hi everyone! itโs been a good couple months being away lol. Iโve obviously been on tumblr reposting and responding to messages (mostly reposting tho), and ive decided that im ready to come back and write!
iโm sorry i havenโt been up on my collabs but ive been busy and lowkey loved the long break i took. that being said, iโm still quite busy, especially with the AP classes iโm enrolled in so yโall might have to wait a lil more hahaha. but iโm back and iโm ready to get with the mojo. i have a few little blurbs in my drafts (that are not yet fully written lol) but iโm planning to write a mini series (ish) on a few songs that have been on my repeat playlist for a little while.
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hi everyone! itโs been a good couple months being away lol. Iโve obviously been on tumblr reposting and responding to messages (mostly reposting tho), and ive decided that im ready to come back and write!
iโm sorry i havenโt been up on my collabs but ive been busy and lowkey loved the long break i took. that being said, iโm still quite busy, especially with the AP classes iโm enrolled in so yโall might have to wait a lil more hahaha. but iโm back and iโm ready to get with the mojo. i have a few little blurbs in my drafts (that are not yet fully written lol) but iโm planning to write a mini series (ish) on a few songs that have been on my repeat playlist for a little while.
as for my network @dreamlab-nct , it will now be open! gimme time tho lmao. if you would like to join please do and please fill out the form. i need to fix up some of the rules and main post and whatnot but you are free to join and/or leave if you would like so please interact!
thank you guys for interacting with my reblogs/blurbs that i have uploaded and i shall be back soon to finish my longer wips for the collabs i have previously joined.
p.s. iโm a little ways away from 600 followers hehehe
hi my loves. yes itโs true, iโm going on a break. my grandfather unfortunately passed away last night and itโs already been so much on my family. i donโt want to disappoint anyone but itโs the cold-heart truth. iโm not even attending school for the time being. i donโt know how long this will last, but my blog will be put on a hiatus until further notice.
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iโll definitely be back, but i just need some time to regather my thoughts and spend some time with my family. for the time being, i will be working on my wips and collabs that i have coming up; i have to finish what i started and by doing that, i will try to finish them by the due date.
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you felt soothed by the gentle rises cradling your cheek, the scent of his shirt soft and slightly perfumed. your ears perked at the faint buzz humming in front of you, and slowly- you open an eye to peek at the source.
his huge hand was holding his phone, the screen blaring some random news reporter talking about the day. for a moment- you were pulled in; watching the man in an expensive black suit speak while resting your head on your husband's chest. hm interestingโ felony commited in dog talent show?
as you observed a montage of dogs breaking loose, an ominous feeling swirled in your stomach- souring your senses. waitโ your eyes widened.
didn't we have a fight last night?
your heart pounded at the blooming realisation, and your ears burned as another horrifying thought drilled through your crumbling egoโ and i've slept on him! AH!
the argument last night was pretty bad- with you ending on how you never wanted to see his stupid face again, and him retorting that it would be a blessing if that ever happened. as petty as the topic might be, you were still fuming that he kept forgetting to take out the trash. that henious act cannot be forgiven.
yet here you are, resting your head on his shoulder- as if nothing had ever happened in the first place. embarrasing for your pride, to say the least.
meekly, you pulled away- and wiped your lip. thank goodness you weren't drooling; it would probably add fuel to the fire set aflame on your cheeks. he watches with a rather guilty smile, seeing how feebly you're refusing to meet his eyes. slowly, he trails his finger on your arm- and you flinch.
"good morning." he says sleepily, and you turned to face himโ an eruption of emotions bursting in your chest. "i hate you." your voice was soft, a bare murmur as you start pressing kisses all over his smooth jaw- ignoring his triumphant chuckle.
"i love you too," he grins victoriously, and proceeds to pin you on the bed.
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PAIRING : jung jaehyun X gn!reader | GENRE : fluff | AU : established relationship
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[3:40pm] โSoโ, Taeyong said, leaning forward in his seat, a smirk stretching on his lips,ย โTruth or dare?โ
You raised an eyebrow at this, wondering what prompted his to ask you this randomly. The two of you had been working on a project that he was your partner for. It was bearable, except for the occasional remarks he would pass that you definitely didnโt ask for.
