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((For Teddy-Bay in New Orleans))
((Teddy-Bay in New Orleans))
Oh Yes, it is true. Dr Judith Wardeyn will show up in this attire for the hotel party at the Cortez. She will be keeping her goggles on.Â
âThatâs the thing, I donât really care that much. He didnât care enough when I was little and now he cares too much to make up for it or something. I donât know if thatâs how he feels or not, but thatâs how it seems.â
âYes! Youâd make the best Harry Potter lady.â It made Chris laugh to even think about it; heâd kill to see someone in a profession such as this to just let loose and not be so professional all the time. Of course, he could tell that Jude could be like that already, and he loved it. All of his former doctors had been too serious, too concerned with his health to have a little fun. âI have scratch and sniff ones!â He said with a grin. âMy sister, Kimber, she put some in my room at the house before she had to go back home. We exchanged some little stuff like that when her and daddy came to help me move.â And he missed her, wished that she couldâve stayed with him, but he knew that it wasnât a good idea, at least not yet. âI think this is gonna go well. Thank you for not being a bitch, a lot of doctors are so mean.â
âAh yes. The past is hard to make up for. I guess time will tell in sincerity. I hope for your sake itâs real. Trust is hard to give once itâs been broken.âÂ
âThatâs funny. I think the last three clients to come in here have called me a bitch to my face today and one behind my back, but loud enough to hear. OH wait, no that was an employee. Nevermind.â She laughed it off. There really was a reason Dr. Wardeyn was referred to as âthe wardenâ as if she was the warden of a prison not a director or doctor of a medical facility. But, at this point Chris hadnât done anything to trigger her horns to come flairing out. She was a good doctor after all. At least she was an award-winning one until sheâd created the rehab program that was driving her name through the mud in the medical community now. But, after the deal sheâd made with Willliam McAdams, hopefully her name would be back in lights and on the covers of medical journals again. Just the idea of it was putting some spark back into this olâ girl again. âIt was a pleasure, Chris. Iâll be seeing you soon. I look forward to next appointment and hopefully some time inbetween.â
âHe thinks he has a say in everything I do. And I mean, really, itâs my fault, Iâve always asked for his opinion on stuff and just did what he said. He could ask me to do anything and I probably would, I feel bad if I donât, he knows that if he says something about inpatient I wouldnât fight him on it for very long. I donât have the energy to fight him over shit like that anymore.âÂ
The one thing heâd gotten out of life that seemed to be necessary were manners, and he was thankful for that. Sure, he could get rude or snippy with people at times, but he usually tried to be nice, especially to people that were helping him. âIâll get you some cool doctor looking glasses at the store when I go. Big nerd kind of glasses, those are like doctor glasses, kinda,â A grin settled onto his lips as he spoke. âIâm comfortable sharing, Iâll bring it. Iâll get one and put some pictures in it or something, if I do that itâll make me wanna open it. I used to put stickers and stuff in ones that Iâve had before.â
âAt least it shows you both care.âÂ
âOhhh, gifts. I can go Harry Potter nerd too if I add a cloak.â Of course Jude would say this. Damn her and her lack of powers. If she had them sheâd take over the whole damn place. Speaking of she really needed to get together with Rhiannon again. Maybe she should call her up and invite her to her show? That might be fun. Ladies Night! âGet those puffy stickers I like those. Or scratch and sniff.â Jude actually giggled. Her inner child came out in those words. âAlright. I think we have a plan Chris.âÂ
âWhat I was taking in the hospital wasnât even working, really, yâknow? I just felt numb a lot. I mean, that was better than feeling bad, but still. I hope this helps,â He tucked his bangs behind his ear and gave her a little smile, nodding. âThings need to be under control because I donât wanna fuck up. Daddyâs already said that heâd have me moved back to inpatient if I didnât get my shit together,â He rolled his eyes at the thought of it. âHe thinks Iâm gonna do something stupid again.â
âMaybe wear glasses. Those would make you look scary like a doctor.â He said with a grin. âIf I try a journal again am I supposed to bring it in with me next week, or no? I have photos I can bring, too, family pictures and stuff like that.â Leaning back, he stretched out and put his feet back on the floor. âI think I can do that. Iâll get a notebook or something from the dollar store. Or a nice one from the book store, they always have nice journals. I saw one, one time that had a burlesque dancer on it with glitter and stuff, it was cute.â
