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@dragons-hate-onision
Okay im already almost 11 minutes in and I think i just need a break. Hearing about stuff is one thing, but I angrily tweeted about Onion Boys "if you don't report you're just as bad" thing. And I don't want to break down, so I'm gonna leave it there on my YT app and come back later. Right now I just want to chill.
"If you go ahead and share your story,every guy who sees that will know you're an easy target"
LIKE FUCK THEY WILL. After all the bullshit in my life up to almost my 25th birthday, if anyone tries to touch me now after a "no" or two, are getting broken fingers. I can't care about repercussions anymore. If someone wants to try something, theyre getting a beat down.
TW: rape mention and talk
Repzion Onison Video Live blog: #2
HOO BOY now were talking about rape. We already know this Stinky Onion Man has said if you don't report it, you're just as bad, but I didn't know it went all the way back to his cult days.
I was raped. Multiple times. Do you think a child less than 8 can just walk to a police station, miles away from their home, and say they were raped? Can a 16 year old growing up in an abusive household with an abusive boyfriend who was the one who raped you a second time? Can a 23 year old go to the police and say they were raped while drunk, but you were married and can possibly be tried for adultery because the man wasnt your spouse? And there wont be any sperm because he didn't go in you?
So am I just as bad? Really??? I fucking try my hardest to break the cycle of abuse from my family. I want my own kids to know the love I never experienced. I'm just as bad as my abusers and rapists?? How about when both my school and private therapist called CPS because I was being abused and nothing happened? I reported. Nothing happened.
October 16, 1994. That's not far off from me. Kai is literally less than a month older than me.
Please Kai just get the fuck out. From someone who is literally the same age as you, who went through years of abuse, it's not hard to ignore. I also have pretty severe anxiety, to the point I rarely ever left the house, but I never flinch in front of my wife. Or cry because she dismisses my own issues.
We have our arguments, and sometimes it gets bad. But we always aknowledge our mistakes. Sometimes later. Sometimes right after or during a fight. We both apologize and try and work together.
This isnt healthy, and tbh youre a shit person, but if you get out, maybe you can be a better person and realize the shit you did was wrong and live a better life.
Watching Repzions video on Onion Boy. May live blog from it because Tumblr is mobile on my phone and I watch YT on my phone and I will DEFINITELY need a break occasionally.
Can I say as comment #1 before I get too far in the video: I am THE SAME AGE as Kai. I don't know when his birthday is, but I turn 25 on November 5th 2019. And I fell asleep because me and my wife are moving to the back of the house we're living in for extra room, and I have a pain and fatigue problem that somehow doctors haven't diagnosed yet after years (we think it may be fibromyalgia or cfs), and she freaking put away all the clothes on the bed while I slept in our new office/tiny living room. Just because she wanted to and wanted to surprise me with how she arranged everything because she knew I was down for the count. I thanked her profusely because I wanted to help her but I completely zonked out. It wasnt her job to do all that but acts like that just because she wanted to (and i do the same, but mine is making a meal i know she likes to surprise her when she comes home from work or when we move, decorating her places how I know she likes as a surprise. Theres also the Armored Core game mess up but it ended up okay bc the game I got as a gift was also one she had that the disk was scratched so bad she couldn't play it) and knows I cant do too much physically anymore. I fucking got the best fucking wife.
TLDR: better love story than Stone for Abbigail or anything Onion Boy has lmao
Whoop there it is
alternatively…
consider…
I mean you could just go straight to the bitch slap. Skip the words.
Or this?
me a month ago: i feel bad for Kai
me now: so what if he’s the monster that’s been here all along
I've come back from the dead because of "onisionphobic"
Cannot WAIT to get these chains off my teeth holy FUCK only 3 or 4 months away.
Also someone give me an idea of what to eat first. Besides popcorn cause I do that anyway.
Gum! Or any sticky candy. I ate caramel, gum, caramel apples, taffy, and sour patch kids when I got mine off
I know ive been not active, but I might be away for a while longer because my mother in law almost had a stroke today because she refuses to take her medications, so things are very stressful at my house and me and my wife are worried she'll actually have a stroke or heart attack.
I'll still be lurking, but outside of these few posts i just made, I'll be gone a while longer while this works out one way or another. I'm sorry to the few followers I have here and to the anti-o community
I used to dye my hair black all the time and i fucking missed it so. I'm back in black babey!
Lmao Onision calling Repzion balding when his hair looks like shit and is probably thinning as well.
Take care of your own shit @onision. You're in your 30s, it's just distasteful at this point (earlier than now but still) to call other people in their 20s-30s names only an 11 year old troll could come up with.
I have to register for sophmore classes, finish my summer reading, and start applying for some scholarships soon. Lmao please kill me.
