Frontstuck Horrorshow

DeanDraxon’s side blog for more personal system centric posts. Non-disordered “systems”, (pro)endogenics DNI.

[draxons-farm]

Most people make their pinned post a list of personal details and junk like that.

We’re not doing that. This blog is for more personal system posts, but we will not be going into graphic detail. We’ll share what we’re comfortable with, but don’t expect “headmate introduction” posts or anything.

But here’s the basics;

System agreed pronouns: he/they/it

Bodily age: 25+ Minors can interact with our posts, but we are not your friend. We are an adult(even our littles-who aren’t allowed online much anyway).

We are strictly anti-endo, and anti “non disordered”. You will not convince us that they are real, so don’t even bother trying. You’ll just get blocked, end of.

That’s pretty much all y’all need to know. If you stick around you might learn some of our names. Or not.

[faceless-crowd]

Mafia boss smoking a cigar: Why’d you gotta squeal, Squealin’ Stephen? I trusted you. Now I gotta send my best goons to show you what happens when you cross the Big Boss…

Guy tied up in chair: uh…theres just one guy over there.

Mafia boss: Yeah. That’s Lil’ Tony. He’s got one of dem conditions where he’s got multiple mooks n’ his head. But when Big Tony fronts you’re gonna be in big trouble.

Lil’ Tony: We actually all agree we’re gonna kick your ass.

[the-io-collective]

do i think the octocon dev is a terrible person? no.

do i think he's a pussy who stands for nothing? yeah.

[draxons-farm]

Adding “I’m traumagenic” to your bullshit claims doesn’t make you look any less stupid or ableist btw.

You being a system doesn’t make you saying “endos are real” true. It just makes you an idiot who has DID.

[draxons-farm]

I thought it was very funny this was right under your post talking about it 🥹🥹

Hehe, Tumblr is funny like that sometimes.

[dic--e]

people would benefit from knowing the word "code-switching" because a lot of endos say they feel like different people in the sense like "oh when i'm with person A i act like this but with perosn B i act like this" that is a normal human experience, i fear.

[draxons-farm]

Kinning and being endogenic are not the same fucking thing I’m so fucking tired.

And in the comments, this dumb fuck really said “endos prove that you don’t need trauma to be a system”

Stop comparing a serious mental illness to playing pretend. I fucking hate all of you.

[anti-willo-kaai-yuki]

I genuinely think theres a good portion of endos out there who genuinely don't know what trauma actually is. They think its only something violent like physical or sexual abuse when thats not true.

Neglect and parents with disordered attachment styles, unsteady home life, foster care, custody battles, etc, can all be traumatic, especially to a neurodivergent brain that has a lower threshold for what it perceived as traumatic

THISTHISTHIS

[draxons-farm]

Nothing like seeing a post that describes your experience almost perfectly, and then seeing the “endo safe” tag 🫩

I love being stabbed.

[million-with-a-b]

Reblog if you are a safe place for people who used to identify as endogenic/tulpas before realizing they were either a) a DID/OSDD system or b) not a system at all

im trying to see something

[draxons-farm]

This disorder is so unserious sometimes.

Cuz wtf do you mean mommy and daddy might get a divorce(we’re 26) so now Laika the Space Dog and Convict Iron Lung live in our headspace?

[sysfreak-archive]

going around to let people know that the blog @/this-post-is-now-proendo is encouraging more pro/endos to make more blogs like theirs and to harass anti-endos. i’d encourage y’all to report it for targeted harassment because it can quite literally be seen as a harassment campaign. they also have someone by the name of @/nerd-dragon-official helping them out with posting people on their blog. 🗣️

this is why I hate pro endos as much as I do, this whole thing is just ridiculous and unnecessary..

please spread the word guys 🙏

[draxons-farm]

I would genuinely have more respect for someone putting in the work to pretend to have DID by making up some batshit trauma, than I will ever have for an “endogenic” system.

If you’re gonna roleplay my disorder, at least don’t spread misinformation while you do it.

[draxons-farm]

When you’re vibing at work and a song comes on and triggers someone to unlock traumatic memories :)

Guys c’mon. What the fuck.

[draxons-farm]

Feeling like I’m about to throw up because I just forced myself to front in order to calm someone down.

Apparently we haven’t eaten all day??? What the fuck guys???

That on top of the stress of the situation, I’m actually nauseous af.

Smdh, gotta do everything around here.

[draxons-farm]

Being a system and being trans is crazy.

Especially when you say “when I was a girl” and the annoying cis people try pulling the “you were always a man” card.

I was not always a man. There was a little girl who was host before, and she’s still here. Put some respect on her name. She didn’t go through hell in elementary school being called the weird girl just for you to say she never existed.

[draxons-farm]

Just bringing this post back to say that she’s still here and is demanding eggrolls.

We do not have eggroll money.

[draxons-farm]

Old lady respect my personal space challenge, holy fuck.

You are friends with my coworker. Not me. Get out of my face while I’m trying to clean.