Nothing Needed

Dominic Kingston. 20, San Fran born and raised.

[not-without-vision-blog]

[laying on the grass; staring up at the clouds]

[hears someone approaching and smiles to the sky, petting the white king shepherd beside her] Do you ever wonder if clouds look down at people and think, “That one is shaped like an idiot?”

[dom-kingston]

I don't know, but I sure as hell hopes so. [Looking up at the clouds] 

[abelkerridge]

Good idea, i suppose. Talk to him whenever just as long as you talk to him. If you feel like shit we’ll just leave you home to cuddle with the animals. I can help you find a rebound, should be someone there I can hook you up with. 

[dom-kingston]

Animals? Shit right! Cat and a dog! I want a pet... Can we get a pet?... This is why your amazing, you're not even a wing man, you're just like, go you got me. 

[abelkerridge]

He is, very attractive actually. No, you can’t fuck him, there is still feelings there. No, we haven’t really talked about it since that night and don’t really want to. I like to think I have friends cause I’m fun to party with. You should talk to him when you’re sober, babe, not tonight.

[dom-kingston]

Fine, just thought that I would ask now rather then later... I think you're right though and I think I want to talk with him before the wedding. Rather go with a clear concourse, even if I'll feel miserable for a while. You know? Least them if... If we split up I can try and find someone to sleep with while I'm gone, get the rebound out of the way right? You'll help me with that one too wont you? You're a great friend all the way around. 

[abelkerridge]

Yeah and you should probably expect that, I’ll try to keep it to when you’re not around, if you want. Will do, babe. I told him that once before, he told me he wanted to try and be with another guy, not something I wanna go through again. And I’m not that easy to fall in love with, you all just want my body. [laughing] I’m not sure what you do, but keeping it from him isn’t doing you any good. Maybe you should just get it over with and tell him. 

[dom-kingston]

Na, it's good... is he attractive? Like, could I fuck him if he wanted it or is there still feelings there? And has he said anything about it since? Love your body, but your kind too babe. Don't think I would have been able to be friends with you with long if you wen't nice. I'll talk to him next time I see him? ... You think I should go find him right?

[abelkerridge]

Good, you can probably stay at Zayn’s with me, he’s got a big enough house. Yeah, it’s not that hard to believe, chances are I’m gonna punch Harvey in the face if that’s true. Doubtful, that’s you and that’s probably more to do with the fact you have history together. [Looks down rubbing his hand over Dom’s arm] You haven’t told him you slept with Harvey either, that mean you don’t love him? A mean way to break up with someone and I’ve had some bad break ups.

[dom-kingston]

Zayn's your ex right? Should I be expecting the two of you to be fucking? If you do, remember that he punched me once too so hit him extra hard okay. Maybe you're right though, I could be wrong. But I still think that you should tell him you love him, you're a hard guy not to fall in love with after all. [Shaking his head, looking away from Abel] No, but I don't think that Harvey even know that Harvey knew it was me... Well no... I know but I just don't know what to do... do I just go up to him, tell him we're even since we both cheated, do I call him out on sleeping with Freddie or do I just tell him I slept with Harvey?... What do I do?

[abelkerridge]

I want you to come. There is no hot get away with Alec, I don’t even think he’s interested in me anymore, funny enough, he likes Harvey.. [runs his hand over his jaw before shaking his head] I’m not the only one that loves you. What are you doing? [laughing as Dom poked him] Yes but it’s a normal thing for me, you not so much. I don’t think so, you’re gonna have to talk to him at some point. We can move to Maine together. 

[dom-kingston]

If you really want me to then I will. But so long as you're sure... Wait really? I mean I know he can be charming but it's a little hard to believe that Alec would pick him over you. Chances are Harvey is just using it as a rebound anyway. Month of so and Alec will be running to you, I know know that I'd rather be with you then him again. [Shrugs and pokes him again, sliding the pad of his thumb down the line of hair there] Jonah don't love me, other wise he would he told me he slept with Freddie before. If we move to Maine then I don't have to talk to him. He'd get it eventually. 

[abelkerridge]

I don’t see why not, as long as you keep your bitterness to yourself. I’m not really feeling the whole love thing either but for them I’ll shut up and have a good time. [sighs] Kind of hard not to be worried when I know this is all because you’re upset.

[dom-kingston]

We can be clinical together. So long as you really want me to go, I don't want to bring down if you're planning a hot get away with that... Alec guy. I knew you were going to be the only one that loved me in the end. [Gigging a little and poked at his belly button] You scare me sometimes too, with your benders and shit... Abe, can't I just ignore him forever? Don't that count? I can move and... I just just stay in Maine.

