[woke up from a three hour nap shooting! already needing some sterek cuteness]
[my own tree isnât perfect; itâs sparse, i have no decorations, my family doesnât really celebrate anymore so i have no sentimental ornaments⊠is it bad that thatâs how iâd imagine it for Derek?]
Derek walking into his loft and seeing Stiles try to put up a 7ft plastic christmas tree.
he drops his keys at the sidetable of the entrance, throwing off his jacket and startling Stiles by asking him what heâs doing.
Stiles clutches his chest, catching his breath before heâs back grinning and in his best mariah carey impression, sings, âitâs time!â
Derek rolls his eyes, stepping closer to the disaster waiting to greet him in his living room. âStiles, itâs still 65° outside.â
âdonât be such a grinch, sourwolf,â Stiles quips, âitâs almost december and you know how weird the weather is here â itâll be freezing and snowing by the second week of the month. get in the christmas spirit!â
Derek crossed his arms, peering over a small box of ornaments on the floor. some look a little old, others brand new, a few handmade by a possible toddler. doesnât take Derek long for it to click that these are Stilesâ personal ornaments.
âyou donât have to do this.. donât you and your dad have your own tree to decorate?â Derek asks. Stiles pauses from fluffing out a few of the fake thistles on the tree, turning to look at the box before shrugging, âyouâre not gonna get all of them. next pack night, weâll all make custom ornaments. itâll be fun; cute!â
Derek hums, knowing that if he argued with Stiles, he wouldnât hear the end of it. âdonât just stand there, big guy. come help me, this is your tree after all..â Stiles demands, holding out another section of the tree to screw on. Derek takes it with faux reluctance but canât fight back his little smile. Stiles gently smiled back before sorting through a different small box, pulling out a deep red tree skirt and a forest green one, weighing the options silently in front of Derek. Derek nods towards the red skirt ignoring how Stiles snorts and comments, âof course.â
they donât necessarily build the tree in silence. Stiles is humming along to vince guiraldiâs charlie brown christmas soundtrack, a few ornaments ring and jingle when shaken, and both their steady heartbeats thump in Derekâs ear making him feel safe, calm, content.
itâd been a long time since Derek celebrated any part of the later holidays. in fact, he canât remember the last time heâd decorated with his family which he feels bad about. he misses it for sure. how Laura would bake those terrible premade christmas sugar cookies with mom, Peter pretending to spike all the kidsâ apple cider, his dad rushing up from the basement with hoards of decorations and ornaments, begging Peter and Derek to help him wrap lights around the house. he misses how theyâd pile into his parents car, driving around to find the perfect tree and Cora would always end up picking the jankiest one.
Stiles pulls Derek from his thoughts with a gentle, âhey.â a soft smile playing at his lips as a hand squeezes at Derekâs shoulder. âi canât reach the top,â Stiles tells him, âwanna put up the star?â Derek chuckles lightly, âwe can put it up together.â
Stiles looks at him confused, about to ask how but squeaking when Derek hoists him up without any effort. Stilesâ face going red as he adjusts the glittery gold star at the very top of the tree.
when Derek puts him down slowly, Stilesâ hands are steady against Derekâs chest. his eyes wide as he stares into Derekâs, a tongue swiping over his own lips like a nervous tick. that steady heartbeat from earlier now racing like a jackrabbit and Derek nose flares at the sudden burst of a sweet scent.
Derek smirks, stepping back and carefully moving his hands away from Stilesâ waist. Stiles stammers for a few seconds, scratching at the back of his head nervously as he turns to the tree. ânot bad?â he huffs a laugh, his eyes darting between Derek and the plastic tree finally done up. âiâll do the honors..â Stiles says quietly, jumping to the floor to find the outlet for the lights.
Derek nods, impressed by the mix of soft white lights and flickering red and green ones. Stiles preens himself over his hard work. ânot bad,â Derek says, nodding again, noting how Stiles freezes at Derek placing his hand at his lower back.
âwait!â Stiles blurts suddenly, âi know what will make this perfect.â
Stiles rushes off to the kitchen and Derek sits against his couch, taking in his new tree as he hears Stiles turn on the stove and clutter around his cabinets. within minutes, the loft is filled with the familiar scent of honey, cinnamon, vanilla, and apples.
Stiles returns with two mugs Derekâs never seen in his life; a red one with little drawn trees and different santas all over the other a navy blue with various breeds of dogs in little red hats. âthis oneâs eggnog and this oneâs cider,â Stiles smiles. Derek gently takes the apple cider, watching Stiles cautiously sit beside him on the couch, knees curling up into his chest as he nurses his red mug of eggnog.
Derekâs ears go red as Stiles quietly moans around a warm sip. he turns his attention back to the tree, taking short sips of his apple cider, chuckling when Stiles jokes that heâll spike it next time.
the loft feels warmer than itâs probably ever felt. Derek feels warmer than heâs ever felt in a while, not just literally from his drink. he feels comforted, seen, and dare he say, loved? genuinely surprised that itâs Stiles whoâs sitting beside him. Stiles who thought of him during these usually lonely moments around the holidays. Stiles whoâs treating Derek in a way that makes him feel like heâs worth time and consideration.
âthank you,â Derek lets out in the silence of the room, feeling his own heart do backflips with how Stiles looks back at him with soft eyes and a smile. Stilesâ hand finds Derekâs and he gives it a squeeze, telling him, âof course, sourwolf.â
Derek grins when he tells Stiles, âmaybe this time next year, youâll come with me to get a real tree.â Stilesâ eyes go wide with excitement, swallowing down his eggnog before asking, âreally?â
when Derek nods, Stiles shifts closer to Derek, his body pressing against Derekâs and failing to hide his blushing cheeks and the curve of his lips.
âi think iâd love that,â Stiles says.
Derek refrains, for now, from admitting that he thinks he loves Stiles.