ivy🪭

🕯️🌺🐅 24 dear diary…

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it’s all about discipline

if you want it bad enough make it happen

if you sit around doing nothing change won’t come to you

get up and start somewhere

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god if i was in satc the things i would do to smith, aiden shaw, trey mcdougal and ofc can’t forget dr.robert leeds

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i fell disgusting, and unloveable

i look like a f4t fucking pig it’s terrible. i ate so much food last night i’m such a gluttonous waste of space. i tried to make myself puke but it won’t work. i’m going to ⭐️ve myself today i’m not going to consume anything but water, and tea.

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my motivation is buying clothes 2 sizes too small

[hyomuq]

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black bathing suit—lana del rey

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clear mind

[fadedflorals]

serving 2000s yoga mom

[m00nl1ght22]

zen

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i love tea sm i drink it for breakfast lunch and dinner

yogi tea is my favorite brand but i also dabble in my own loose leaf tea

i love chamomile and lavender, sweet strawberry, blackberry spice, green, and mango ginger. i always have a cup of green tea in the morning because it helps wake me up and helps boost metabolism and chamomile lavender for bed to help soothe me to sleep.

do you have a fave tea flavor?

[istarv3]

is it weird to watch movies and shows portraying anorexic behavior to purposefully trigger myself?

any recommendations?

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this is such a non issue but i hate how some people can’t tell the difference between cheetah, jaguar, and leopard print. they call it all cheetah like nnnnooooo no no no no no no

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buying a treadmill so i don’t have to be seen by the general pubic when i do my walks

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woke up at 5am currently 10am haven’t eaten yet trying to see if i can make it to 5pm before i do

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