[abelkerridge]

Of course you can always come to me. [kissing the top of Dom’s head] Do you wanna come with me to the wedding this weekend? Getting away for a couple days might do you good, babe.

[dom-kingston]

I don't know... Is that really a good idea?... Kinda rocking the anti love train... I don't think I could sit though a wedding. [Sliding his fingers under Abel's t-shirt] Your skin feel nice though, I think the pills I took are kicking in. Just some estacy, nothing to worry about.

[abelkerridge]

You know it worries me when you ask stuff like that, but yeah I love you, no matter what.

[dom-kingston]

M'sorry. Just wanna make sure though. I just... I know this is going to be bad and I wanna know I can come to you no matter what. Not going to kill him or anything.

[abelkerridge]

Yeah I can see that.

[dom-kingston]

You love me right? No matter what?

[abelkerridge]

You’re gonna have to tell him something, babe, cause keeping it to yourself isn’t doing you any good. 

[dom-kingston]

'm getting a'by fine

[abelkerridge]

[Slide his hand to the back of Dom’s head pulling him closer] Have you talked to him yet? 

[dom-kingston]

[Leaning forward and resting his head on against Abel's chest] No... What am I supposed to say? You fucked my brother but that's okay cus I fucked the guy that we we're dating but who left us after he gave me a black eye?

[abelkerridge]

[shakes his head] There wasn’t any cheating in their relationship, it wasn’t all sunshine and rainbows either but they never cheated - just leave Alex and Evan out this, it’s clearly not about them and honestly it’s just gonna piss me off. [Soften his gaze a bit bringing his hand up  to Dom’s cheek rubbing his thumb against it] Now are you mad at yourself for cheating on Jonah or because he cheated on you with your brother? Or both.

[dom-kingston]

Sorry. [Cringing away from Abel's hand for a second before leaning into it] Both

[abelkerridge]

Fucks sake. [Takes the bottle away from Dom] You wanna hate the world, go at it but don’t be a fucking dick to people you hardly know cause that’s shit I’m not gonna listen to. Are you gonna tell me what’s going on?

[dom-kingston]

[Whining when the bottle was taken from him. Looking up at Abel, with wide eyes, pressing his nails into this palm to keep from crying] Like I said, everything... Shouldn't take it out on people I don't know right? Fuck it, tell me right now that there was no cheating in their relationship. 

[abelkerridge]

Woah there. What the fuck is your problem?

[dom-kingston]

[Taking a drink from the bottle again] Everything.

[abelkerridge]

Yeah, should look good, right?

[dom-kingston]

Yeah.. Gonna be a fucking blast! You gonna go and get drunk and do some blow, watch as the loving couple make their vows only to rip each others hearts out later. 

[dom-kingston]

Fall out || Dominic and Jonah

[jonahdackery]

Things had been weird since Disney; mainly because Jonah knew he fucked up so badly and didn’t know how to fix it. He was so torn up on that fact he did sleep with Frankie, he couldn’t even utter the words; much less confess the deed to his boyfriend. He knew it’d destroy Dom, so he settled on passive-aggressively ignoring the boy and after a while Dom had started doing the same thing. Within a week of that, Jonah was having more issues sleeping, eating and focusing on work. He called into the establishment that night to let them know he needed a small break from dancing and asked if he could get switched to the bar tending part of it for a bit; also that he was under the weather and wasn’t coming in that night. He laid in their bed quietly, missing Dom so badly as their sheets were losing the boy’s scent and his loneliness was filling it’s place. That about when he heard Dom in the hallways. Instead of avoiding him; Jonah broke his resolve and decided to head towards the voice. “What’s the occasion babe?” He asked tentatively as he peeking his head out of his room to his boyfriend.

[dom-kingston]

Wandering around the halls, it was getting boring and if no one was going to party with him he was going to go see if Abel wanted to drink with him because he always wanted to drink. But hearing that voice behind him, it insistently brought tears to his eyes. This was why he was drinking, to get away form all of this, to get away from Jonah. "What did you call me?" He didn't turn around, but his hands we're shaking. He wanted to scream, he wanted to cry, he wanted to know why Jonah had done it, or at least why he hasn't realized it wasn't him before he let his brother fuck him. But at the same time, it's not like the was an innocent party, not after Harvey. Taking a deep breath and taking another long drink from the bottle before turning around. "I- I- ..." He didn't know what to say, just stared at the man he love, his chest was tight and he was feeling a little sick.