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[babycatlix]

Gifsets of Lee Felix ↳ MANIAC – MAMA 2022 | DO NOT REPOST

[starlostseungmin]

— SKZ ON YOUR BIRTHDAY

pairing: boyfriend!skz x gn!reader

genre: fluff

warnings: kissing, mentions of stress from work, food and fireworks, lmk if i missed something, not proofread.

word count: 1.2k

notes: it's not yet my birthday but, i just wanted to post something because it has been a whole month lmao. i hope everyone loves it! please don’t send in requests because i’m not taking any right now and if you wish to see more of this posts please reblog, leave your feedbacks and put tags alright? thank you very much love ♡

𝗕𝗔𝗡𝗚 𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗡 

he definitely took a day off even if your birthday was supposed to be a work day for him. and you’d say he didn’t have to but he insisted so you could celebrate it with him. 

would make you wear a blindfold and take you to the place where he prepared all the set-up and other preparations for your special day. 

it wasn’t a surprise when you knew it was the beach because he loves it so much, but the set-up was cute. a picnic mat and a basket filled with your favorite food. 

basically it was a date, but it was extra special because it is your birthday. he even brought a small cake with a greeting and name on it as he lit the candle. would sing a song for you. 

“i hope you like my idea of celebrating your birthday,” 

𝗟𝗘𝗘 𝗞𝗡𝗢𝗪

will pretend to forget your birthday and tease you that it wasn’t your day. 

would make you upset probably but when you were about to cry, saying it wasn’t a big deal, he will give in and pepper your face with kisses to apologize. but just had to forgive him because you can’t get mad. he will ask what food would you like to eat to make you feel better. 

will watch a tutorial on how to bake the perfect cake for you after he bought all the ingredients the other day. 

but of course, he would never forget the birthday present he hid beneath your bed and give to you once everything is settled. 

will sing a birthday song along with your kids (his cats) while carrying the cake with a party hat on his head. 

𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗕𝗜𝗡

you told him you didn’t want something big on your birthday and stay home with him, all relaxed and watch a movie to have peace. but you ended up in his parents’ house anyway after his mom forced him to bring you home. 

his family loves you so much that they ended up preparing for your special day and you didn’t want to refuse their hospitality. 

it was fun having dinner with his family as well as them, singing the happy birthday song. 

changbin had to steal you away after that and cuddled with you on the couch while watching a movie. he would apologize for the set-up but you reassured him it was all good and you loved everything that happened tonight. 

will kiss the top of your head, whispering a happy birthday with all the i love yous he could say. 

𝗛𝗬𝗨𝗡𝗝𝗜𝗡

you thought it was just a usual date for your birthday. but your boyfriend didn’t let it be simple and all. he wanted to be different and unique. 

he handed you a small box after finishing your meal in that one fancy restaurant you love so much. 

you told him that he didn’t have to buy you a gift but simple things turned into a big surprise. a key was inside and he was all giddy and excited when he brought you to the door where the key is supposed to unlock it. 

it was a big surprise indeed, a small studio he rented with a display of all of his paintings and sketches of you. a gift he’d always wanted to give. 

you got emotional and at the same time thankful for the time and effort. it is him, your favorite artist, the love of your life, taking you as his muse. “happy birthday my love,”

𝗛𝗔𝗡 𝗝𝗜𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗚 

you were having a bad day at work and arrived home, drained from exhaustion. you were upset and frustrated, disappointed and sad, all the emotions came in. 

but seeing jisung cook for the first time and made a mess in your kitchen, made you cry harder. it wasn’t because he is making a mess, but his presence and making an effort to make your day good felt like comfort. 

you saw the set-up and he noticed you were there, crying at the entrance of the kitchen. he suddenly felt bad. 

“i-i was trying to cook for you but i made a mess,” he said as he looked down in embarrassment. “i’m sorry,” but you ended up hugging him instead. he asked if you were alright and you told him you were having a bad day. 

you didn’t get mad at all, you were happy because he was there, comforting you and greeting you a happy birthday. 

𝗙𝗘𝗟𝗜𝗫 

he woke up early in the morning to surprise you and went to make the birthday cake first. 

unfortunately you woke up a few minutes after he did and caught him making a mess in the kitchen with all the flour scattered on the counter, even on his face. 

you laughed and kissed him good morning, asking him to let you help but he refused because it is your special day. tried to argue with him but he gave up and let you help him. 

yet you still made a bigger mess and had fun with the icing cream while decorating the top of the cake. 

even placed an excess cream on the tip of his nose so you could kiss it. 

𝗦𝗘𝗨𝗡𝗚𝗠𝗜𝗡

he knew he had to plan everything and decided to take you to a day6 concert as a gift. surprised when all the members started singing happy birthday, directed toward you. 

it turns out to be your boyfriend who had requested it and is friends with his wonpil hyung. will take candid pictures of you as you enjoy the moment and film your priceless reactions.

and while you were distracted, he showed up with your birthday cake, everyone was hyped and the band members were cheering for you to make a wish and blow out the candle. 

you thanked seungmin for giving you one of the best birthday presents ever. he even kissed you in front of the crowd and hugged each other making everyone go wild.

but he made sure there was something else in private after the concert. “i prepared flowers, plushies, your favorite foods, and the movies you want to watch,” he smiled. “happy birthday, baby,” 

𝗝𝗘𝗢𝗡𝗚𝗜𝗡

will definitely have a picnic date with you at the park and made sure no one was there, except the two of you. 

it was nighttime, and you were just talking about random stuff while enjoying the view of the han river, the city lights that reflected on the water, and the stars that illuminates the dark sky. 

he would excuse himself to go to the bathroom but in reality, he just went to give the signal for his surprise and get back to you with a cake, singing happy birthday with fireworks lighting up the sky. 

you cried for how beautiful it was and hugged him out of the blue because of how happy you felt. but clumsy jeongin dropped the cake making the both of you panic. 

yet you thought it was hilarious and had to laugh it out (he have another cake waiting in the car, just in case). 

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pairing: bang chan x fem!reader content warnings: MDNI suggestive content [18+], established relationship, soft dom!chan, reader is depicted to be in subspace

NOTES: hi friends! this is my very first work on stayblr. this is actually the first fictional piece ive written in years so im a bit nervous. but i hope you all enjoy this little chan drabble! reblogging or leaving feedback / general comments are highly encouraged and always appreciated!

“how about one more?” he murmured against your neck. “can you come one more time for me?”

your mouth was open but not a single word was coming out. everything you felt was so intense, so euphoric, as if your senses were heightened to the nth degree.

it was clear that you weren’t paying any attention. you were too fuck drunk to form a coherent sentence and chan could tell that you were letting yourself slip away into a cloudy haze.

but who could blame you? you felt so safe in his arms you couldn’t help but let yourself drift from reality.

he runs his fingers through your hair to get your focus back on him, slowing his pace down so you can catch your breath.

“you still with me bunny?”

“Mm,” you breathe, trying to ground yourself so you can talk to your lover properly. “m’sorry…just feels good…. so much…”

“poor baby,” he coos.

he presses a few wet kisses against your jaw all the way down to your neck, playing with one of your nipples at the same time. you mewl in both pain and pleasure—your nipples were so unbelievably sensitive and you were convinced you could orgasm solely from the stimulation.

“you’re so gorgeous like this, sweetheart. all pretty and pliant and such a good girl… just for me.”

you gasp at the praise, clenching around him. “channie… please.”

he groans at how hard you clench him, the warmth of your cunt adding to the pleasure. “please what?” he says, a small smirk emerging from his lips. “talk to me baby, tell me what you need.”

he adds emphasis to his statement by using his thumb to stroke your clit in tight circles, causing you to shiver and twitch.

“need you,” you manage to whimper out.

you attempt to speak again but he kisses you to prevent you from saying anything else.

overcome with emotion, chan couldn’t help but feel so lucky. he just couldnt believe you were real, that someone as perfect as you decided to take a chance on him.

….that you trusted him enough to let yourself go and be completely vulnerable.

he finally pulls away from your mouth, feeling breathless. he rests his forehead on yours as you both breathe heavily.

“you have me.”

[izuhan]

coming home exhausted ︱stray kids (hyung line + hyune)

pairing: boyfried!skz x gn!reader ︱ genre: fluff, comfort no hurt ︱warning: grammar mistakes, not proofread, i love chan

a/n: ,, i think this has been done a lot but I was having a bad day and wanted to write so here we are! im still confused if hyune is part of hyung line but my powers last night ended after I wrote his. hope u enjoy!

