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SKINNY 2025 EVERYONE

A lot of the ppl on edtwt and here do not know what it’s like actually being overweight, they don’t understand the desperation and the self disgust.

evapricot

my toxic trait is thinking that all the bad things happen because I'm fat

miyahertz

Isnt it crazy how something like a stomach ache from hunger is kinda enjoyable with an ED?

Who would win, basic instincts such as "eat to live" or the lasting effects of people being mean?

don0teat

Hello

Idk how long I’ve gone because I can’t see the date of my last post. Things have been good, bad, ugly and pretty. I graduated high school, I had a boyfriend;who broke my heart, I’m starting college, I abused alc…and I’ve gained all this weight back…

Having children 2 me is very important and Ik that that starving yourself can make u infertile. So I’m caught in between caring about my body and wanting to starve myself again. I just want to lose weight, but I simply don’t comprehend how to do that without ana. Im just gonna cut out all fast food , workout everyday, not eat after 7, and fast sometimes. Hopefully this doesn’t send me back into an Ed. Pray for me yall

don0teat

It definitely did send me back into an ED lol

mind-going-fuzzy

Please I'm begging

I'll take a mean ass ana couch or buddy

I need help I need help losing weight

vanillabaee

My safe foods <3

Breakfast

sugar free jello (10)

sugar free pudding made with almond milk (15)

cold brew coffee with creamer (35-70)

applesauce (50)

Lunch

fiber one brownie (70)

light and fit yogurt (70)

fiber one granola bar (70)

veggie straws snack bag (100)

laughing cow cheese with nut thins crackers (90)

rice cake with peanut butter (65)

freeze dried apples (40)

Dinner

Tuna with light mayo on carb balance tortilla (130)

Atkins milk chocolate protein shake (160)

quest bars (depends on flavor)

tortilla pizza (200)

kodiak chocolate pancakes (200)

laughing cow cheese on bagel thin (140)

strawberry nutella toast (105)

egg toast (160)

campbells chicken noodle sipping soup (60)

Hello

Idk how long I’ve gone because I can’t see the date of my last post. Things have been good, bad, ugly and pretty. I graduated high school, I had a boyfriend;who broke my heart, I’m starting college, I abused alc…and I’ve gained all this weight back…

Having children 2 me is very important and Ik that that starving yourself can make u infertile. So I’m caught in between caring about my body and wanting to starve myself again. I just want to lose weight, but I simply don’t comprehend how to do that without ana. Im just gonna cut out all fast food , workout everyday, not eat after 7, and fast sometimes. Hopefully this doesn’t send me back into an Ed. Pray for me yall

Tired

Still not good enough, still not loved, still not happy. It’s been about 6 years of this unhappiness, and I’m tired. I never feel like I belong, I’m never worth keepin around. Im tired of being left;I’m tired of being the second choice. I’m tired of trying and failing; I’m tired of feeling like I don’t have a future. I’m always so close to giving up but so far away at the same time. I’m scared of death, I’m scared of what would happen to my soul. That’s the only thing keeping me going.

Love

I thought when I lost weight someone would finally love me, but the more I lose the more I realize that I’m just unlovable no matter what I look like. I’m good enough to fuck, but I’m never good enough to be loved. I’m sick of having to replace men, I just want one to stick around and actually care about me. I’m tying so hard for them to love me. I’m willing to over look anything or do anything for someone to love me. I got my heart broke, I let myself believe that he actually gave a fuck about me. I’m sick of being used, all they ever want me for is sex, but why do they have to lie about it? Just be honest , don’t tell me u love me if u don’t. It hurts so bad, people always leave me and I don’t understand what’s so wrong with me that they can’t stay. What do I do that makes them leave? I’m always wondering what I could have done to make things better, to make them love me. My confidence was finally up, my trust issues WERENT as bad as they used to. And now I’m back to square 1, I can’t trust men anymore I can’t love myself anymore. I feed off male validation, and it’s pathetic.

#anarexyx #ed tw #tw eating problems #thinspo #proannna #anorexix

Weight gain👿

I stopped caring what I eat, which should be a good thing but it’s really not. I was 140 a few months ago then it went up to 148 and now 151. Before I had an ED I was 168 , im getting way to close to that number again. I don’t wanna go back to how I used to look, I was an ugly fat bitch, and I’m never gonna allow myself to look like that again. I’m gonna fast tomorrow and continue the fast for 3 or 4 days. I haven’t fasted in a very long time so I feel like I’m gonna fail. I reallt hope I go threw with it and resist the burger to binge. I NEED to lose this weight! I want to be skinny again. Honestly I’ve never been skinny, I did lose weight but I was never skinny. My stomach has also stuck out and I’m sick of it! I want to be tiny, I want tiny arms, thighs, boobs, legs, STOMACH!! I’m so sick and tired of being called “thick” I’m not fucking thick I’m FAT. People don’t understand that being called thick to me is not a compliment it’s a fucking insult. I want to be called skinny not thick, I want to be small and I’m tired of not changing. I’m so tired of getting so close just to fail again. I’m gonna do it this time, I’m gonna lose all of my stomach fat, I’m gonna be thin. And I need u guys to help me. Please send me any workouts or diets that u know work!!

✨Stay safe✨

preestine

✨✨✨here’s jungkook’s workout routine✨✨✨

💫 warmup: jumping jacks 💫 20 squats 💫 20 push ups* 💫 20 jump squats** 💫 20 pike push ups 💫 10 planks*** 💫 20 mountain climbers 💫 15 burpees** 💫 20 crunches 💫 20 leg raises 💫 20 supermen****

*if you don’t have enough strength yet to do a proper push up, learn how to work your way towards it by watching this video. try to not do them on your knees as the line of your body and the weight distribution will be different compared to what you are trying to accomplish ** for low impact/no noise don’t jump but just get on tip toes instead while extending your body as much as possible as if you wanted to touch the ceiling ***from the plank position lower your hips until they hover over the ground and then use your core strength to bring them back up to the plank position ****try to hold the pose for a few seconds before relaxing again

i usually do this circuit when i don’t have any equipment or i want to add something to my LISS day, you can do 3 rounds to make it a quick workout on the go or while in quarantine! 🌟

tofucutiex

Food diary ✨✨

3 sweat teas (only drank half of one) - 190 cals

Ramen noodles- 290 cals

Burger-499 cals

Workout- burned 120 cals

Total=760 cals

I’m pretty proud of myself! I’ve been working out to burn some of this fat off of me lol. I’ve also not been eating that much ,thank god. Before spring break I was eating a LOT. Now I’m finally back on track. I can feel my stomach shrinking everyday I skip a meal, and I’m starting to be able to see my ribs more and hipbones! I’m super excited to be back on track! I hope I’m able to keep this up and be skinny by the end of this month!!

Stay safe babes💋🖤💋🖤💋