Just close your eyes

Ashe, 20's, bi genderfucky switch. They/them, typically. Secret side blog for my harder kinks. I'm very proship and pro-kink, aside from people who are out to actually hurt someone, obviously. Read my pinned, please! If you recognize me no you don't.

[dont-percncieve-me]

Oh boy oh boy oh boy

Call me Ashe. I'm a bisexual in my 20's and as far as this blog is concerned, my gender is whatever turns me on the most at the time. I use they/them pronouns in my daily life, but I use gendered pronouns and terms for certain kinks. I'm also a switch, so I can vibe with being the perpetrator or the victim of most of these kinks.

This is a side blog, so I don't like or follow from it. I keep it disconnected from my other blogs as its own standalone thing.

Friendly but not freely available most of the time. I'm rather busy and have already found playmates that I enjoy talking with. I'm very skittish about DMs and so-so on asks, but not fully opposed to either.

DNI: Minors, MAPs, antis, cishets, misogyny, racism, or transphobia "kinks", all the usual piece of shit bigots on DNIs, fucking queer exclusionists/gatekeepers do not get near me I swear to god

Note that just because a kink is a hard limit for me, that doesn't mean people who post it are also under my DNI! It just means that. Well. I'm not into those kinks.

Favorite kinks: CNC, omorashi, fear play, dacryphilia/crying, bondage, edging, orgasm denial, overstimulation, sexual torture, humiliation, degradation, MD/LG

Kinks that are pretty cool: Mind break, hypnosis, oviposition, praise, stalking, kidnapping, sadism (emotional moreso than physical), knifeplay, gunplay, public use, physical torture, CG/L that isn't MD/LG

Kinks I'm only into conditionally: Diapering (into the humiliation of being diapered but only in specific situations, not really into messing or ABDL), blood/cutting/biting/bruising (talk of it is fine, but I'm not into visuals), being penetrated (IRL penetration is painful and not fun, in fiction it depends on what kinda mood I'm in), name calling (I'm really not into stuff like whore, bitch, slut, ect. I'd rather name calling be cutesy and embarrassing rather than just outright insulting. Except pathetic. Pathetic is good.), watersports (I've seen a bit of desperation centric watersports stuff that I like, but overall I'm not into things like piss drinking, marking someone, things like that. I like the desperation aspect of piss.)

Hard limits: Cervical penetration, talk of the cervix at all tbh, sibling incest, breath play, emoto, guro, scat, body shaming, weight gain, feederism

Wowza that's a lot of kinks! I'll tag everything accordingly so the tags can be filtered at y'all's discretion.

Everything I post here is fictional! These are all purely fantasy, and not things I actually want to do or want done to me. Regardless of if it's SSC or RACK, consent is ALWAYS key!

I think that's about it for now. I'll update accordingly based on how my tastes change!

[aero-in-hell]

imagine if someone made a fleshlight that, whenever it got fucked, you got fucked too-

like, anywhere anytime if that fleshlight was being used, so were you. you'd have to learn very quickly how to go about your day while also being pounded into like a toy

and afterwards, maybe they use it to cockwarm themselves for god knows how long, only to pull out so you can feel their cum sliding down your legs

you would feel so used- you really would be treated like a toy by a stranger, or maybe more than one if your lucky

[jadepalmaftermidnight]

Oh wow. Like a whole new level of a remote vibrator.

Imagine trying to concentrate on a work meeting as a cock fucks you hard and quick, just needing to crank one out to help someone get to sleep.

Or you’re out at drinks with the girls, and a cock slides into you for a gentle, tired fuck, and you’re trying to keep up with the goss while you’re slowly fucked most of the way to orgasm.

Maybe a fun one, where you’re at the exciting part of a sporting match, and a cock slips in for a quick fuck. No one notices or minds that you come loudly and proudly, your cries lost in the crowd.

