drarrylover

I just post random shizzles, sometimes poems.

[drarrylover4life]

I walk along the steep railing.

Nothing to hold on to.

The never ending black hole at the bottom.

It’s what I strive for.

The final feeling of peace.

The last breath.

The last time this blurry picture enters my head.

-E

[drarrylover4life]

Maybe

He looked at her, she was beautiful.

Just as she always was.

If only she didn’t think so low of herself.

Maybe then he wouldn’t be standing at a graveyard.

-E

[drarrylover4life]

Unfair

She smiled at him,

Just a soft smile, nothing more nothing less.

He looked at her,

Just a glance, nothing more nothing less.

They both fell.

One in love,

The other out of love.

-E

[drarrylover4life]

Sipping heartbreak

And as she stared at her empty whiskey glass,

The ice still melting.

He went on to another ass.

Choosing their body’s. Over her love.

[drarrylover4life]

Free

“You have nothing to cry about” he whispered to me with no emotions.

I stared straight forward tears rolling down my cheeks.

“You are a worthless human being” he raised his voice at me.

I looked up at him, another tear falling.

“SAY SOMETHING BACK” he screamed in my face.

“You are right,” I told him. He looked shocked. “I am all of those things”

I stood on the edge of the bridge, watching him evaporate from existence as I fell to my eternal doom.

“But at least I am free”

-E

[drarrylover4life]

Fooled

I looked forward to seeing you.

But you had forgotten my name.

I was excited for our first embrace.

But for you it was only a game.

-E

[drarrylover4life]

Asshole

You told me you loved me.

And you convinced me to love you back.

But as soon as I gave you my everything.

You walked the other way.

-E

[drarrylover4life]

Foggy

I said hello to you last week.

But you chose to ignore.

I said it again today.

But you walked straight through me.

For now I give up and return to my grave.

-E

[drarrylover4life]

Blinded

You became my everything.

When you were supposed to be passing by.

You became my everything.

When you were supposed to be some random guy.

You became my everything.

As I stared up into your smiling face.

You became my everything.

While you were trying to get to third base.

-E

[rat-with-coffee]

[drarrylover4life]

Bully

The world is against me.

It’s my big bully who pushes me into the mud.

And yet I stay in this vicious cycle.

For I have no where else to go.

As this is my home.

-E

[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[kitten--aesthetics-blog]

I noticed there isn’t one here for Ireland, so

Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123

[thescientificviolist]

last time i reblogged this, i got this ask:

so please, please reblog. this could actually save a life.

[cooooooooopppps]

This article has a bunch of information about resources for Canada, broken into provinces and cities. https://www.ctvnews.ca/mobile/mental-health-in-canada-where-to-get-help-1.704877 Check it out, even if you aren’t in a crisis now, and find where you can go or call and WRITE IT DOWN SOMEWHERE! Make sure you have the information available if you need it someday. The national hotline is 833 456 4566.

You deserve to be here, you deserve to be happy, you deserve to be healthy, and if you aren’t there right now, just keep fighting for the day that you are

[drarrylover4life]

Masked

They scream into a void,

They cry until the night.

They fight every emotion.

So nothing shows.

For when the sun will rise.

-E

[drarrylover4life]

Stinging love

She doesn’t believe in talking anymore.

She doesn’t believe in getting better anymore.

She does believe in bottled love,

Bottled help.

In the form of bottled rum.

And she learned to love the stinging feeling of it running down her throat.

That is her kind of therapy.

-E

[drarrylover4life]

Betrayed

They feel betrayed.

As they look at the love of their life.

Alone in the distance.

Being lowered in their grave.

They feel betrayed.

-E

[drarrylover4life]

It’s my birthday

[drarrylover4life]

Resemblance

As she looked outside.

The rain splattering against her window.

She found that the outside world, resembled her own mind.

A world of violence and chaos.

Untameable, until it has been put down.

-E