𝒥𓏼 𝄈 DNI : Endogenics and Pro-endogenics, Radqueers and TransID users (Especially Trans-disabled and Trans-race), Anyone under 15. Other than that, I will block freely.
𝒥𓏼 𝄈 BYI/F : We are a bit delusional and have many differences between each other. I tend to latch onto fictional characters to cope, so while I (Kiichi) may call myself an IRL of a fictional character, I'm not a fictive. We have introjects and are introject heavy though. Please do not treat our Introjects like their source material unless they ask. IN DEPTH STANCE ON ENDOS CAN BE FOUND HERE We are also Mexican and Japanese, some of our alters have Japanese names and names in Kanji, translations will be provided when asked.
𝒥𓏼 𝄈 Tags :
ᣟ݂𓐇𓐇𓐇⨷ ֪֪݃ᣟᣟ this world is mine : general posting tag
Once again making a post calling out the system (both anti and pro endo sides btw) community for their continued lack of checking their own ableist views and words.
when i say i have DID but then i remember i'm not in my mid 30's-40's who miserable with my life and ignores all my alters because they're just another cause of my miserable life
You are saying that you want to run a hate campaign against trauma survivors. That you want people to be hateful and aggressive to trauma survivors.
You think it’s justified to be told to commit suicide just because we have a different opinion than you do? Trauma survivors are highly likely to be suicidal. This can and will cost someone their life. You are directly contributing to suicide rates by saying this, and I hope you know that and feel the full weight of this every day.
Hate, harassment and death threats are never okay. Not towards anti endos, not towards endos and pro endos, not towards radqueers, nobody.
This is truly a disgusting thing to say. I have no words for how absolutely vile this is. Get help. Speak to a therapist about this instead of spreading this vitriol on the internet. Diaries exist for a reason, invest in one.
in honor of me turning 18 in 2 months, wanna know all the things i didn't do while i was 17?
i didn't find a 15 year old and tell them it was ok to put hypersexual alters on blast along with a bunch of other minors,
i didn't dm him trying to play "smash or pass" with strictly his sexual protector with my alters,
i didn't say tell the kid my boobs were a pillow for him,
i didn't try and push to set up one of my alters with someone who was already in a relationship,
i didn't try and guess the dick size of a 15 year old and say it in a public server,
i didn't constantly shift or push for nsfw conversations (not even for educational reasons) in a server full of minors,
i didn't talk about smoking weed or how high i am in a server full of minors,
i didn't accuse someone of faking just because they didn't use PK,
i didn't pressure to call with a 15 year old while he was on a birthday trip just to be high the whole time,
i didn't have sourcemates constantly flirt or "jokingly" hit on the 15 year olds alters,
i didn't have a crash out befause a 15 year old told me to try and figure out my alter identity myself even though he helped me every other time i asked,
i didn't rush the 15 year old to play fucking akinator while in class trying to guess who the new alter was,
i didn't lie and fake my death to someone who really couldn't be older than 13,
wanna know why i didn't do any of these things? because i'm a normal fucking person and you putting "-16 dni" on your stupid little site doesn't erase how predatory you were towards the 13-15 year olds in your server.
june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be good june will be
JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD JUNE WILL BE GOOD
collective of eden being predatory + their grooming allegations they never addressed
before i get into this i wanna leave a message for eden if they ever see this-> do not send your fanbase to harass me. do not go whine on tiktok how "the sysmeds are making stuff up" and drag me for posting FACTS. and do not spam me about how i hurt you by posting already public information thats easy to find, best thing for you to do is to get offline and get some REAL HELP.
TRIGGER WARNINGS.
grooming allegations
loli/shota stuff
pedophilic shit
incest stuff at the end
oh also to make this comprehensible im gonna organize it by "era" (starting when they were aspenfrosten to collective of eden) also i have the proof links and ill have screenshots i have all at the end.
Eden in their old videos theyd post telling their MINOR fanbase to look up R34 of their pngtuber model and keep in mind theyd constantly say how they are 13+, how they are "family friendly" and how theyd never post that kinda stuff to their minor fanbase and people who do are disgusting creeps!! Aspen (alter specific) redirecting their old artist who they never credited to a NSFW artist whiile this artistwas a minor which led to them being groomed (then after had their server dogpile them) then they also had that minor artist draw them soft nsfw.
eden being friends with meowbahh before too was a serious problem and the fact they defended it and denied when they were friends and supporting a known neo nazi predator who has allegations of sending CSAM in their old discord server!! eden and meowbahh would ERP in edens old server which was filled with minors as young as 13 and there being a rule of nothing sexual in the server, on top of that too eden talking about e-sex to a minor on VRchat, which... last i checked... is grooming???
another instance of aspen staying friends with a pedophile too even admitting they knew the allegations but didnt care because they "didnt know the extent to them" it doesnt matter how bad they are the moment you hear someone has fucking pedophile and zoophile allegations you look into that shit and get away from that person and not continue to platform them. only reason too they stopped being friends was because aspen didnt like how toyboxplush shit talked them, thats what really caused them to care not them being a monster.
i know theres more to the stuff during the entourage era like i remember seeing screen shots of aspen joking about how they accidently ERP'ed with a minor on their server accidently but i cant find the screenshots anymore and id rather not put anything if i dont have proof to back it up, when i find it again though ill update this post, same with the twitter stuff.
