*sigh* well now I have to cosplay it @dragonworkscosplay - Tumblr Blog

~The ghosts of my past are clingy bastards~

#Aradia Megido #homestuck #hs #homesick cosplay #hs cosplay #aradia medigo cosplay

#Aradia Megido #homestuck #cosplay #hs #homesick cosplay #hs cosplay #aradia medigo cosplay

Homestuck.... in my 2018?

Its more likely then you think

#jade harley #homestuck #jade harley cosplay #cosplay #homesick cosplay #hs #hs cosplay

I will be your shield!

#overwatch #overwatch cosplay #OW #OW cosplay #closet cosplay #brigitte #brigitte cosplay

#TAZ #TAZ cosplay #the adventure zone #the adventure zone cosplay #taako taaco #Taako cosplay #snap chat filters

Guess who may have discovered the adventure zone??

(Hint: Its me)

#TAZ #TAZ cosplay #the adventure zone #the adventure zone cosplay #Taako cosplay #my cosplay #(ooooh my god its been so long!! holy crap I haven't updated this blog in forever)#taako taaco #taako the wizard

I cosplayed for the first time in almost a year today. The first time i put makeup on, the first time i put a wig cap on. It have beens months since I had done ANY of it. I used to cosplay every damn day. I used to post to this blog all the time with new ideas and versions of a character. It used to be my life.

Then I gained wait and grew a lot more hair after starting T and all confidence I had in my cosplay skills died. I couldn’t stand to look at myself. I still can’t most of the time. I avoid cons, meet ups and anything else to do with cosplay. Halloween is coming up and I don’t even know what i’m going to be.

I don’t know exactly why i’m posting this? Maybe just to get it off my chest. Maybe so people know why i’m not around anymore. Maybe to draw attention to the fact that unless your thin, white and conventionally attractive you get shit for anything and anyone you cosplay and it hurts.

I miss cosplaying and I’m going to try and do more but i’v said that a lot before so who knows if i actually will.

#not cosplay #personal #fatphobia #trans stuff