다른 밤 같은 nightmare

buzzfeed said I'm a selfless romantic, how accurate! //this blog is my refuge.

[dooyoo]

Good night.

I hope I won't wake up ever again.

[dooyoo]

I had a dream that I finally found my blades and cut myself. Next day I hoped it was a clue and looked for them in the drawer from the dream nothing :(

[dooyoo]

I'm back it was quite short I know. Now I just feel nothing

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:)

[dooyoo]

I don't know where I hid my blades I've looked a few times everywhere and I can't find them I'm starting to dissociate bye bye now

[dooyoo]

I felt like shit enough as it is and I was like let's play a game that will make me feel better and now I feel even worse. It was like psychological and it's hard to breathe now. What to do what to do..

[lumichenart]

「 Better Worlds 」

[dooyoo]

Babes why are we not shipping cain and abel

[nyasm]

[ambivartence]

CHANHEE

[shapeshifting-demons]

[shinat0se-deactivated20190118]

[graywalf]

the snoofing

[dooyoo]

Guys I'm becoming lost in the fake scenarios in my head, should I keep feeding them? Can someone do me a tarot reading or smth (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

[dooyoo]

If I'm not skipping when this song comes on, it means I'm in a really bad place

[dooyoo]

Good night.

I hope I won't wake up ever again.

[lumichenart]

「 Between Selves 」 Lately, I have been feeling so disconnected from my work; the style, the subjects, everything. I’ve been revisiting my old artworks and honestly, I miss the days where my shapes were simple and minimal but had so much more to say 😖 Now it sort of feels like even though everything has more detail, colours and is more pretty and flashier…it’s a lot more empty and meaningless… 🫠 I stare at the art wall in my studio everyday and honestly…it’s a very complicated feeling…😓 …talk about going through a whole art crises…😑

[fuyuunohanashi]