âIt doesnât matter what choices I make!â, Lauren replied in a more than just frustrated tone. Of course it must seem idiotic to her brother that she was dating so many jack asses. It was idiotic, there was no arguing about that. It wasnât like she didnât knew that. âWhatever I do, I feel empty. I feel like itâs been like that all my life. Alcohol and drugs only helped for a while. Thereâs nothing that fills the damn emptiness, not even being a better person does. I donât know where itâs coming from and I donât know how to make it go away.â Lauren noticed that Taylor had quietly slipped into the room sometime at the beginning of her desperate rant, but she didnât care. She could hear all of it.
âThe only times I felt a little less empty was when I was with jack asses.â She shrugged a little, staring at the wall. âI guess playing with the fire was distracting enough, even if it was always short lived.â
Chase listened while his sister ranted about everything wrong that had led her to making the choices she did. There was more than just a small amount of guilt for him to feel about the whole situation. Maybe it had been different if he hadn't went off to school, but even if it had been the past was over and gone. They both needed to move on.
He looked briefly at Taylor before addressing Lauren again, "You have to find a way to be happy with yourself. No man or drug is going to change you feeling this way. You're doing well with the harmful substances. Now you need to stay away from harmful guys." There was a small smile playing his lips and he leaned forward to give her hand a squeeze, "Its going to be okay."