⸝⸝bang chan♡ᵎ

— one another’s arrival at home will always be the highlight of both of your days, and if you arrive at the same time as him, it is a total bonus for each other.

— within his or your arrival, he will never let you hug him first, he’s ought to do them first and that is the rule. which means whether he’s working or burning holes in your wall clock, he makes sure he gets to hug you, only allowing you to hug him back after.

— he does them a lot to the point he could identify who needs one and who doesn't. this time, it was you who he heard walking past his room. you have no energy to knock and be loud, all you wanted and needed is chan and nothing else, no one else. 

— you knock a couple of times and Chan, hurriedly and almost tripped himself—he opened the door to an exhausted lover of his. 

— “Ch—” he did not hesitate to pull you close to him in such an embrace he always does, a light squeeze and his signature giggles melting all your exhaustion away.

— you don't need to ask for a hug; he always delivers them as much as he wants, and you, yourself, can't hate him for that.

— as you melt and cave into his hug, he would take that as a chance to ask about how your day went, let you talk, and vent all those things which made you wear such a long face.

— he would move you with him in a gentle rhythm, humming and replying softly to your complaints, and say sweet promises he could fulfill within an hour of your arrival.

— and if you do cry while hugging him, you two would be in his bed immediately. sat down on the edge of the bed before Chan would wipe your tears away or kiss them, assuring you he would be by your side no matter what and hug you warmly once you asked for another.

— once settled in his bed, he would ask you to stay put and let him take care of you. “I need to change clothes, Chan,” he would smile, rummaging through his closet or the baggage he has that he hasn’t taken care of just yet, maybe for this moment, or simply another excuse to let you wear his clothes. 

— you would glare at him and his gentle, proud grin that he has. it’s almost a shit-eating grin but he’s beautiful no matter what and you will always wear his clothes if that means seeing that grin again.

— he helped you sit up carefully, holding your waist as he guides you, “no, please, let me.” he gives you the smile again. you’ve already seen each other a lot, but there is still embarrassment whenever there is a chance to do so, not when his eyes are focused on you. 

— however, you appreciate it in a way you can relax and lean your weight on him after it, dressed in his clothes and having him lull you to sleep. “Chan, thank you, I love you.” and his voice, confessing his undying love and affection until all you have in your mind is him.

⸝⸝lee know♡ᵎ

— coming home to one another has always been quite a big deal for both of you; screaming is a norm to let the other know of their arrival, or the cats would do the job. 

— however, your voice would still be heard by him, he loves you enough to train himself on focusing only to hear your voice at this point.

— so, he wondered why his cats were screaming at someone who did not utter any words of arrival. lee know, worriedly, rushed to the living room to see you—exhausted, like a withered flower. still beautiful but no color in your soul.

— you look at him with exhaustion, relief, and delight, and finally, you're home. but with how your day went, one thing you need you can't even say it.

— “... hello?” lee know cocks an eyebrow but doesn't speak, he stares with no words to say, that's where you know he’s waiting for you. “... I'm sorry... can I ge—can I hug you?”

— lee know doesn't hesitate, “you're the one who needs it,” it's permission, rather, a clarification that he can hug you, and you can hug him later after you've received one from him.

— he's that fond of you to be stubborn in his own conduct, to make another excuse to hug you and turn the tables, tease you instead of you teasing him that you're growing on him. he will also let your lack of proper greetings slip for once this time around.

— his embrace would make you tear up a bit, though you would not let it all out. you don't want to be a burden to him although he has greatly expressed interest in you being a burden to him. you're his responsibility he says, but to put it that way sometimes concerns you and makes you ponder over it.

— “cry, if today was that bad,” he could feel your gulps and silent sniffles stop you from crying. he breathes out a smile when you do, pressing a kiss on the crown of your head as he brings you to the sofa with the cats. 

— he points at them to scatter around you, which they did, surprisingly.

— lee know would listen to you being a stuttering mess, drawing circles on your back or caressing your hair to soothe you down before he would close the distance to stare at your swollen eyes directly. 

— “.. what?” he wouldn't say a word and cupped your cheeks, examining your face before placing his lips against yours suddenly.

— he knows his lips would do the work perfectly, and he loves to deter your attention from all the horrible things that have happened--to him only. at least for a moment before he does the leftover work on keeping your mind off things you shouldn't waste your tears off.

— and after all, that was done, a smile from both of you would top it off, and lee now would want you to take a bath as he prepares you something. though before parting, you still demand a kiss and a hug which he gladly obeys.

⸝⸝changbin♡ᵎ

— before you leave the place you're in and whenever you're close to home, he always demands you let him know beforehand. not because he was preparing something, kind of, but all there is was a feeling of relief you'll be coming home soon before he burns the clock with how hard he stared at it

— and so, when no text was sent to him and the door to his room was opened suddenly, his whole face cannot be painted

— either you're a burglar or one of his family members. though once he recognized it was you, a hug would be his only resort before asking questions about your actions, why you never texted him beforehand so he could greet you by the door somehow.

— you would stay silent over his words, holding him tightly with the fear of letting him go. that's where he senses something might be wrong and let you squeeze him as much as you could. with the build he has, he doesn't think it would hurt and if it would, he will take delight in it. being weak towards you... fuels him.

— he would continuously talk and ask important questions. you want to answer him but exhaustion not letting you form words completely, you would either break down into tears or apologize numerous times, though either of those would happen, changbin would be as patient as possible.

— he knows enough to not talk over you the same you do to him, talking over each other is something you do when teasing each other, and fighting would be the worst-case scenario.

— he would let you talk and cry, or if you can't anymore, he would let it be. let the silence swallow the whole room so that you would calm down and ease your body.

— and while he's at it, he would rest his back on the headboard of his bed and settle you down on his lap. as embarrassing as you might be, it's the only way he could think of holding you while facing you.

— he would give you a smile rather than a worrying pout you do think is adorable, however, his smile and giggles were what erased your exhaustion for a moment before he holds you close.

 — promises to cuddle and smother your with love all night would ensue, his face too close for comfort but you would laugh it off sweetly, let yourself be stupidly in love with changbin and be as vulnerable as you could be, telling him the story of your day and all that caused the bad day because you know you have him by your side and ready to fight whatever it is.

⸝⸝hyunjin♡ᵎ

— coming home exhausted would be no different in your shared place with hyunjin. 

sometimes you fear you both are coming home exhausted for so many days in a week that it's becoming a problem.

— but that also means you get to pamper each other with love and affection, lay low and lose all the tension and exhaustion from work and life at once. 

— it's also another excuse to let him be as romantic as he could be. you can't stomach it sometimes, in a good way, because you will combust in any second the moment you realize hyunjin's action is too romantic for your liking, that he's too perfect and charming. 

— today was no different too. silent sweet ambiance thanks to hyunjin's newly composed song showering the place with a new atmosphere as you step inside.

— you would either find him working on it, or doing art in many forms. and always, you would watch his back and smile. snap a few pictures to set as your new wallpaper or lock screen or post it in your gc just to make everyone jealous of your lover, or sometimes, keep it to yourself as a secret treasure.

— this time though, you badly needed him to embrace you to death. but you can't ask him directly, you don't know why.

— until he appears right in front of you, “i see, one of those days huh?” hyunjin is straight out of the shower, a new enticing look in his slightly damped short hair, the t-shirt he's wearing kind of soaked with the water dripped on them, and the towel hanging on his shoulder. god. how did you get so lucky?

— “hug, please?” hyunjin would chuckle, cooing and wiggling his body before embracing you with a smile on his face. you would groan once he would lift you up, clearly, he's not having a bad day, and he's affecting you with his energy. 

— “this is why I recommend you stay here with me all week, just a week of us and I could promise to have the world in my hands, and hand it to you for your undying love.”

“I k—”

“Nope, please, this week has been horrible for you. let me care for you the same way you ditched your whole family for me.”

— for hyunjin, having you counter him serves as a win, and so he does this time around, capturing your lips onto his before you could utter words that he knows would affect his plan for the both of you.

— and giving up was all you could do, let him take his time to take care of you in his very way.

[christakisbang]

chanlix moments i think about a lot (1/?) - ♥ Kids Room Ep. 05 Bang Chan

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[junghoeseokie]

Am I Wrong?

Can I just say that I am really pissed off at Pledis! I have been for a while now.

Yeah wow Seventeen are doing really well but that doesn’t mean you neglect all your other groups!

what did NU’EST do to deserve the neglection that they get? I understand that you want to focus on these new groups that are doing amazingly well, WOW NICE! but then you bring in another new group?

Someone explain to me how this is fair?

