elioelioelio

[donttakethatperc]

hi guys I've lost around 12 pounds since august and I just gained back around 4 (im 5'4 122 lbs) and how do u guys stop eating like I just can't control myself

[donttakethatperc]

"we write to taste life twice, in the moment and in retrospect" - Anais Nin

[donttakethatperc]

heaven exists;

seeing and smelling and being sure of your existence

there is love between us and mine seems to have an opposing charge to yours

hell exists;

there is no way of knowing if you are or if you are not

our charges have become identical,

they slowly push us apart until this ceases to exist

[donttakethatperc]

I am so selfish over u

Just come to me and Ill be everything u need

[donttakethatperc]

I am inherently selfish

I long to say I got it from my father

Or maybe my mother,

They both, certainly, have to be the root of my deepest flaws

But that in itself is my selfishness,

The greed that consumes my every being

To be perfect,

A thing I will never achieve and, yet, strive to be

So desperately, so fanatically

That I seem to become a seed of humanity

One that plants all of my desires

In a dark, unknown world made of my imagination

Never to exist, never to take the beautiful breath of life

But to prevail in the back of my mind;

Perpetually whispering lies, ones of my creation

And my irrevocable death.

[diaryofarottingirl]

[donttakethatperc]

feeling very Elio Perlman today

is it my time to Die

[donttakethatperc]

ireally like you

imgonna be really Sad if you dont come back

unless you Tell me

if you're not gonna come Back

just Tell me

[babyphat555]

[donttakethatperc]

MEET ME IN MONTAUK

I promise to love you there

[donttakethatperc]

sometimes when I get really drunk

I throw up and, for a split second,

I taste your lips on mine

[donttakethatperc]

eat me bones and all

and ill love you flaws and all

[donttakethatperc]

choose to speak

have the courage to talk of hardships

do not lock yourself in the rusted walls of wasted days

when they could be everything you long for--when in every tongue the key lays-- and have that with expression,

by the sole meaning of beautiful words

that imitate all feelings

as if some desperate manifestation of freedom