ok

this is like sort of a personal blog but not really lol idk

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real stressed and real sad

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usually when i feel like this i just like go to bed or something but if i don't have something to distract me right now i'm just going to cry like a dumb baby and i don't want to it's so exhausting feeling this way all the time i wish i was fuckin normal and i wish i had at least a bit of control over my emotions i just doooooooonnnnnnt waaaaaaaaant to act like i care anymore because i don't care abt anything i want to fall off the earth and just 

i dont know

im done writing now ok bye

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i had a really shitty day and also i got my period

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i am feelin sad and lonely and like no one cares bout me

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i finall y called that guy anmd hen asid that i cant do my video on his business and i didnt have a backup plan and i dont know what to do this is a huge projct and i dont have time to arrange something with someone else and i might have to redo all of my assignments for my film class and some from my media writing class because of it and i'm crying really bad and i dont know what to do im panicking 

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im feelin really

really

really

not good

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everyone that supports romney says that he is ggoing to "make the economy better" or w/e but how can you help your country while you ignore/take away the rights of every american who isn't a straight, white, rich, cis gendered male

how???????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????? 

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FUCKIN CRAMPS

FUKCK

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if there was a 1-10 scale of sadness i would probably be 11 rn

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im sad again 

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ive gained 8 followers today who are u ppl

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i am talking to my mom on skype and i wanna tell her about how im always sad but i dont want to make her sad and worried i dunno what to do ugh

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maek my cramps go aeway

plaese

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s o r r y

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ok i was under the impression that my mood couldn't get any worse

but then i got cramps

and i can't open the pill bottle

wow i am so lucky i love my life everything goes right for me ha ha ha