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[konoko]

what if i just disappear

[dreamboardx]

الإيمان أولا؟ أم التسليم؟

[dreamboardx]

Is my life actually hard, or am I the one making it hard for myself?

I long for a quieter life, one with less relentless striving, less exhaustion, and more rest.

I want effort that feels meaningful and actually leads somewhere, not effort that just wears me down.

But am I even striving the right way, or is all of it just scattered, unstructured attempts that lead nowhere in the end?

Honestly, I feel like I'm living inside a large bubble, filled with these kinds of questions all the time. And I never find answers that truly settle me. So I keep asking God to grant me the answers, to bring peace to my soul, and — please, Lord — not to let me wander down paths that hold no value or meaning, paths that were never meant for me to begin with. Guide us to the best of ways.

[pup-purgatory]

[dreamboardx]

واصلة لمرحلة من الاحباط والزهق إني عاوزة أقوم انط من البلكونة واخلص

[dolutufegiterstut]

[pup-purgatory]

[kareem-blah-blah]

وبعدين في الحياة المؤجلة دي هنعيشها امتى!

[dolutufegiterstut]

[askistiyorumyadaolum]

[ahududulugazoz]

[jenn1fersbody]

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[dreamboardx]

احنا نحاول ننام بدل ما نقوم ننتحر، مش متحملة كل المشاعر والأفكار دي

[paper-wounds]

Fortesa Latifi, from The Truth About Grief.

[dreamboardx]

:((

[les-fleur]

I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty (2000, dir. Jonas Mekas)

[s1ck-pup]