You can do it! （＾Ｏ＾）Good luck with the scholarships!!!! We’re all cheering for you! ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
Good luck!, we’re all rooting for you! ❤️❤️
you can do it!!
Thanks you guys! 💟
Good luck! I believe in you! Get those scholarships!
I may have talked about this before, but because all of this sucks let me tell you a story.
I grew up in an abusive home, physically, mentally, verbally, and even sexually. With a very...image obsessive mother. So when I developed mental illness (at the time, 2007, ADHD and bipolar disorder) it was shoved away and kept secret from everyone, even immediate family for "image". Then after i finished the first parts of puberty (growing pains, getting my period, crazy ass hormones) my mother started absuing me. I had already been verbally abused by my father, but after he adjusted to civillian life (ex US Army) he stopped being abusive and defended me multiple times. I can't forgive my father for the abuse, but i can say he improved a lot and he did a lot to support me as a teenager and as an adult.
My mother however, constantly criticised me and is the main reason i got an ED at 15/16. I followed pro ana stuff. Tried the ABC (Ana Boot Camp). I still struggle at almost 25 with this, even though I improved. Thats all I will say, even though it goes deeper because I dont want any followers to get ideas or get triggered. This is not a good life to live.
Onion Boy doesn't fucking care. He wants clout and to ride other YTers because his channel is dying and no one wants to watch this POS. His "sympathy" is a lie.
I wish I had the confidence to veil more often, but for now this blog and my personal tumblr has these pics :'D
(plus my very personal FB. Which i dont want to give out. Ever. Please respect that, anyone who shares/reblogs this post. Plus if anyone ever doxes me bc I hate Onion Boy: know everyone in my family knows I am Pagan and veil and knows just about everything about me. My wife can't be surprised either.)
Here's one thing about Onision/James Jackson/Gerg and curly hair.
A) we all know hes racist about it.
B) Tacking on to the racist part. I'm white as Hell (my moms side are Polish immigrants, my dads side came from Ireland in the early 1900s. So. Super white.) and my hair is curly as all fuck. Ive tried so hard to find a good hair care regimine. Guess what? Its NOT washing my hair every day. Or even brushing it. I finger comb my hair if im worried about knots.
Otherwise, exhibit A
Ignore the fact I look gross. I had put on a ton of makeup last night, took a shower and not all of it came off and my makeup wipes dried out. I tried. Plus today sucked so I had a drink since I'm 24. (My phones also cracked as hell so pics never come out right since)
In short. Curly hair sucks and is hard to take care of, but I doubt he'd make numerous videos on white ppl with curly hair.
I think Mr. Onision attacks black people in the same way he attacks women. I believe his mindset is, "they are weak to me, and that gives me a pass to carry judgment on them."
Washing hair every single day is not only an expensive endeavor, but it's really damaging. Mr. Onision's hair is an example of what not to do - washing your hair daily. Even straight-haired people don't need to wash every single day.
Exactly. Even people without curly hair shouldnt be washing it every day. Shampoo strips your hair of its natural oils, which over time will teach your scalp to overproduce it because it thinks it isnt doing enough. Honestly every other day or every two is often enough for people with straight hair. I dont pretend to know or understand what people with super curly hair need to do.
But regardless, its not gross, its letting your hair naturally take care of itself. It doesnt make you "dirty" or mean you dont take care of yourself.
Those are my two cents thanks for coming to my ted talk fuck onision
Aaah I wasnt expecting such great input, but yes! I probably wash/shampoo my hair once a week because, unless ive been rolling around in mud or dirt, I can go about a week without being greasy. But even between shampoos I usually dont touch my hair or just use a little bit of conditioner.
My hair isnt dirty, and CERTAINLY neither is black peoples hair. I think Brad Mondo (who Onion Boy made fun of, and I watch him and really his bleaching advice saved my hair when I did my blonde streak) should roast him and his disgusting hair
Here's one thing about Onision/James Jackson/Gerg and curly hair.
A) we all know hes racist about it.
B) Tacking on to the racist part. I'm white as Hell (my moms side are Polish immigrants, my dads side came from Ireland in the early 1900s. So. Super white.) and my hair is curly as all fuck. Ive tried so hard to find a good hair care regimine. Guess what? Its NOT washing my hair every day. Or even brushing it. I finger comb my hair if im worried about knots.
Otherwise, exhibit A
Ignore the fact I look gross. I had put on a ton of makeup last night, took a shower and not all of it came off and my makeup wipes dried out. I tried. Plus today sucked so I had a drink since I'm 24. (My phones also cracked as hell so pics never come out right since)
In short. Curly hair sucks and is hard to take care of, but I doubt he'd make numerous videos on white ppl with curly hair.