NU’EST should NOT be on Produce 101, they are no longer confident in themselves as a group and its all Pledis’s fault, you should focus on all artists in your company equally! 

I’m probably being really biased, I don’t stan SVT I don’t really like them  (fight me, hate on me idc) but I’m not going to hate on them, they are a talented group.

BUT

Can’t Pledis treat NU’EST the way they treat SVT???

ISTG! If NU’EST disband or if anything happens! i will fly to S-Korea, I will myself make sure they get the love and support they deserve!

DON’T FIGHT ME ON THIS! 

[dollchishi]

Well for me, Pledis did promote them fair enough but Korean fans are sleeping on them, they did release two albums (correct me if I'm wrong) recently.

If you are following them since debut, You know how popular are they back then but when HELLO released fan got mad about kissing scene telling that it's not right for them to have kissing scene because they are still rookies. Since HELLO they keep releasing ballad songs and you may know ballad song for a group is not a good idea. They did promotion on Japan also but if their album isn't selling that much, they don't have funds for their next project/album.

Their attention is on svt and pristin right now because their sales are stable and they sold thousands albums so far and svt even reach number one on music charts and svt was the first group that attend mama from pledis, technically svt is their money maker now.

For me, Pledis don't have a choice but to send Nue'st to P102 S2, They will used this opportunity to promote them and I hope they will succeed this time.

[dollchishi]

My Love

“Black coffee for Amanda” kihyun shouted from counter, a girl with blonde hair come to pick her order, grabbing the cap from him with a wink, kihyun smirks as he watch her left the shop “Ow, what’s that for?” he yelled when he feel a foot kicks his leg “Stop flirting” Shownu said without glancing at him as he continue cleaning some jar from cabinet “Not fair, you let Wonho flirt every time noona comes here” Kihyun pouted but then smiles when a new customer come “Welcome to Angel’s coffee shop” he cheerfully said “Can I have two Americano?” she said “Okay, that will be 23$ please take a seat while we do your order” he said, the girl nodded and smiles “Hyung you are way different to Wonho hyung, you are looking for a short time while Wonho hyung is deeply in love with noona” Jooheon said starting to work for the recent order “And that sucks, how long he will be like that?” Kihyun frowned “Just let him be” Shownu them with a small smile “As long as he like what he’s doing it’s fine” he added “But hyung! Noona is in love with someone else, Wonho need to accept that he’s only a younger brother for her” Kihyun said frowning “That’s why we need to support him no matter what happen” He said “Whatever” Kihyun rolled his eyes “Are you done?” a husky voice asked making them stop for a second before looking at Wonho who’s standing behind them

“Hi Hyung” Jooheon said smile at him trying to ease the tense building in the room “Don’t tell me you will be mad at what I’ve said” Kihyun  scoffs “You know I don’t hate noona, In fact, I see her as my Older Sister too, what I hate is what you are doing to yourself, Hoseok a year is enough for you to give up your feelings for her you know that she’s in love with that jerk no matter what happen, they will be back together and they will be a happy couple while you’re burning yourself in agony” he said, Wonho glare at him even his words are true, it still hurts him whenever his friends talk about his condition.

Everything that Kihyun said is true, Wonho knows you since he can’t remember but it took him awhile to realize that he’s in love with you, not a love like a normal teenager but a serious feeling that only a full adult will understand. It’s amazing, he feels like a true man whenever he’s with you, he likes to take care of you, make you smile and attend all your needs but the problem is you are in love with another man, You are in a relationship with a jerk. You always say that you are happy with him but Wonho knows better than that, he knows that Jun is cheating on you with different girls, Jun doesn’t love you he just needs you for his business, with you his business will keep going. It’s not a secret that you have money, enough money to run a company. You are living by yourself, your mother died five years ago while your father already has a new wife, you and your stepmother are not in good terms that why you decided to move out and live on your own, your father feels bad but you assure him that you will be alright.

“But she’s not happy” Wonho sighs and rub his face with his hand “whenever I see her crying over something it breaks my heart, she don’t have anyone to lean on Jun doesn't care about her, her father is too busy with their business that’s why I choose to stay beside her” Wonho look at them with pleading eyes “Please, don’t hate her. I’m fine, believe me, As long as I made sure she’s alright I will be fine” he smiles sadly “Why don’t you tell her what him?” Jooheon suggested, Wonho shook his head again, shoving his hands into his pockets “She loves him so much, I can’t break her heart just like that” he said “By the way, I’m here to say that I’ll be out tonight there’s something I need to do” he said  I’ll be back tomorrow morning” he turn to Shownu “Alright, just take care if anything happen just us a call” he smiles, Wonho nodded “Thanks”

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“Goodbye ma’am have a good evening” one of employee said waving a goodbye to you as you prepare to leave your office “Goodbye, you too” smiling at her “You can go home as soon as you finish your work” you added “Thank you! ma’am” she bow on you and smile “Have a safe trip ma’am” the guard said as he salute you “Thanks” stepping out of your office you look up closing your eyes, you inhale the cold air and smiles, when you open your eyes you saw a bouquet of flowers in front of your face “Red roses” you smiles and look at Wonho “How long you been here waiting?” you said taking the flowers from him “Hmmmm I dunno--- Maybe an hour?” he said “What? It’s cold here you know that you are welcome to go inside” you glare at him, Wonho shook his head and laugh making your skip a beat whenever you heard his laugh you got this feeling “I feel like I want to wait for you here, you know like a prince waiting for a princess” he said, you playfully grin at him “Are you saying that you are a prince?” you asks, Wonho dramatically bow at you “If you let me be your prince” he said, laughing you hook your arms with him “of course, now my prince where are we going?” you asked “Anywhere you want my princess”

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After having a dinner, you and Wonho walk around Seoul to catch up. Wonho stop at on stall, the old lady look at both of you and smile, wonho looks at different hair clips before he decided to pick one “Try this” he said you look at his hand and smile, a simple silver clip with a star in one corner “Do you think it suits me?” you asks “Everything will suit in you” he smile and carefully put the clip on your hair, he proudly smiles when he finished “How much it is?” he asked the old lady “It’s free because you are the cutest couple I’ve seen tonight” she said smiling at you, Wonho chuckles and beam at you who’s now blushing “But where not---“

“Thank you, ma'am! We will come back here, have a good evening” Wonho said, wrapping his one arm on as he pulls you away “Hoseok what are you doing” you asks in confusion “Shh—Don’t. She might change her mind and force me to pay” he said patting your head like he usually did “Hey!” you protest but he just smile at you and hold you closer as you continue wondering around, after few minute you feel thirsty “Wait here, I’ll buy you something to drink” he said before he leave you on bench “Hurry up” you said, he turn his head and smiles.

You are waiting for him a couple of minutes when you spotted a very familiar person “Jun?” you whisper standing from your seat you walk closer to have a better view, your heart skip a beat when you saw your boyfriend with a girl, their hands are connected as they laugh at something. A tear escape on your eyes, when you saw him kiss the girl on lips.

After ten minutes, Wonho came back holding a bottle of your favorite drink. He frowned when he didn’t see you on the bench where he left you, calling out your name he look around when he didn’t see you anywhere he began to worry, pulling his phone out he immediately dialed your number after few rings you answer but his heart sink when he heard your cries “I saw him with another girl”

Wonho didn’t know how but right after he heard your crying he immediately ran and found you crying on empty park, you are sitting on the ground, your head are on your knees trying to muffle your cries, hurriedly he run to you, engulfing you in his arms making you cry harder “I’m sorry” he whisper in your ears “Don’t” you whisper between your cries “It’s my fault, I know it already but I choose to be blind and believe his lies hoping that he will change” you cries holding into him. Wonho pulled away placing his hands on your arms he push you up. His heart clench in pain seeing your face, pain is too visible on your eyes “You know?” he carefully whispers, biting your lips you nodded “I know” you cries again, Wonho brought his hands to your face, his thumb wipe your tears as he pull you in his chest “I saw them there, looking so happy--- I was so shocked so I ran to them, I still remember how angry he is, he--- he said he didn’t know me, he said that I’m just another crazy girl, Hoseok I thought what we have is real but I’m wrong, I’m so wrong” you cried in his chest gripping at the fabric of his shirt “How can I live without him? I don’t have anyone---“ “Shhh, You don’t cry I’m still here, ” he said hugging you tightly “I’m still here. I won’t leave you”

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“How is she?” Shownu asked glancing at your bedroom’s door, Wonho asked him to bring some clothes for him, Wonho sadly sigh “She not alright, she cries every night but I’m doing everything I can to make her good” he said Shownu patted his shoulder “Don’t force her, time will heal the scars in her heart” he advise “Thanks man, I don’t know what to do without you” Wonho smiles at him “What are you saying? You are the bravest friend I have” he grins “Just don’t tell Jooheon” They both laughs