âYou are an adult. There would have to be an incident or your consent. He doesnât have such say so. But, understand what youâre getting at.â
âIâll try to remember that.â Jude laughed. At least Chris was a friendly type of patient. It helped the day go by a little quicker. âYou find yourself something cute to keep you motivated to try. Bring it in next week if youâre comfortable sharing.âÂ
âSo, if my heart doesnât feel like itâs gonna jump out of my chest I should be okay, right?â He looked over the paper again, unfolding it a bit so he could see it. âDo you think this is gonna help? More than what Iâm already on, I mean. My last doctor was kind of an asshole, wouldnât up my dosage or anything.â
Leaning forward, Chris watched her as she wrote, trying to see what she was writing. âYeah? Itâll be fun. Seeing you out of the doctor setting is gonna be weird, though, Iâve never, like, hung out with a doctor outside of their office or a hospital or whatever.â He nodded, shifting and leaning back in his seat again. âIâve got a lot to say about family and friends and stuff, I hope youâre ready to deal with that. I could probably go on forever about them. I know that different parts of my family have affected me a lot, theyâre very different. I havenât kept a journal in forever, not since I was living in Nevada. I was supposed to in the hospital but it just ended up being doodles and scribbles.â
âYes. Itâs just my job to make sure youâre aware of the possible symptoms. And yes. Thatâs what Iâm hoping it will. Trying to help things feel more manageable. And well, youâre in Briarcliff now. Weâll see if we can get things a little more under control.â She smiled always trying to keep patients realistic about the effects.Â
âI could wear a white coat to feel more intimidating?â She teased. âAnd donât worry. I want to see that. Your family, friends. The whole picture. Thatâs the idea. Maybe you could try the journal again? Sometimes if you just set aside ten or fifteen minutes out of your day to just write and write no matter what comes out, you surprise yourself what actually gets revealed, even to yourself. Do you think you could try that for me this week too? I donât want to do too much at once. Break into this easy.âÂ
âSo is the medicine gonna make it worse? Or make it happen more often or something? Like, I already get that feeling and feel kinda shaky when Iâm going home, it scares the shit out of me. It shouldnât, but it does and I donât know what to do to get over that.â
âEverything is fine on the outside, I can deal with stuff that goes on. Youâre right, though, inside it freaks me out and I donât know what to do. Iâve been taking care of myself forever, I should be able to handle shit but I canât sometimes. I wouldnât mind at all if you came by, though, thatâd be cool. Stop in whenever you want, I should be there. If Iâm not out front Iâd be in the back somewhere, probably still getting ready or changing or something.â
âHopefully it wonât affect you like that at all. Itâs just one of the side effects we should watch out for to make sure itâs a good fit for you.â The doctor explained.Â
âWell thank you. I have a feeling Iâll drop in sometime this week then.â She looked over her notes writing things down. âIâll tell you what. I think this is good for now. I just also think when you come next week we should make it a goal to get into some more specifics. Youâre just getting settled in and getting a good routine going with your job. But, next time I want hear a little more about specific people in your life. Bosses, co-workers, customers, friends, family. Sometimes the healing process is about processing your life and really seeing how different people and things affect you. Have you ever kept journal?âÂ
âSo drinking with this is bad, then?â He raised a brow, looking it over before folding it in half and nodding. âIâm trying not to fight all of this, I know what I need to do and that this is part of it, I just donât want to sometimes. It seems easier to just stop everything and suffer in peace at home in bed.â And he knew that, that was bad, but he really couldnât help it no matter how hard he tried. âHeart pounding sounds scary. That happens enough by itself when I go home, I get scared that thereâs gonna be someone in the house or something.â
