GOODBYE 2020
I'm pretty sure I missed posting about last year but here I am coming back to this blog to write off 2020 goodbye.
It has in fact been the craziest year so far, not just for me personally but for the entire world. It started off nice, just like any other year tbh. But after March it feels like all of the months just blurred into a long period of staying indoors and not seeing family and friends because of the coronavirus. It feels a little bit like someone stole some months away from us. And if that is the enough we have had to endure a couple of devastatingly strong earthquakes in Croatia which have left us feeling uneasy in our own homes in which we are supposed to be spending all our time because of the virus. It has just been a lot this year. Quite honestly other than these bad things it seems like nothing major happened. It's hard to remember moments where earthquakes and the coronavirus weren't on everyones mind.
Positives were every moment spent with friends, families and loved ones. Positives were moments where we were able to not think solely about the pandemic or the earthquakes. Positives were things we used to take for granted like good movies, nice food, a friendly smile, careless moments ... We hope to be able to hug friends and family again, see strangers smile and just feel close to each other, even be close to each other on concerts and other gatherings ... It's gonna take a while for things to feel normal again but we are hopeful it will come
Personally i can consider myself very lucky, i have incredible friends and although i didn't get to see them much i still feel close to them and loved. I have an amazing boyfriend who I couldn't be happier with and i consider myself pretty damn lucky to have found someone who cares for me so deeply and with whom i wanna share the best and worst parts of life, which include 2020.
I have been able to finish one degree and hope to finish the other one at the start of 2021. Finding a job will be a little tough but considering not only i but everyone i love and care about has gone through 2020 happy and unhurt it seems a bit silly to be worried about finding a good job when there are much harder and scarier things to get through in life and some of the people around me have had to go through a lot of hardships this year.
At this point i just hope whatever hardships happened in 2020 stay in 2020 and don't visit us again. I hope we can all recover from this year and find joy in the new ways of life in the upcoming years.
From 2021 i only aks to be kind to us.
Fingers crossed đ€ and until next year with hopefully more positive goodbyes!