Or worse, settling into your seat at the ballet, or opera, or to watch a serious movie, and a demanding cock shoves in for a serious, prolonged, balls-deep fucking.You struggle to keep quiet and still as you’re fucked. 

[dont-percncieve-me]

I made this blog 4 months after starting T and it shows.

[darlinglilmia]

"Awww, is somebody gonna cry? Piss their pants?"

I'LL DO BOTH !!!!

[darlinglilmia]

Fussy little one who gets bullied by the bigger kids in a circle

"Look at them, they're gonna wet themselves!!"

"Baby gonna cry??"

"It's okay, baby. Have your tantrum."

Eventually, little one's pants get wet, a few drops dripping down their legs, their crotch stains wet. They start to cry and tantrum, collapsing on the floor, just to get faux sympathetic "awww's"

[hazy-malaise]

The princess has a secret — one that she cannot share with anyone in the kingdom beyond her loyal retinue, lest her noble suitors discover. Her attentive maid and dutiful retainer are the only ones who know that, for reasons unclear, the princess has become a bedwetter.

It starts as smuggling soggy sheets into the washing room, forbidding entry into the princess’s chambers before she is properly bathed and ready for the day. But before long the maid approaches the knight with a proposal.

The two of them share another problem: their mutual infatuation with a princess being actively whored out to the young scions of noble houses. These worthless boys would never love the princess the way the two of them do, and no amount of subtle hints from either lady of the retinue has convinced her of this fact. But in this new issue, the maid says, they may have found their solution. None of these shallow princes of foreign kingdoms would ever bed a princess who’s still in diapers!

And so through subtle manipulation and drawn-out deceit, the maid and the knight work to undermine the princess’s autonomy and turn her into the perfect diaper girl. Putting her in her first night diaper is easy enough that she’s quickly wearing each night, but convincing her to start wearing during the day takes some clever administration of diuretic tinctures into the drinks the maid serves her.

Meanwhile the knight is hard at work spreading whispered rumors in the retinues of her suitors. Hush-hush leaks of information to knights of foreign kingdoms that are sure to reach their lord’s ears. But never, never quite loud enough to come back to the homeland.

The princess is distraught one night, lamenting her struggles to her dear maid. Her pool of suitors is drying up. Her mother, the queen, is breathing down her neck. And on top of all of that, she’s more and more dependent on these damn diapers every day! Thank you, she says to the maid, for being such a precious friend. Such a dear confidante. She lays her head on the maid’s chest, curled up in the fetal position on her soft bed.

The maid hears a soft whimper and a subtle hissing from below. She places a hand gently upon the front of her lady’s diaper as it grows warmer. She presses her hand in against the soft padding and feels a wet squish. The princess shudders in her arms and buries her face into the maid’s breasts. She’s sorry, she says, she couldn’t help it.

The maid smiles, then nods affirmatively towards the knight standing in watch across the room. The knight makes her way to the bed and sits down next to the maid, the princess curled up now between them. They both know what the little princess doesn’t: that the diuretics stopped a week ago. That this accident was exactly that: a full accident. That she now belonged to the two of them.

[desperatewolfpuppy]

"youre so tight" "i might be too big" "you can take all of it right puppy? gooood boy i knew you could" "shhhhhh" "look at me puppy." "awwwwe what a good boy you are" "puppy want a treat?" "be a good dog and stay still/stay quiet" "you wanna cum? ask first" "dont you wanna make your owner happy?" "you can cum one more time i know you can" "look how wet you are for me" "youve been craving me i can tell from how desperate you are"

this post is about how much i love talkative doms/tops

[mimisfantastyblog]

Need one of those chairs with a built-in dildo. Just imagine, you call your friends over for dinner and place the chair along with the other normal chairs in the dining room. You make me wear a skirt with no panties and force me to sit all the way down in the dildo chair. Your friends arrive for dinner and sit right across from me, completely oblivious I'm sitting on a dildo as to others and, it looks like a normal chair I'm sitting on. I almost make it through the night without anyone noticing until you suddenly slip a vibrator inside my skirt on max and place it on my clit which causes me to cum with a loud moan right in front of your friends. I look up, expecting them to be shocked only to see them stroking their cocks. Turns out they knew from the beginning. I look at you, wanting an answer only to see you grinning and I realize you were prepping me for a long night all along.

