"i'm positive. i am in love with you." charlie reassured his boyfriend, though he knew that it was going to take much more than just those six silly little, but very powerful, words. but, he was willing to work extra hard every hour of every day to show and remind alex that he was in love with him, and that it wasn't going to change. charlie nodded his head and he kissed alex's cheek. "no. i am saying it because it is how i truly feel. i wouldn't say it if i thought that it was what you wanted to hear, or if i felt like i owed you something. i told you that i was in love with you for just that reason- i am in love with you." he allowed himself to be pulled closer to the male, glad for the development. he looped his arms around alex's small waist, and looked up at him. he always found it so hilarious that even though alex was younger and 'weaker', he was the bigger male ( height wise at least. when it came to weight and size, charlie knew that he had alex beat by a long shot). "i understand that, baby, and i really do not expect anything less. you're hurting because i hurt you." he ran a hand through alex's hair, playing with the strands a bit. he let alex continue without anymore interruptions, clinging to every word. he knew that he didn't deserve to be forgiven, but if alex was going to do so, he was going to accept. "i will never hurt you like that again, baby. i was stupid and i will never cheat on you again. i was not, and will not, use you. i promise. i am with you because i love you, not because i think you are an easy fuck." he gently kissed away the tears smiling softly at alex. "we can take as long as you want. alright? it isn't dumb, i understand where you are coming from, which is why i want you to take your time. if you don't want to have sex for only a week, cool. if you don't want to have sex for over a year, that is fine with me, because it is your preference, and it is what you want and that is all that matters.
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