After Shownu left your apartment an hour ago, Wonho decided to cook whatever he found inside your fridge. After preparing the table he walk your room, standing in front of your door he brought his one hand to knock on painted wood while he wrap his other hand on knob “Noona” he carefully calls “I made us dinner, I’m going in” he said before pushing your door open, his eyes roam inside your room he sighs when he see you still lying in your bed, under your thick blanket. Stepping inside he press the lights on but instantly turn it off again when he heard you whines “Noona” he said walking on your bed “Let’s eat huh?” carefully he sits down on your bed he brought his one hand on your shoulder turning you carefully. “Noona” he called again, opening your eyes and look at him “Let’s eat ok?” you stare at him for a while before you nodded, your heartfelt overwhelm for the first time in a week seeing his smile again, you didn’t know why but something in his smile makes you feel overwhelm “Do you want me to bring dinner here?” he asks as he help you sitting up “Yes please” he nodded and smile before he left your room you heard noises from kitchen before you heard foot step before he reappear on your room holding a tray of food “Here” he said putting the tray on your bed, you watch him look around before dashing out of your room again few seconds later he come back holding a candle “Since you don’t want the lights in, let’s use candle and pretend that we’re in a candle-light dinner” he jokes making your smile a bit “There you are” he chuckles “My noona is smiling again” he said brushing away some of your hair from your face “I hate to see you cry” he sighs “My noona is beautiful, strong and independent woman I expect you to stay as you are, please don’t let one person change you” he said you watch as he took your hand “You are not alone I’m always here” his words bring tears in your eyes, how could you not recognize him earlier? How could you be blind and selfish? “Thank you” you whisper “Thank you Hoseok” “anything for you” he wipe your tears away “Stop crying and let’s eat”

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After you finished your dinner Wonho offered to watch your dirty plates while you took a shower and change clothes. Drying your hair you stood in front of your dresser and stare yourself on mirror, your eyes caught the necklace hanging on your neck, the necklace Jun gave to you on your anniversary dropping your towel you unlock the metal chain for the first time since Jun gave It to you and throw it in trash bin beside your dresser “Maybe it’s time to move on and forget about you” you whisper looking around you let out a small sigh “I think I need to rearrange my room”

“Noona?” You heard Wonho calls from your door “Are you done? Can I come in?” he asked “Yes” you replied and sat down on your bed, getting ready to sleep “Are you going to sleep?” he asks and you nodded “Alright, are you going back to work tomorrow?” he asked “I think I need more day offs, I want to clean my apartment there’s a lot of things I need to throw” you said laying your head on pillow “Well that’s good I can help you” he offered “You have school, I’ll be fine don’t worry” you said “But I want to help you” he insist “Hoseok like you said I’m a brave woman beside I need some time for myself alone. Don’t worry I will call you if I need anything huh?” you assured him again, sighing in defeat Wonho nodded “as you wish, but right now” he grins and jump in your bed “Let me sleep here with you, it’s too dark outside I’m scared to go home” he pouted cutely making you laugh “Alright” you said throwing the blanket on both of you, you laid on your side and close your eyes. After few minutes you felt Wonho move closer and wrap his one arm around your body, you could feel his breath on the back of your neck “I Love you noona”

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One afternoon, you are waiting for Wonho in front of his university inside your car you wanted him to surprise and take him out to eat. Not long after you park your car you heard the bell ring indicating that school is over for today, one by one student abandon their rooms and left the school few student passed before you see a blonde guy walking out of a building with his friends stepping out of your car you called his name “Hoseok” you wave at him, few students look at you some are whispering to each other “Noona” he smiles and immediately ran to you “What are you doing here?” he asked in surprise “I just want to asks if you don’t have anything to do I want to asks you for dinner” you smile at him “I don’t have anything to do tonight, sure” he said “Good! Now let’s go” you announced

You choose a Japanese restaurant, one of the best restaurants in Seoul. After choosing your order you sat on one table and wait for your order to come, you are in the middle of your conversation when someone stood beside you. Wonho’s face changed when he saw Jun standing there looking at you. “What do you want” he asks not liking the way Jun looks down on you, he also could feel you’re starting to feel uneasy “Let’s talk” Jun said ignoring Wonho “There’s nothing to talk” you said in a low tone “I said let’s talk” he said, firmly. “You heard her, just go” Wonho growls at him “Shut up pretty boy, stay out of it” he snap at him before grabbing your arm and force you to stand up “Let’s go” he said but before he could drag you Wonho punch him in face causing him to fall on the ground, you gasp in horror. People around starts to give you attention, Jun immediately stood up and attack Wonho “Hey! Stop it” you screams trying to break the two; you pulled Jun out of Wonho and push him away. “What’s going on here,” one of security said but Jun ignore him “When I say let’s go I mean it, let’s go,” He said before taking a step forward but Wonho pushes you behind him, “She said she don’t want to talk to you. Can’t you understand that?” he snarls Jun scoffs and looks at you “What? Are you two dating? You choose him over me?” he said, “So what?” Wonho scoffs “You are the one who left her, You choose to other girls than her and told her that you didn’t know her” he added “You watch your words, we’re over when I say we’re over now come on and follow me before I beat this little boy toy of yours”

“No Jun just stop!” You said “I don’t want to, there’s no reason why should I come with you. We’re done jun, we’re done” you firmly said stepping forward “Two years is enough,” you said “I’m tired of you cheating on me, using me and my money for your own good,” you said “It’s that what you want? Do you think this boy will satisfy your need? He’s just kid he can’t take care of a woman like you, weak and stupid” he smirks at you “Yes I may stupid but not anymore, if you still don’t know I already cut every single deal we have. My company doesn't need your help anymore I already got another company who’s better that yours” you look at Wonho, frowning when you saw blood in the corner of his lips “You are wrong about him. Hoseok isn’t a kid he’s a man. He’s there with me all the time he did what you are supposed to do and if you’re going to asks me, yes I will choose Hoseok over you” you secretly smile when you saw the shock on his face “Tsss. Whatever you don’t need me I don’t need you too” embarrass Jun walk away shoving away every people on his way “I’m sorry, I will pay for every damage we made,” you said to security “alright ma’am let us take you in our office. We can first aid kit there for you boyfriend” he said “Thank you” you bow and follow them tagging Wonho behind you.

“If you need anything ma’am just call us while our man takes care of your bill”, one of waitress said before she bows and left you inside their office. You look at Wonho “You shouldn’t do that” you said bringing your hand on his face, Wonho flinch a little when your finger made a contact in his lips “It’s that true?” he asked and look at his eyes “What?” you said “That you will choose me over him? Are you serious about that?” he asked again taking a deep breath you look away “We know each other since we can’t remember, I know and I appreciate everything you did for me. I know your feelings for me but I choose to ignore it and I want to apologize for that, I’m sorry if I break your heart not once but so many times. I’m just too blind to see what your worth is” you look at him and saw him staring at you “Hoseok I know it’s all of the sudden, I don‘t want you feel that I’m only using you because I will never ever do that, you are very important to me, you are the only one left in me” your eyes starts to get teary as you look straight in his eyes “all I want to say is, I want to try us--- I need your love and I want to love you please accept----“ your words are cut by his lips, Wonho cup your head with his hands as he kiss you deeply you didn’t think twice and kiss him back, his soft lips fit perfectly on you. You feel butterfly on your stomach an overwhelming feeling you didn’t feel for a long time, the way he holds you make you feel safe and warm. It’s a dream come true for him the girl he only love is kissing him right now if only know how many times he imagine this moment to finally kiss you and call you his girl.

Few minutes later you both pulled out from each other, Wonho lean his forehead on yours but his eyes is still close “Tell me it’s not a dream” he said he felt your head shake “It’s not, you’re not dreaming” you said and finally he open his eyes, his lips immediately curve into a smile “Thank you for giving me chance” he said “Thank you for staying by my side Hoseok” you smile too “I love you noona” he said and kiss your lips again to seal his words

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Gone

“we need to go” Your friend Dion said looking at you with sympathy in his eyes, you shake your head and refuse to look at him “Let me stay here for a while” you whispers, he sigh and kneel down in front of you, he grabs your hands as his tears roll down on his cheek “Bestie, don’t wait for him, he will never show himself here” he carefully said watching your tears starts to fall from your eyes again, shaking your head you pull your hands back “Please, give me sometime.. Please” you plead still not looking at him; he didn’t say any words and stood up walking few steps from you, watching you carefully as you pitifully cry on the corner of the church. Your cries echo on an old building. Leaf starts to fall sign that the autumn is coming, it’s supposed to be a very good and special for you. You are very excited for this day, that finally, you will have your happy ever after with the man you loved for almost three years and a half, Kwon hyuk. You meet him during your high school days, you and him became friends and date when you are in 4th year, from that day you promise to love and support him no matter what happen.