[whinydrippypuppiesparadise]

gangrape that's more like a stray animal emergency rescue mission than rape. i'm thinking "careful careful careful eeeasy" and "he's just scared, poor thing" and "it's okay buddy it's okay we've got you"

[fortnoncon]

[dont-percncieve-me]

Having an extremely normal one, and by that I mean I just read the phrase "You deserve to suffer" in a completely 100% nonsexual context and got horny about it

[ivoryjade]

playing with a subby boy in a changing room would be so fun. making him cum in his pants while he muffles his moans. seeing the fear in his eyes at the possibility of getting caught would make me keep going till he’s shaking.

eventually pulling out his cock while saying “if you get us caught baby boy, mommy will make sure you pay for it.”

[withmybymyself]

make me hold it til i'm begging for relief then take me to the bathroom and let me release a single explosive burst of almost clear pee before i have to grit my teeth and wrench my holding muscles shut again, panting and whining as my bladder furiously throbs and fights to expel the rest of this ocean inside me. you tell me i'm such a good girl as i quiver and squirm my way through dressing and washing my hands. shivers run down the length of my spine as the water flows over my wrists and you press my straw to my lips again, cooing at me when i gulp greedily. "now, remember, everyone thinks you're empty because you just got to go potty, so i better not see any squirming." you smirk at me as i finish the rest of my drink and bob helplessly in place, dreading the prospect of acting like i'm empty when i'm so, so, so full.

[dontopenfairies]

“Wait, stop, I have to go pee,” he said, starting to rise from the couch.

“What if you just waited a second…?” she said coyly, pulling him back down and running her pinky along her lips. “Because you want me so bad you couldn’t just leave…”

He nodded and smiled, leaning into her and letting her kiss him and ruffle his hair. They made out in silence for a few more minutes before her hands slid down his waistband and around his hips, towards the fly of his pants.

“Aw, are you that aroused?” she asked, moving to unbutton his jeans but stopping to rub the heel of her hand across his erection. His legs quivered.

“I have to pee super bad,” he said quietly. “I’m sorry, I just have to get up—if you keep messing with my fly, I might piss myself…”

“I thought it was hard to pee with a boner…” she said. “And you sure are turned on, honey. It’s okay. Just relax. I won’t tell anyone if you wet yourself a little.” On the last line, she leaned towards his ear and whispered, her long hair falling on his shoulders. Suddenly he felt his heart skip and begin to race. “Does it feel kind of good?” she asked, pulling away again and beginning to rub his aching bladder.

He couldn’t believe it but it did. It hurt, but it also felt incredible. He moved his hands to cover his blushing face.

“Oh no,” she said. “I want to look at your cute expression.” He had never felt submissive before but now he let her grab his hands away from his face and lower him down onto the couch, pinning him to the cushion by his wrists. Suddenly a knee was resting on his bladder. “What’s going to come out first, cute boy?” she asked, her cleavage taking up most of his view. He stifled a moan.

“What did you say?” she asked, leaning to kiss his neck. “Louder, please.”

He moaned again, and felt something wet and warm leaking into his pants. Was it precum or piss? He wasn’t sure and the sheer bliss and anticipation was driving him crazy. He was losing himself in the sensation. His hips started to wiggle and buck. Her knee lifted off of his bladder and she set it at his side so that she was fully straddling him. Then one of her hands left his wrist and he felt it duck into his underwear and back out again.

“Aw, you’re so wet, honey.” He moaned again and bucked his hips.