COLLECTIVE OF EDEN ERA
so if you thought the shit in the entourage era was bad oh boy it gets worse!! this is where the really bad shit comes.
the grooming allegations they have came back after users in the aspensnark reddit and the now deleted aspengenic blog noticed how weird their little (kitty) alters pk is, using a picture made for DDLG/ageplay which is very fucking dangerous and weird as shit!! and after this too aspen coming back under the name of baawolf their vtuber model being a chibi, now, i wouldnt care if it was just a chibi since hey!! i like chibis too!! i think its cute!! issue is though!! its obviously more than that and heres why.
aspen would constantly post shit like "omg guys my model isnt a loli!! heres the artist see!! not a loli stop calling it that!!!" no one was calling the model a loli at that point til ASPEN DID. and them bringing the artist into it got the artist, whos a child harassed! and i dont want to bring the artists username in this too since they are a minor and i dont want anyone harassing others but looking at some of their art... yea i dont believe its just chibi when they are drawing and posting characters that have child proportions, looking like a child, in suggestive situations and poses even worse that this person themselves is a child. now, why bring this up? its to show eden never stopped dragging minor artists in weird shit!! also this might just be me but isnt it uncomfortable that aspens model looks and a lot of audios they use being child voices when aspen constantly posted sexual content and always said they were a 18+ streamer? i might be looking to deep into it but their model just looks so much like a child its so uncomfortable and mix with the other model (i think its rainbow or kitty?) on their system account being a child and that one being the most used one... its just... weird...
another thing to that NEEDS to be brought up is eden and proshippers and loli/shotacon related things. eden has in their dni these two groups which good!!! as you should!! but do they really mean it? lets see!!
an account someone has sent me has been proven to be owned by eden, this account being a vtuber lolicon proshipper that posts loli porn and ageplay stuff on their twitter and tiktok.
(screenshot incase eden catches wind of this and tries to cover it up)
their friend hauntedrainbowsystemm also being apart of this
whats the kodocast you might be asking? hell whats a kodo too? kodo is the gender-neutral version of loli or shoto but also what kodo refers to a lot!! is REAL children!! do you see why its a problem? now about the kodocast!! its a discord server (remember when eden said theyd stop making discord servers? yea me too.)
heres some posts eden has posted under this name for more proof of their degeneracy and creep behavior.
another thing to tell its eden is the heavy similarities of interests, mains, aesthetics and some stuff in their strawpage like the height part, yea nice going calling yourself a "irl loli" eden totally not like lolicon stuff is illegal!! yea!! oh and if you dont know loli and shota stuff is illegal in america where eden lives, its also illegal in japan and austrelia and i think a few other countries? but yes!! you can go to jail for having or making loli porn!! so dont do it!!! its in the fucking law and people have been prosecuted for it in the past!!!!
thats all i can remember and find stuff on, if you have anything more send it to me and ill add it to here!! i really hope one day eden will genuinely talk about the allegations besides "wahhh im being bullied for being radically plural!!! wahhh!!" no eden you are being called out because you are an actual danger to children. get offline and this time stay off, you and your creep friends and creep husband. also little side note but i dont trust anyone calling themselves "radical" you are just fucking weird and ill assume your like radqueers and radfems...! (which btw i didnt add it on here but eden did reblog a rq post, if people think it fits with what this post is meant to do then ill add it to the collective era section with proof i screen shotted.)
saw trap where john kramer makes you meet the creator of that one thing you’ve been obsessed with for decades and the creator knows about all of the posts you’ve ever made about their creation. and you have to have a normal conversation with them knowing that both of you know your shame.
does anyone else like, experience conditioning with their trauma..like not programming, if that makes sense
i'm not sure if there's a huge difference between the two but certain phrases get specific reactions out of our system that we don't have any control over and it lowkey just feels like a force is making us react that way. idk. i always chalked it up to our mom conditioning us to act that way to make her life easier
I would not be surprised if some endos do have undiagnosed mental illnesses or some form of deep internalized bigotry that they incorrectly identified as systemhood and just ran with it.
I think some of them have either a CDD, BPD, or some other disorder that has similar symptoms to CDDs. I also think the ones that DO have a mental illness also have internalized ableism.