 Dean isn’t the man you dreamt when you are still young but he did everything to prove to you that he’s the only man for you. Ever since your parents died you only depend on yourself, you never ask for help (financially) your parents left a saving from their small business but after meeting Dean you suddenly feel that you need him in your life. He’s just a simple person with love on music, write songs and perform underground. You never met a person like him, passionate and determined. Dean fell in love on you when he first saw you at café near at your school, when he found out that you will be in same class as him, he became determined to be friends with you, he did everything to catch your attention, he pursue to study, even more, go to school every day until one time His best friend Hyoseob introduce you to him, and that starts your friendship that turn into beautiful relationship. 

Dean would spend his time with you, doing homework or just hanging around. He really likes you around him, he like every single thing about you and you loves everything about him, when you finish college you decided to start a business with Dion, Clothing line. And Dean decided to help his father in their business. You always made time for each other no matter how tight is your schedule, he still writes song and attends the underground party but mostly he spends his time with you. On your Third anniversary, he prepared something special, you still remember how nervous he looks that day. He invited some of your friends at the bar that his cousin owns, on the middle of the night he stood in the center pulling you with him, at first he thank everyone who came and his friends for helping him for that occasion then he kneel in front of you holding a box of ring, asking you to marry him. You are speechless, you never thought that this day will come, you didn’t expect that a man like him will come to your life and make you fall in love with him, deeply. After saying yes, Dean loudly cheers and hug you tightly, showering you kiss all over your face. After three months of preparation, your wedding date finally came. You woke up an extra morning to prepare. Dion and the stylish help you to dress and get ready. You arrived at the venue one hour earlier, you nervously waited, right after your wedding starts Dion and Jieun came inside your room holding a piece of paper. Your heart starts to pump when you saw the sadness in their face, his eyes are red obviously from crying while Jieun was biting her lips. With shaking hands you took the paper and open it, your tears immediately fall when you read it.

I’m sorry I hope you will forgive me someday – Dean 

It’s been four hours when they announce to everyone that your wedding is canceled and make everyone leaves the venue, Dean parents came to say sorry and hug you they promised to talk to hyuk. Jieun and Hyoseob were last to leave, they said sorry and promised to help. Dion asks you to leave but you refuse until now. You can’t stop crying, asking the heaven why this happen to you. Your heart hurts everytime you remember his words and promises. You never thought that he will do this to you; you thought that you and he will stay forever, till death do us part. But here you are, sitting inside of the empty room, wearing your wedding gown, crying. Still hoping that he will show up, that everything is just a nightmare, you want to slap your face for you to wake up from this nightmare. You want to scream, you want to run away but you can’t find any strength, it’s like your soul left your body.

 Dean breaks not only your heart but took your whole life too. How can you move on now? How can you continue living when your world just broke down and the light of your life left you? Finding a small strength you grab your purse and took your phone. “What are you doing?” Dion asks stepping forward but you held your one hand making him stop “Don’t call him” he said but you already dialed his number and bring your phone to your ear, it rings several times until you heard the other line picked up, death silence greets you. Taking a deep breath you spoke “You betrayed me” you started as your tears keep rolling down “You made me believe that there is a happy ending, that there’s forever. You made me believe that I can make my happy ending that I can live on fairytale I always dreamt, You made me believe that someone—someone like you can love me forever” you cries “But you made me realizes that fairytales don’t exist that there’s no forever, that I can’t get the happy ending I wanted. Because I’m not a princess living in a castle and you are not my prince charming”

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Short angst for all of you! <3

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We Met Again

You smile as you watch him sings again, his angelic voice that much on his beautiful face, those eyes that can capture every girls heart. You feel so proud of him, he finally reaches his dream. His hard works and sacrifices didn’t waste for nothing.You know that he always wanted to sing in front of many people, to show his talent, his voice.You slightly laugh when you noticed his eyes, honestly, you aren’t surprised to see him wearing makeups, but you are surprised because he knows how to wear lens now.He hates those lenses before, he said that real man didn’t need to wear or put make ups to look good, but now it’s like that he can’t live without it.

You had the loudest cheer when they finish the song and listen as they talk and thanks to their fans who went to their first concert.When he took the microphone from Minhyuk and speaks you could feel your heart beats faster, slowly everything around you went blank, and you only could see him and hears your heart beats loudly pounding inside your chest.

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EDITED. I was watching scarlet heart ryeo while writing this maybe that's why I wrote baekhyun instead wonho, I'm sorry.

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We Met Again

You smile as you watch him sings again, his angelic voice that much on his beautiful face, those eyes that can capture every girls heart. You feel so proud of him, he finally reaches his dream. His hard works and sacrifices didn’t waste for nothing.You know that he always wanted to sing in front of many people, to show his talent, his voice.You slightly laugh when you noticed his eyes, honestly, you aren’t surprised to see him wearing makeups, but you are surprised because he knows how to wear lens now.He hates those lenses before, he said that real man didn’t need to wear or put make ups to look good, but now it’s like that he can’t live without it.

You had the loudest cheer when they finish the song and listen as they talk and thanks to their fans who went to their first concert.When he took the microphone from Minhyuk and speaks you could feel your heart beats faster, slowly everything around you went blank, and you only could see him and hears your heart beats loudly pounding inside your chest.

His smile sparks on darkness, his black orbs eyes that you love to stare until you die, a single tear rolled down to your cheeks, at least you knew that your decision isn’t wrong but you had to admit, you really miss him so bad that it hurts.

Three years of being in a relationship with him aren’t joked; you are still in the high school back then, young, free and wild. But you didn’t care about it, you immediately said yes when he ask you on a date.He was a sweet boy, he began to be friends to you, ask your number, walk you home. Honestly, you fall in love with him on the first time you heard his voice when you accidentally walks at the studio where he was practicing with his band. You stood there stunned by his voice until he was you.You give him a small wave before you run out of the studio with trembling heart.

You chuckled at the memories and wipe your tears, you throw you hand on the air and watch them performs their next song.

Suddenly his eyes caught yours.

His eyes widen as he stop dancing for a brief second before I.M  dumped into him knocking him back to his senses, he look at his band member and copy their movements then after a few second he was back in rhythm again, but when he went his eyes back where he saw you, you are not there anymore. He tries to look around searching for you. But it’s like you are a bubble that vanished in the thin air.

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It’s been a week since the Concert. Monsta X started to promote their songs they’re busy left and right waking up early in the morning and come back home late at night. They really appreciate the support and love that they received from the fans but somehow it’s not enough. They all miss their families, friends and Love ones.

Especially Wonho, Some part of his heart still feel alone.

“Look, Babe we need to do this” Hoseok shook his head

“Hoseok, you need to focus, okay? You’re going to reach your dream and i don’t want to burden you. It’s fine. you’re going to forget me in no time” you calmly said but the truth you are dying inside, it’s hard for you to make this decision but you know it for the better

“But–"

“Listen, one year. After one year and when we meet again then we feel the same still, let’s get started again. But for now, we need to break up”

Wonho sighed and throw his head back at the couch, he closes his eyes trying to erase those bad memories but only to see your smiling face again.

Your name softly escapes from his lips

“hyung” Jooheon taps his shoulder he opens his eyes and looks at him “what?” he asks"let’s go grab some lunch at the near restaurant, “ he said with a sighed Wonho think for a second before he agreed, he feel hungry too.

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You are now in the middle of the meeting inside the restaurant, you are focused on the meeting but you can’t help but think about him again. The restaurant is near at his company building, you are wondering if you can go there to take a look, maybe you can take a glimpse of him.

The man in front of you finally sign the papers,

"There you go, I hope I didn’t regret it” with a smile you accept the papers and bow your head

“thank you so much, Mr.Lee” You are happy about that meeting; it’s your first project so you want to stay at that restaurant. From now on, this is your favorite place. With a content smile, you took a sip of your orange juice.

Not so long, you finally decided to leave. After paying your bills you grab your things “Umm, excuse me where’s your bathroom?” the waiter pointed to the left, you smile and thank him.

