Trying To Find My Peace

21 and giving up

[as-z-goes]

No one will ever understand how fast I shut down when people start yelling

[dontsp3ak]

Me: I wish there was somewhere I could speak freely about my mental illnesses and traumatic experiences

My brain: therapy

Me: blocked

[bntyhuntr-remade]

[goodreadss]

I’m not the person you left behind anymore. There’s no one here to miss.

Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You (via goodreadss)

[wordsnquotes]

I desire the things that will destroy me in the end.

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (via wordsnquotes)

[radarman1946-deactivated2014072]

[block]

I think it’s important to realize you can miss something, but not want it back

Paulo Coelho (via itcuddles)

[kendallroysweightedblanket]

me talking to my brain: produce some serotonin you fucking coward

[softgloom]

if you don’t love me loudly and consistently do you even love me at all

[borderline-reorder]

you guys wanna see a cool trick

*represses all my trauma*

lol nailed it

[dontsp3ak]

someone: *doesn't respond to me*

me: oh, they must be busy

bpd: they hate you and you should die

me:

me: they hate me and i should die

[sleepingbpd]

pro tip: if you’re feeling lonely and abandoned, deliberately isolate yourself so you can pretend it was your decision all along :^)

[manufactoriel]

Jean Michel Basquiat

[dontsp3ak]

Drinking in downtown Des Moines. This night ended with a 2 1/2 hour walk through the freezing rain at two in the morning, before a drunk drug dealer gave me a ride to my hotel.

[tealesbian]

November 8th, 2016 or as i like to call it

the biggest and longest panic attack of the year

[thequotejournals]

The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.

F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby (via wordsnquotes)

[junglejamba]

You fucked me up, did you know that?

obviously not (via absolut-fvckdd)