the law isn't your savior; you are 💐
you can deal with your mental health struggles while manifesting. and no, you don't have to force self-concept here.
[long post, lesson at the end]
✏️ dream4jk's manifesting journals: part 4
after a while of hiatus from this account and my active practice of conscious creation, i started noticing how my problems before i started practicing LOA had started to come back.
i was seeing myself spiral back into anxiety, shame, and even dips into depression.
this post is for those who feel they might be on the same boat with me,
struggling with their mental health while trying to actively become better to manifest a better life.
hello, my fellow dreamers!
as you may have noticed, i have stopped posting onto this blog for a long while.
mainly it was due to me getting my manifestation (yes, i got my sp for good, but that's a story for a different day) and wanting to just focus on life.
but as i drifted away from consciously practicing the law of assumption, i realized how much of it i used to mask my mental health struggles and actual underlying issues.
i know many self-concept gurus and coaches would say to just assume those things to be nonexistent in my reality,
but i've grown to realize that doing so with my mental health and capacity was different. it was actually doing myself a disservice.
i was not giving myself space to actually grow, to pour into myself, to actually build a self-concept with a strong foundation.
now, my relationship with sp is showing me the areas i still need to grow in.
even if i've previously preached about detaching from the 3d, the people around you, and the outcomes that they show,
i realized that that was my poison, the conditioning that i had growing up to learn how to survive.
it was to attach myself onto others for safety, and i formed my identity on who i was performing in those relationships.
i grew up so reliant on people and how they react to me, that i even saw manifestation and the law of assumption as the answer to relieve me of my anxiousness and reliance on external validation.
i treated the law as a means to an end, even if i preached that it shouldn't be.
i perceived the law as my savior if i saw that things weren't going my way, so even on the law, i relied on.
so when things would go to shit, i would try to manifest things to become different
but things wouldn't change, because i wasn't changing.
i relied on it so much that manifesting became a personality trait, and i didn't like it.
i learned that i hated being perceived as simple personality traits because i truly wanted me to be me, not a part of who i am. i wanted to be understood as a multifaceted person.
i wanted to live as me, unapologetically.
so what's the lesson i learned and would recommend to those struggling?
just take these points from this post:
the law is only as real as you make it.
ultimately, it's up to you to pull yourself out of your spiraling, your circumstances, etc.
don't grow reliant on something outside of you.
and i know having mental health struggles makes it harder for you to manifest things into your reality
but why are we reliant on the 3d to make ourselves feel better about everything?
the feeling we want to experience with our manifestation already exists within us
the 3d desire just represents what we want to feel
so, simply pour into yourself. let yourself hold the power again
and you'll see how we can easily unlock these desires
because we're the only ones in the way of getting what we want.
We already have our dream life, babes!
Moving with love, dream4jk 🌼