âThe only games Iâve ever played online were those stupid dress up games and some of the ones on the Disney website with my sister. I might look into that, though.â He waved his hand dismissively at the next comment, shaking his head. âThat was when I was a teenager. Twenty minutes off the Vegas Strip wasnât really a good place to raise a kid, I guess.â Chris would admit, though, that at that time in his life he was addicted to gambling. With his habit of skipping school he just had more time to go to the casinos and it didnât take much for the lights and sounds from the slot machines to pull him in. Heâd gotten over that fairly quickly, though, and could probably handle going to a casino again at this point in his life, itâd been years since heâd even set foot in one. âThe bills are getting paid, so I guess theyâre okay. Iâm still trying to figure out this whole thing about having to pay bills before going shopping unless I want my lights to get turned off, but Iâm working on it. Daddyâs handling some of it still,â If he were left alone completely without any form of financial support from someone, Chris knew that heâd be completely fucked. âBut Iâm working on handling money properly. Itâs hard, but Iâm trying.â
âHeart pounding isnât good. All the more reason to call if you feel it. We need to know the difference and we need to keep track of how often feelings like happen for you when youâre alone.âÂ
âIt sounds like on the outside the world is getting handled and the inside still feels shaky as ever. I wondered if how comfortable youâd feel if I dropped by and saw you in your work environment? Iâd love to see your art. But, Iâd like to see the atmosphere. Your life up close per sae?âÂ
So I updated the Asylumâs cafe file page. Check it out if you have a patient. Make sure nothingâs incorrect. If thereâs anything youâd like to see added please let know. Itâll help in playing the doctor. If your characters have specific birth dates to add, let me know that too. Thanks yaâll.Â
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He nodded along as she spoke, propping his elbows on his thighs and resting his chin in his hands. âIs it gonna help make things better? I mean, I believe you, but Iâve never been on anything else. I donât even know much about what Iâm on now.â That wasnât his fault, though - heâd asked questions, been told the basics, but when he pressed further with his father he was told nothing more than that it was going to help him. Looking up at her, he shrugged before taking a moment to think that over. âI mean, I like to work out,â He said finally. âI like to cook sometimes for other people and I play gameboy if the battery gets charged. I used to gamble a lot, that was a good hobby.â
Dr. Wardeyn ripped off the script ticket and passed it to Chris. âThere are side effects. Keep me up to date. Limit alcohol with this stuff. You arenât really describing mild or even just chronic depression which I might add is normal when youâve had traumatic loss as youâve had. I donât want you falling back into old habits when youâre doing so well. It sounds like your trying to fight yourself on all this. So, just watch for heart pounding. If anything like that happens weâll have to cut your dose or change it up completely.âÂ
She listened to the hobbies. âWell thatâs all good stuff. Have you ever played games online? Like Xbox live? I know it helps many people find a way to socialize and have people in their lives without really going out.â She heard the gambling one last and lifted a brow. âI see. Well, Iâd just keep an eye on that if you do. Itâs another one of those things that can become addictive.â And Jude knew this patient had an addictive personality. It was honestly killing Jude to not say she was singing in a casino-themed place in Little Orleans in just a few hours time. She didnât want to encourage a potentially destructive behavior to an obsessive personality like Chrisâs. But, she also knew when one cut themselves off of the world they love completely it was a like turning someone into a ticking time bomb. âHow are you finances lately?â She had to make sure Chris was still as well off as before. But, even the wealthiest people have driven themselves into bankruptcy over gambling or drugs. But, Jude felt like she needed to get good feel for this patient.Â
OOC TASK 4
This one did actually give me wtf? But, only for a second because it makes sense in her answers. The reality is sheâs heterosexual, but due to everything thatâs happened to her this subject just isnât what sheâs about in any way. She had always put her career above everything. She even went for In vitro when she finally decided no man was good enough for her, age was catching up, her biological clock was ticking, and she wanted to have kids. Of course in the meantime Bayden was conceived of a rape and she decided to keep him. So, that gives her complex issues on top of everything else in her life when it comes to this stuff. Sheâs attracted to men. She just pretty much doesnât trust one with a ten foot pole.Â
IC TASK 4
If she were to take this Icly I really think sheâd just be offended and go get drunk, as usual.Â