[bust-in-my-pants-deactivated202]

“If you’re such a big girl, then why is your diaper all wet? You lied to me just now when you said you were still dry! Do you know what the penalty is for lying to me? I’m going to make you stay in this diaper all day! With everything you’ve had to drink so far, it’s just a matter of time until your poor little pink princess Pampers can’t hold anymore and drops of pee start running down your legs and getting your socks all wet. And there you’ll be… helplessly standing there in your dripping wet diaper with tears in your eyes. Then and ONLY then… will I consider putting you in a new diaper. That ought to fix your little lying lips! Don’t mess with me little one! I will win every time!”

[femboy-neko]

The man next to you on the train is grinding his cunt into the seat. He thinks that he is being subtle, but you recognizes the minuscule movements in how he shifts so that the rumbling of the train thrums fully through the swollen, desperate meat of his cocklet and folds.

You are very familiar with this route. There is a particularly rough - and exquisitely delightful - section of track just up ahead. You shut your eyes and let your head fall back, and hear his breaths quicken even as you make your own slow.

He lets his guard down when he thinks you are asleep; you hear soft squeaking from the seat as he shoves himself down harder, and then a squeak from him. You can’t blame him - the train has hit the rough tracks, and it feels very, very good.

But his soft embarrassed noises are better yet, and best of all is the sight of his writhing when you seem it safe to open your eyes.

He doesn’t notice.

His eyes are half-closed and dazed, the poor slutty creature. He is biting down on the side of his thumb to muffle his needy whimpers. He notices nothing but the delicious rumble through his dripping wet cunt - he is shivering from it, his legs are quivering and spreading.

But the rough tracks don’t go on long enough.

You know it well; he does not. He finds out only when they end, and he whines aloud in desperate denial, and looks up in horror with his hand clapped guiltily over his mouth - and sees you watching him with a smile.

You put a hand on his knee.

He goes pink and bites his lip cutely, but he doesn’t pull away. He looks at you with such wide eyes, as you lean in close and whisper, “Do you want to come?”

[dont-percncieve-me]

Putting my own spin on "I want that twink obliterated" with "I want that twink humiliated."

[dont-percncieve-me]

How you doing Ashe?

Well. I'm alive, at least!

Sorry I've been gone so long. I've been unbelievably busy at work lately. I haven't had much time to dedicate to personal sexy stuff, nor much of a drive for it, really. I know I did that little punishment poll with the intention of doing whatever punishment so many times, but something partway through the voting switched in me and I'm just not feeling up to holding or doing punishments or anything of the sort for the time being.

For the time being, if I do have the time/desire to post on this blog, it'll probably be more focused on fantasy and story posts. I'm just not feeling the right kind of drive to involve myself for now.

Thanks for checking in! I promise I'm always somewhere, even if I'm not posting.

[dont-percncieve-me]

I've been quite busy lately, but it's finally time for what you've all been waiting for. It's time to see what kind of punishment I'll be subjected to for... each... and every orgasm I've had... For an entire month...

I've picked things that are doable for me, but still difficult or cruel in one way or another. Some of them are related to cumming and some aren't. I suppose it's up to you all to decide what punishment fits the crime best... Remember, I have to do whatever punishment it is once for every single orgasm... And I finished November with 16 orgasms...

What should my punishment be for cumming?

Ruin every orgasm you have until you've completed your punishment.

Only cum from indirect stimulation. You'll get desperate enough eventually~

Wait until you're on the verge of wetting yourself to cum.

Rub tiger balm all over your pussy and leave it for at least 10 minutes.

One round of clit spanking for each orgasm. One round = two strokes per orgasm.

Hold your pee overnight, no matter how full and desperate you get.

Voting ended onDec 10, 2023

[dont-percncieve-me]

God, 77 votes already... This one is honestly more nerve wracking than the other polls I've done here. With the others, I kind of already had an idea of where they would lead. Usually the meanest option was the winner. But here... I have no clue where things will end up, honestly. It could go anywhere. I could end up having to do any one of these punishments and I'll have no idea until the time finally comes... It's almost terrifying... But still, every time I think about it, I start to clench and squirm...