“Hyung, let’s wait here, ” Jooheon said and took a seat, Wonho scan the whole area with a smile, it remains him of you. The calm and sweet aroma that you like and the soft and blend song lingering around the restaurant

“Jooheon, I’m going to restroom” he announced and stood up the younger boy nodded at him.

After you retouched your make up and check yourself. You exited the restroom only to bump into someone.Your things falls from the ground

“Ohh sorry,” you said and bend down to pick it up

After you finally gathered your things again, you stood up only to receive a good shock in your life. Wonho stood there wide eyes and jaw dropped looking at you, stunned.

He can’t believe what he was seeing right now, you are standing there in front of him.

You are still beautiful as before.

A small smile form in your lips.

“Hi” you whisper and tuck the lose strand of your hair behind your ear

He too smiles, a sweet and content smile

“hello”

“So, we meet again”

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So much for my happy ending

Your relationship with kiseok is not perfect as people sees, you have ups and downs, you fight and have misunderstanding many times but you still manage to save your relationship, you both know how to apologize and admit your mistakes. You made sure that you are alright before you sleep, you talk the problems and find solutions and promise to each you won’t fight because of one problem again. When you forgive one another and forget about whatever reason you are fighting you never brought it again. You are six years younger than him but you are matured as him, sometimes more matured than him. You know how to calm him down when he can’t control his anger and he knows how to cheer you up when you are feeling down or when you have your period. You accept him with all your heart and he was thankful for that, he treats you like a queen like how you treat him like a king. Kiseok is sure about his feelings for you, he loves you with his all heart and he never looks to other girls, that’s why after two years of your relationship he asked you to marry him and you gladly say yes.

You are very excited to plan your wedding, you personally design your invitation. Kiseok chooses the motif of your wedding, black and red. It’s been three months since you start planning your wedding day. You found a very good stylist for your wedding dress. You are trying your best to attend all your schedule and your work. There is a brief moment that you feel tired and exhausted but whenever you see the invitation card with your name and kiseok’s name you feel recharged and alive again.

“You look great” your friend exclaims as soon as she saw you wearing a long white gown. You smile widely and examine the gown “I can’t decide, I love all designs” you laughs “How to choose? I want all of them” you added “Why don’t you asks kiseok? Maybe he can help you” your friend suggested, making your heart ache. You have had a small fight with him last night because he didn’t show up on your meeting with wedding coordinator, he said he forget. He forgets because he is with the boys which made your heartache because this isn’t the first time he forgot or didn’t show up on your meetings about your wedding. “he’s busy because hoody will release an album” you force a smile “Whatever. I will take picture of you so smile beautifully” she said pointing the lens of her camera on you, after few shoot she smiles at you “I send you a copy” she said “Thanks, I go change. I have to meet the Jaemin for our cake”

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“This is strawberry cake vanilla with buttercream frosting, we can add some strawberries for decoration or if you want we can put some pearl on layers” the food caterer explains “Vanilla seems plain maybe we can add a few strawberries icing on the edges of layers? then pearls? what you think? it will fit on our color motif right?” you said “That’s a great idea! We will do that but how about the drinks? Do you prefer soda, ice tea or wine?” Jaemin asked you “I’m not sure but can we have ice tea and red wine? I don’t know which label is the best” you answer “It’s alright. we can do that too. what about your groom, maybe he knows or want a specific wine” she asked “I will ask him” you smiles at him, suddenly you felt your phone vibrate inside your bag “Sorry excuse me for a minute, I need to take this” you excuse yourself, walking into corner of the room before you answer your phone “Hello Mr. Shin? Is there any problem?” you immediately asked “I’m sorry to disturb you but supposedly we have a meeting with Mr.Jung for his wedding coat but we been waiting almost three hours for him, we can’t contact him too so we decided to call you” he explains a little bit of worried and disappointment on his tone “Really? I’m so sorry, Can– can you set a new schedule for him again? I’m really sorry I–he-we been busy with these past days. I’m sure it’s not he didn’t mean not to show up”

After your food tasting, you hurriedly get your car and drive to AOMG office. You can’t understand what you feels right now, anger, disappointment, and confusion. You tried calling kiseok but your call always went to his voice message. You are on verge of tears but you are trying hard not to cry but you can’t stop feeling hurt, yesterday he forgot your meeting and you ended up fighting, he apologized but it happens again, this isn’t the second time, you don’t know how many time he forgot about your meetings. You also noticed how became less interest on your wedding preparations, when you have to meet with coordinators he’s always on his phone or his mind is thinking something else. You did all decisions, when you asks his opinion he would always say “Whatever you want, let’s have it” “I don’t know, you choose” “it’s up to you” “if that’s what you want”

Parking your car in front of the building you jump out of your car and hurriedly went inside “Where is he?” you asked the Mina “He’s ion studio with gray and jay” she answer you “Thank you” you said, your feet moves on its ways completely know their destination, you are ready to burst inside when you hear jay’s voice. You stood in front of the door as you listen to what they are talking

“What do you mean you don’t want to do it anymore?” Gray asks the older man “Maybe you are just stress” he added “I didn’t say that I don’t want to do it” Kiseok sighs “It’s just so–everything is so fast—I’m starting it’s too sudden—Maybe I was so stupid to ask her to marry me–I do love her very much it’s blinded me..I never thought about what will happen in future, I don’t have a plan for us” he sighs shoving his head on his palms “What are you saying, dude? You two are happy with each other, you love each other what went wrong?” Jay asked his friend “I don’t know, I’m just–” “You are having a second thoughts about getting married?” gray finished his word, kiseok look at him and sighs “Yes” Jay sighed and sit beside him “Maybe you are stress with all these preparations, what if take a break? postpone the wedding? and come to our tour? We will be travelling for two months, maybe it will help you”

You feel your whole world starts to falls after hearing those words, you move your hands from the door knob to wipe your tears away. Turning your feet around, you slowly start walking away with a heavy heart. “Miss? Are you alright?” minah asked you when she saw you walking out crying, you wipe your tears dry and took a deep breath before turning to her “Yes” you forced a smile “I–Just don’t tell them I came” you said “O-Okay” she nodded her head “Are you sure you alright?” she asked again “Yes. Don’t worry, I’m just tired, they are doing something important I can’t disturb them” you smile again “Alright, Take care” she bow at you.

You left the building and went inside your car, you sat there feeling hurt. You watch your life crash in your eyes, his words still echo on your mind, how unsure he is, “he’s having second thought about our wedding, he didn’t see himself with me” your tears keep falling down “I thought what we have is real, I thought you want to be with me” you hiccoughs “I thought—So much for my happy ending” you cry.

After few minutes you manage to calm yourself before driving home. When you arrived home, you didn’t waste anytime you packed all your clothes and important things. You made sure you pack your passport and important IDs. After making sure you are packed you grab your phone on the table and dialed your co-worker’s number “Hi, Zia. Sorry to call you this hour but I have some favor to ask, can you tell our boss that I can’t  go to work for days? Something comes up. Thank you” you said “Thank you” you turn your phone off then you saw the ring in your hand, you sadly look at the gold metal wrap around your finger. “You used to bring happiness” you whisper “It’s sad that you are meaningless now” then you removed the ring from your finger, you’re heart skip a beat when you hear your name being called “What’s going?” you turn around to see kiseok looking at your packed bags “You leaving?” he asked finally looking at you “What’s going on? did something happen?” he exclaimed seeing your swollen eyes, he attempt to step closer to you but he stop when he saw the ring in your hand “Let’s end this” his head snap at you “What the fuck are you saying?” he asks “What’s wrong? Why you want to end this?” he started to get angry, after the talks with gray and jay he decided to go home to talk to you about your wedding but he didn’t expect this will welcome him home “I don’t know if I can stay any longer knowing that you are not sure about our relationship” you cried “Why you asks me to marry you when you are not sure if you really love me?” you asked him “What are you saying?” his tone changed “I heard you. I heard that you are having second thought about us, now I know why you are not interested on planning our wedding, I finally understand why you always forgot our meetings and schedule because you don’t really want to get married” you cries, kiseok’s heart torn apart seeing you crying, he step forward he attempt to touch your face but you move away “It’s not like that. I was just–” he sighs “I don’t really know why I am like this” he admits “But please you don’t have to leave, we can fix this” he begs “No. I’m leaving. I need to do this” you firmly said “I love you, it’s real I do really love you"kiseok exclaims "No you don’t love me, because if you really do. You won’t have a second thought about us” you sighs looking at his eyes “I’m leaving so won’t make any excuses, you don’t need to say our love is true because not it became a lie” you reach his hand shoving the small ring on his hand before moving  away getting your bag and suite, Kiseok stood still fighting the tears, his mind was blank and he can’t think straight he stares at the ring on his hand “Sorry If I wasn’t enough, sorry if I didn’t reach your expectation and you still doubt if I was the one for you and Thank you because you made believe that what we have is real. Don’t worry I’ll be fine, you don’t have to worry about me anymore” you said before leaving, when he heard the door slam shut, his tears finally fall down from his eyes.

