Absolute Chaos…

She/her 18 Idk what to do

[dragonfllyyi]

Quick question…is it just me or does anybody else’s brain keeps on playing their embarrassing moments of the day or week or year 24/7? Like I’m always thinking about it in the back of my mind even though I said i don’t care about it.

[dragonfllyyi]

You can blame it all on me.

And I’ll whisper ‘it’s not your fault’.

I’ll tell you white lies and accept it all.

Cause you cant handle the cold truth.

And I don’t want to be your downfall.

So paint me the villain.

If it relieves you and helps you fall asleep.

I’ll take it.

I’ll take the blame.

If it keeps your nightmares at bay.

And your demons away.

You can blame it all on me.

And I’ll still say ‘it’s not your fault’.

For you I’d lock the truth in a vault.

Just to keep your mind guilt free.

[dragonfllyyi]

Once a month i open this app…and reads a quote that makes me completely rethink my entire existence and awakens in me those dormant and suppressed feelings,and things I’ve felt before but could never comprehend them into words and it tells me that I’m not the only one…(who needs therapy)

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[dragonfllyyi]

My social anxiety and 'introverted-ness' is sooo bad, i need someone ik to hold my hand and tell me "its alright" and teach me to breathe, whenever I'm in an unfamiliar atmosphere 🙂🙂🙂🙂

[dragonfllyyi]

He took my breath away.

Lied me down.

Held me in his arms.

Til my face turned purple.

(The art isnt mine)

[dragonfllyyi]

She glides gracefully

A vision praised

With no arguments raised

Don't approach her playfully

Heaven itself would stoop to her.

Roses and satin gowns.

Gems and diamond crown.

Hard to make their eyes deter.

[dragonfllyyi]

She was Gone Girl meets Runaway Bride with a little bit of Celine from Before Sunrise.

And I was a fool completely in love with her........

[dragonfllyyi]

Sleepless nights

Puffy eyes,

Tired sighs,

In bed she lies.

As time flies.

Thinking of stars and fireflies.

Waiting for the sun to rise.

[dragonfllyyi]

I have suppressing weeks and depressing weeks in a month.During suppressing week I am a bitch, during depressing week I am a sad bitch.

[dragonfllyyi]

LUCIFER

He is power,he is desire .

He'll know you're a liar.

He was an angel once fell.

Now the ruler of Hell.

Sinners beware.

Trick him, don't you dare!

The unholy god rose.

Your secret he knows.

Don't fall for his charm.

He can do more than harm.

It's time to confess.

For he is the Devil in the flesh.

[dragonfllyyi]

MYSTERY UNSOLVED

Lost trails, locked rooms

Hidden windows,secret staircase

Cryptic carvings, stashed letters

Sealed doors, deserted hallways

Her mind was a mystery unsolved

Her eyes an inescapable maze

[dragonfllyyi]

Talk to me

When I talk,listen

Don't hear me, listen

Don't judge me, listen

Don't patronize me, listen

Don't blame me , listen

Don't argue with me, listen

Don't hear me, listen

So now you know

Why I don't talk

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