myyyyyyyyyyyy

🍀 Realest girl on earth……… This is my diary .........

[dovesfromthesky]

[dovesfromthesky]

I wan t to cry

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Genuinely I just bled so much and I was like wtf and it was so scary and my vision went black and I was loosing balance and heard ringing I thought I was going to die

[dovesfromthesky]

Before I slept last night I concentrated really hard and I felt it and I need it so bad I need it so bad

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[dovesfromthesky]

Electrical box where I'll kick my feet and paint small dents

The daisies decorate the grass beaneath and ants will crawl up on my legs

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Eyes half OPENED

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I'm so sad because I woke up from my dream where I ate the best chocolate chip cookie ever it tasted so good and the texture was amazing and i will never taste it again

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Big wondering going on right now

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So many layers

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I M so confused

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I died last night and now I exist in a new form

[dovesfromthesky]

I had a dream I died and became a ghost

The smell of our blood was sour

They hate to see me go

I talked to them through mirrors and I played with them through the doors

I had fun leaving my body

[dovesfromthesky]

Genuinely I hate measuring things

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I wish I could design The whole world to my tastes

[dovesfromthesky]

Another dream: maze

The little van that serves drinks

When she greets us you'll act so cold

By your side in the maze the floor is wet and dirty from the rain

Let me in and shut me out

Make me cry

I'll still be thankful

[dovesfromthesky]

A porcelain cherub

Speak your prayers into the big porcelain sky

The bridge between the material and divine

Putti

No words spoken

They know something you don't

Something you can't touch

Permeate what's real and a dream

Through the screens they sell you a dream

In the cracks you see what's beyond real