All the Wonder Things

Where all of your wildest fantasies come true... okay, not really but close enough.

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Depression and Loneliness Check!!!

I am in a MOOD this weekend

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I’m literally sobbing. I’m reading The Secret Life of Albert Entwistle. I’m only like a quarter of the way through and every other chapter makes me sad. But Albert just had to put his cat down and I’m inconsolable.

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Obviously loving this book. I prefer physically reading but I do listen to the audiobook on my commute to and from work and was blessed to have Chapter 57 be an audiobook chapter.

Best chapter in the entire series 🤣🤣.

Jeff Hays is unmatched.

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The first heat has barely even started and I’m crying over these bugbears that just wanna be free.

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I’ve only read a chapter of We Burned So Bright and I’m already crying.

I know I’m gonna get destroyed.

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I finished it.

I was destroyed. I figured out what they were driving towards, but fuck it didn’t make it any easier.

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I’ve only read a chapter of We Burned So Bright and I’m already crying.

I know I’m gonna get destroyed.

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I thought I’d listen to the cast recording of the Paddinngton musical cause it looks cute.

I’m literally bawling through the first song.

“Dear Aunt Lucy. I just found a family. And my tomorrow starts today.”

😭😭😭

If this show ever comes to Broadway I’ll be a mess.

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Honestly the writing in TLG feels really one sided, it feels like Shane was made to be awful for seemingly no reason other than to make Ilya suffer, even though it makes no sense for his character.

I feel that. Like at Fabian’s show Shane’s like “I know he’s so horny for me” but then Ilya’s like “I just want to love him all the time.” In my head I’m like, “my Shane Hollander would never act like this.”

But I’m just so in love with Ilya as a character I know I’m extremely biased.

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I’m only 9 chapters in but am I supposed to be really frustrated with Shane right now? Cause I am. I’ve been mad at him since he made that “has your mom” comment in chapter 1 haha.

I’m just very protective of Ilya.

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Troy seeing Ilya has a tattoo of a loon.

Me:

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I really dislike “Dexter’s Final Cut” Dexter.

Like I get it, but, no. Just no. I don’t like him and his decisions.

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I’ve been wanting the Indigo League Kanto Badges as a tattoo for probably a decade.

Yesterday I got it and I’m in love.

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It's my 15 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Yikes. I’ve been disconnected from here for a while. I miss the good ol days.

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Ilya talking with Ryan at the funeral 😭😭😭

I love that man.

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Started Tough Guy today to further feed my Heated Rivalry obsession.

Ryan is too precious for this world.

I absolutely adore Wyatt.

Also, is there going to be an explanation to the Anne of Green Gables that’ll probably make me cry?

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I’m gonna be vulnerable, I’ve been in my feelings this week cause I’ll never find love like these fictional hockey players.

Turning 40 and Valentine’s Day this week sure as fuck didn’t help either.

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Why do I feel like Crowley isn’t Dexter’s Shadow and he was really just being cruised during the Scout trip?

Or am I just too gay and projecting?