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I didn't expect this will gain a lot of feedback, I will make part 2 of this, Just need to finish my two scenarios on draft :) Thank you! Let me know if you like it too 😘

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So much for my happy ending

Your relationship with kiseok is not perfect as people sees, you have ups and downs, you fight and have misunderstanding many times but you still manage to save your relationship, you both know how to apologize and admit your mistakes. You made sure that you are alright before you sleep, you talk the problems and find solutions and promise to each you won’t fight because of one problem again. When you forgive one another and forget about whatever reason you are fighting you never brought it again. You are six years younger than him but you are matured as him, sometimes more matured than him. You know how to calm him down when he can’t control his anger and he knows how to cheer you up when you are feeling down or when you have your period. You accept him with all your heart and he was thankful for that, he treats you like a queen like how you treat him like a king. Kiseok is sure about his feelings for you, he loves you with his all heart and he never looks to other girls, that’s why after two years of your relationship he asked you to marry him and you gladly say yes.

You are very excited to plan your wedding, you personally design your invitation. Kiseok chooses the motif of your wedding, black and red. It’s been three months since you start planning your wedding day. You found a very good stylist for your wedding dress. You are trying your best to attend all your schedule and your work. There is a brief moment that you feel tired and exhausted but whenever you see the invitation card with your name and kiseok’s name you feel recharged and alive again.

“You look great” your friend exclaims as soon as she saw you wearing a long white gown. You smile widely and examine the gown “I can’t decide, I love all designs” you laughs “How to choose? I want all of them” you added “Why don’t you asks kiseok? Maybe he can help you” your friend suggested, making your heart ache. You have had a small fight with him last night because he didn’t show up on your meeting with wedding coordinator, he said he forget. He forgets because he is with the boys which made your heartache because this isn’t the first time he forgot or didn’t show up on your meetings about your wedding. “he’s busy because hoody will release an album” you force a smile “Whatever. I will take picture of you so smile beautifully” she said pointing the lens of her camera on you, after few shoot she smiles at you “I send you a copy” she said “Thanks, I go change. I have to meet the Jaemin for our cake”

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“This is strawberry cake vanilla with buttercream frosting, we can add some strawberries for decoration or if you want we can put some pearl on layers” the food caterer explains “Vanilla seems plain maybe we can add a few strawberries icing on the edges of layers? then pearls? what you think? it will fit on our color motif right?” you said “That’s a great idea! We will do that but how about the drinks? Do you prefer soda, ice tea or wine?” Jaemin asked you “I’m not sure but can we have ice tea and red wine? I don’t know which label is the best” you answer “It’s alright. we can do that too. what about your groom, maybe he knows or want a specific wine” she asked “I will ask him” you smiles at him, suddenly you felt your phone vibrate inside your bag “Sorry excuse me for a minute, I need to take this” you excuse yourself, walking into corner of the room before you answer your phone “Hello Mr. Shin? Is there any problem?” you immediately asked “I’m sorry to disturb you but supposedly we have a meeting with Mr.Jung for his wedding coat but we been waiting almost three hours for him, we can’t contact him too so we decided to call you” he explains a little bit of worried and disappointment on his tone “Really? I’m so sorry, Can– can you set a new schedule for him again? I’m really sorry I–he-we been busy with these past days. I’m sure it’s not he didn’t mean not to show up”

After your food tasting, you hurriedly get your car and drive to AOMG office. You can’t understand what you feels right now, anger, disappointment, and confusion. You tried calling kiseok but your call always went to his voice message. You are on verge of tears but you are trying hard not to cry but you can’t stop feeling hurt, yesterday he forgot your meeting and you ended up fighting, he apologized but it happens again, this isn’t the second time, you don’t know how many time he forgot about your meetings. You also noticed how became less interest on your wedding preparations, when you have to meet with coordinators he’s always on his phone or his mind is thinking something else. You did all decisions, when you asks his opinion he would always say “Whatever you want, let’s have it” “I don’t know, you choose” “it’s up to you” “if that’s what you want”

Parking your car in front of the building you jump out of your car and hurriedly went inside “Where is he?” you asked the Mina “He’s ion studio with gray and jay” she answer you “Thank you” you said, your feet moves on its ways completely know their destination, you are ready to burst inside when you hear jay’s voice. You stood in front of the door as you listen to what they are talking

“What do you mean you don’t want to do it anymore?” Gray asks the older man “Maybe you are just stress” he added “I didn’t say that I don’t want to do it” Kiseok sighs “It’s just so–everything is so fast—I’m starting it’s too sudden—Maybe I was so stupid to ask her to marry me–I do love her very much it’s blinded me..I never thought about what will happen in future, I don’t have a plan for us” he sighs shoving his head on his palms “What are you saying, dude? You two are happy with each other, you love each other what went wrong?” Jay asked his friend “I don’t know, I’m just–” “You are having a second thoughts about getting married?” gray finished his word, kiseok look at him and sighs “Yes” Jay sighed and sit beside him “Maybe you are stress with all these preparations, what if take a break? postpone the wedding? and come to our tour? We will be travelling for two months, maybe it will help you”

You feel your whole world starts to falls after hearing those words, you move your hands from the door knob to wipe your tears away. Turning your feet around, you slowly start walking away with a heavy heart. “Miss? Are you alright?” minah asked you when she saw you walking out crying, you wipe your tears dry and took a deep breath before turning to her “Yes” you forced a smile “I–Just don’t tell them I came” you said “O-Okay” she nodded her head “Are you sure you alright?” she asked again “Yes. Don’t worry, I’m just tired, they are doing something important I can’t disturb them” you smile again “Alright, Take care” she bow at you.

You left the building and went inside your car, you sat there feeling hurt. You watch your life crash in your eyes, his words still echo on your mind, how unsure he is, “he’s having second thought about our wedding, he didn’t see himself with me” your tears keep falling down “I thought what we have is real, I thought you want to be with me” you hiccoughs “I thought—So much for my happy ending” you cry.

After few minutes you manage to calm yourself before driving home. When you arrived home, you didn’t waste anytime you packed all your clothes and important things. You made sure you pack your passport and important IDs. After making sure you are packed you grab your phone on the table and dialed your co-worker’s number “Hi, Zia. Sorry to call you this hour but I have some favor to ask, can you tell our boss that I can’t  go to work for days? Something comes up. Thank you” you said “Thank you” you turn your phone off then you saw the ring in your hand, you sadly look at the gold metal wrap around your finger. “You used to bring happiness” you whisper “It’s sad that you are meaningless now” then you removed the ring from your finger, you’re heart skip a beat when you hear your name being called “What’s going?” you turn around to see kiseok looking at your packed bags “You leaving?” he asked finally looking at you “What’s going on? did something happen?” he exclaimed seeing your swollen eyes, he attempt to step closer to you but he stop when he saw the ring in your hand “Let’s end this” his head snap at you “What the fuck are you saying?” he asks “What’s wrong? Why you want to end this?” he started to get angry, after the talks with gray and jay he decided to go home to talk to you about your wedding but he didn’t expect this will welcome him home “I don’t know if I can stay any longer knowing that you are not sure about our relationship” you cried “Why you asks me to marry you when you are not sure if you really love me?” you asked him “What are you saying?” his tone changed “I heard you. I heard that you are having second thought about us, now I know why you are not interested on planning our wedding, I finally understand why you always forgot our meetings and schedule because you don’t really want to get married” you cries, kiseok’s heart torn apart seeing you crying, he step forward he attempt to touch your face but you move away “It’s not like that. I was just–” he sighs “I don’t really know why I am like this” he admits “But please you don’t have to leave, we can fix this” he begs “No. I’m leaving. I need to do this” you firmly said “I love you, it’s real I do really love you"kiseok exclaims "No you don’t love me, because if you really do. You won’t have a second thought about us” you sighs looking at his eyes “I’m leaving so won’t make any excuses, you don’t need to say our love is true because not it became a lie” you reach his hand shoving the small ring on his hand before moving  away getting your bag and suite, Kiseok stood still fighting the tears, his mind was blank and he can’t think straight he stares at the ring on his hand “Sorry If I wasn’t enough, sorry if I didn’t reach your expectation and you still doubt if I was the one for you and Thank you because you made believe that what we have is real. Don’t worry I’ll be fine, you don’t have to worry about me anymore” you said before leaving, when he heard the door slam shut, his tears finally fall down from his eyes.

