, de estremecerme de nuevo y recorrer una y muchas...

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Marco Mazzoni (Italian, b. 1982, Tortona, Italy, based Milan, Italy) - 1: Hyperfocus, 2022 2: Summoner, 2022, Drawings: Colored Pencil on Paper

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Forest interior by moonlight — Caspar David Friedrich (1774-1840)

[intopermanence]

“When others asked the truth of me, I was convinced it was not the truth they wanted, but an illusion they could bear to live with. I was convinced of people’s need of illusion.”

— Anaïs Nin, from The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. I: “November, 1933”

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Stephen Doherty

[reteris]

african moon moth with friend

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Osijek, Croatia.

Leaft art by Nicola Faller of Slama Art project.

August 2021.

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見晴懷古步道

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[milsae]

Self-care

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“A physical nausea, prompted by all of life, was born in the moment I woke up. A horror at the prospect of having to live got up with me out of bed. Everything seemed hollow, and I had the chilling impression that there is no solution for whatever the problem may be. An extreme nervousness made my slightest gestures tremble. I was afraid I might go mad – not from insanity but from simply being there. My body was a latent shout. My heart pounded as if it were talking.”

— Fernando Pessoa, from “The Book of Disquiet” (1982)

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Alejandra Caballero

‘Gata en la Ventana’

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“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That’s how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice.”

— Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters

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Fresco fragment from Nemausus

Roman,  2nd century AD