[dollchishi]

I didn't expect this will gain a lot of feedback, I will make part 2 of this, Just need to finish my two scenarios on draft :) Thank you! Let me know if you like it too 😘

[dollchishi]

Part 2 for "So much for my happy ending." Please huhuhu

I will do part 2, I will finish my two scenario on draft first. Thank you 😘

[dollchishi]

So much for my happy ending

Your relationship with kiseok is not perfect as people sees, you have ups and downs, you fight and have misunderstanding many times but you still manage to save your relationship, you both know how to apologize and admit your mistakes. You made sure that you are alright before you sleep, you talk the problems and find solutions and promise to each you won't fight because of one problem again. When you forgive one another and forget about whatever reason you are fighting you never brought it again. You are six years younger than him but you are matured as him, sometimes more matured than him. You know how to calm him down when he can't control his anger and he knows how to cheer you up when you are feeling down or when you have your period. You accept him with all your heart and he was thankful for that, he treats you like a queen like how you treat him like a king. Kiseok is sure about his feelings for you, he loves you with his all heart and he never looks to other girls, that's why after two years of your relationship he asked you to marry him and you gladly say yes.

You are very excited to plan your wedding, you personally design your invitation. Kiseok chooses the motif of your wedding, black and red. It's been three months since you start planning your wedding day. You found a very good stylist for your wedding dress. You are trying your best to attend all your schedule and your work. There is a brief moment that you feel tired and exhausted but whenever you see the invitation card with your name and kiseok's name you feel recharged and alive again.

"You look great" your friend exclaims as soon as she saw you wearing a long white gown. You smile widely and examine the gown "I can't decide, I love all designs" you laughs "How to choose? I want all of them" you added "Why don't you asks kiseok? Maybe he can help you" your friend suggested, making your heart ache. You have had a small fight with him last night because he didn't show up on your meeting with wedding coordinator, he said he forget. He forgets because he is with the boys which made your heartache because this isn't the first time he forgot or didn't show up on your meetings about your wedding. "he's busy because hoody will release an album" you force a smile "Whatever. I will take picture of you so smile beautifully" she said pointing the lens of her camera on you, after few shoot she smiles at you "I send you a copy" she said "Thanks, I go change. I have to meet the Jaemin for our cake"

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"This is strawberry cake vanilla with buttercream frosting, we can add some strawberries for decoration or if you want we can put some pearl on layers" the food caterer explains "Vanilla seems plain maybe we can add a few strawberries icing on the edges of layers? then pearls? what you think? it will fit on our color motif right?" you said "That's a great idea! We will do that but how about the drinks? Do you prefer soda, ice tea or wine?" Jaemin asked you "I'm not sure but can we have ice tea and red wine? I don't know which label is the best" you answer "It's alright. we can do that too. what about your groom, maybe he knows or want a specific wine" she asked "I will ask him" you smiles at him, suddenly you felt your phone vibrate inside your bag "Sorry excuse me for a minute, I need to take this" you excuse yourself, walking into corner of the room before you answer your phone "Hello Mr. Shin? Is there any problem?" you immediately asked "I'm sorry to disturb you but supposedly we have a meeting with Mr.Jung for his wedding coat but we been waiting almost three hours for him, we can't contact him too so we decided to call you" he explains a little bit of worried and disappointment on his tone "Really? I'm so sorry, Can-- can you set a new schedule for him again? I'm really sorry I--he-we been busy with these past days. I'm sure it's not he didn't mean not to show up"

After your food tasting, you hurriedly get your car and drive to AOMG office. You can't understand what you feels right now, anger, disappointment, and confusion. You tried calling kiseok but your call always went to his voice message. You are on verge of tears but you are trying hard not to cry but you can't stop feeling hurt, yesterday he forgot your meeting and you ended up fighting, he apologized but it happens again, this isn't the second time, you don't know how many time he forgot about your meetings. You also noticed how became less interest on your wedding preparations, when you have to meet with coordinators he's always on his phone or his mind is thinking something else. You did all decisions, when you asks his opinion he would always say "Whatever you want, let's have it" "I don't know, you choose" "it's up to you" "if that's what you want"

Parking your car in front of the building you jump out of your car and hurriedly went inside "Where is he?" you asked the Mina "He's ion studio with gray and jay" she answer you "Thank you" you said, your feet moves on its ways completely know their destination, you are ready to burst inside when you hear jay's voice. You stood in front of the door as you listen to what they are talking

"What do you mean you don't want to do it anymore?" Gray asks the older man "Maybe you are just stress" he added "I didn't say that I don't want to do it" Kiseok sighs "It's just so--everything is so fast---I'm starting it's too sudden---Maybe I was so stupid to ask her to marry me--I do love her very much it's blinded me..I never thought about what will happen in future, I don't have a plan for us" he sighs shoving his head on his palms "What are you saying, dude? You two are happy with each other, you love each other what went wrong?" Jay asked his friend "I don't know, I'm just--" "You are having a second thoughts about getting married?" gray finished his word, kiseok look at him and sighs "Yes" Jay sighed and sit beside him "Maybe you are stress with all these preparations, what if take a break? postpone the wedding? and come to our tour? We will be travelling for two months, maybe it will help you"

You feel your whole world starts to falls after hearing those words, you move your hands from the door knob to wipe your tears away. Turning your feet around, you slowly start walking away with a heavy heart. "Miss? Are you alright?" minah asked you when she saw you walking out crying, you wipe your tears dry and took a deep breath before turning to her "Yes" you forced a smile "I--Just don't tell them I came" you said "O-Okay" she nodded her head "Are you sure you alright?" she asked again "Yes. Don't worry, I'm just tired, they are doing something important I can't disturb them" you smile again "Alright, Take care" she bow at you.

You left the building and went inside your car, you sat there feeling hurt. You watch your life crash in your eyes, his words still echo on your mind, how unsure he is, "he's having second thought about our wedding, he didn't see himself with me" your tears keep falling down "I thought what we have is real, I thought you want to be with me" you hiccoughs "I thought---So much for my happy ending" you cry.

After few minutes you manage to calm yourself before driving home. When you arrived home, you didn't waste anytime you packed all your clothes and important things. You made sure you pack your passport and important IDs. After making sure you are packed you grab your phone on the table and dialed your co-worker's number "Hi, Zia. Sorry to call you this hour but I have some favor to ask, can you tell our boss that I can't  go to work for days? Something comes up. Thank you" you said "Thank you" you turn your phone off then you saw the ring in your hand, you sadly look at the gold metal wrap around your finger. "You used to bring happiness" you whisper "It's sad that you are meaningless now" then you removed the ring from your finger, you're heart skip a beat when you hear your name being called "What's going?" you turn around to see kiseok looking at your packed bags "You leaving?" he asked finally looking at you "What's going on? did something happen?" he exclaimed seeing your swollen eyes, he attempt to step closer to you but he stop when he saw the ring in your hand "Let's end this" his head snap at you "What the fuck are you saying?" he asks "What's wrong? Why you want to end this?" he started to get angry, after the talks with gray and jay he decided to go home to talk to you about your wedding but he didn't expect this will welcome him home "I don't know if I can stay any longer knowing that you are not sure about our relationship" you cried "Why you asks me to marry you when you are not sure if you really love me?" you asked him "What are you saying?" his tone changed "I heard you. I heard that you are having second thought about us, now I know why you are not interested on planning our wedding, I finally understand why you always forgot our meetings and schedule because you don't really want to get married" you cries, kiseok's heart torn apart seeing you crying, he step forward he attempt to touch your face but you move away "It's not like that. I was just--" he sighs "I don't really know why I am like this" he admits "But please you don't have to leave, we can fix this" he begs "No. I'm leaving. I need to do this" you firmly said "I love you, it's real I do really love you"kiseok exclaims "No you don't love me, because if you really do. You won't have a second thought about us" you sighs looking at his eyes "I'm leaving so won't make any excuses, you don't need to say our love is true because not it became a lie" you reach his hand shoving the small ring on his hand before moving  away getting your bag and suite, Kiseok stood still fighting the tears, his mind was blank and he can't think straight he stares at the ring on his hand "Sorry If I wasn't enough, sorry if I didn't reach your expectation and you still doubt if I was the one for you and Thank you because you made believe that what we have is real. Don't worry I'll be fine, you don't have to worry about me anymore" you said before leaving, when he heard the door slam shut, his tears finally fall down from his eyes.

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