โWhy?โ
โWhy notโ, he pointed out,ย โCanโt we take a break? Or will you wilt if you part from your precious books?โ
โIโm not a flower, Taeyong.โ
โCouldโve fooled me. Truth or dare?โ
Another thing Taeyong loved to do, or at least it seemed like it, was push your buttons. He had been constantly trying to get you flustered or annoyed, something about it amused him (you, not so much).
Deciding that he wouldnโt get any less persistent or less annoying if you ignored him, you spoke up,ย โTruth.โ
He frowned,ย โYouโre no fun, but fine, would you kiss me right now?โ
Taeyong was confused at how much of a rule follower you were, head in her books, an overachiever to the max. Sometimes he wondered if you lived in the library, almost expecting you to pack your bags any moment and move in there indefinitely.
You intrigued him to say the least.
Eyes snapping up to his, you gaped at him, wondering how you would approach this.ย โDare.โ
He got up from his seat, leaning impossibly close to you, that infuriating smirk still on his lips as he studied your features,ย โFine then, I dare you to kiss me.โ
You were positively stuck now, frozen by the fact he was so close to you, just tilt your head upwards and you would be kissing him. Your eyes fell onto your fingers as you wondered how to avoid playing his little games.
โNever have I everโ
โThatโs not the game-!?โ
You shut him up by leaning upwards and pressing your lips to his, which did the job pretty effectively. He let a confused sound, but kissed you back, all smugness disappearing.
Pulling away, it was your turn to smirk as he looked at you bewildered. You picked up your pencil, twirling it with your fingers and licking your lips, โTruth or Dare, Taeyong?โ
He struggled to find words for a moment, before collecting himself again, โUh-dareโ
โI dare you to shut up and work on the project with me.โ
He pressed his lips together, sitting beside you and peering over at your notes, โHey Y/n?โ
Iย killed a plant once because I gave it too much water. Lord, I worry that love is violence. --โ Josรฉ Olivarez
the spring air floated with a faint, flowery scent- the leaves rustling sending gentle shivers cruising down his spine. it felt too good to be true, the soothing warmth of the sun painting his features in its glorious golden lightโ and once more yuta takes in a deep breath, allowing the heat to wash over his closed eyelids.
"you're really scary, you know that."
he turns at the sound of your voice, and a smile breaks across his mouthโ eyes twinkling from pure amusement. "really?"
yuta shoves his hands in his pockets, sauntering leisurely like a cat to where you stood; a rather mischeivious expression creased across his handsome face. "tell me why, will you?" he gazes at the little book your held, shrugging his shoulders.
"wellโ" you retort hastily, flipping to the page you've bookmarked. "look what you've highlighted here!" triumphantly, your accusing tone echoes across the field, and squinting his eyes- your new husband was a perfect picture of false disbelief as he read the words coloured in fluroscent yellow.
"about that.." he trails off in an extremely guilty manner, teeth poking through his lips as he attempts to stray away from your protruding gaze. "amazing."
your tone was quiet, scandalized.
"you think too much love is violence?"
you watch as he chuckles, shuffling his feet. "in a more political sense-" his aura was suddenly serious, practical. "i'd agree with the statement."
yuta spreads his fingers, furrowing his eyebrows as the words tried to form in his mind. "too much affection on a child spoils them, too much affection on a partner causes obessiveness, too much affection on an objectโ" he pauses, seeing your mouth pursed in concentration.
"โstrips a part of our soul." you look back at the page, tracing your finger over the inked letters. "i mean, its in my perspective of course- i could be wrong." he grins as he reaches to pat your head, but you look up biting your bottom lip- deep in thought.
"politically, that may be true." you say slowly, and he observes your stance- smiling to himself at your sudden urge to grasp the mere construction of a sentence.
"howeverโ" he raises an eyebrow, waiting for a rebuttal.
"i don't think i'd ever tire from your love yuta."
you met his eyes determindedly, fingers fidgeting from the intensity of the stare returned. the breeze whipped through his hair, and momentarily- he was struck by your sincerity; the profoundness in your reply. "i like that meaning better, y/n."
the sun was dimming, and he entwinnes his hand in yours; bringing it to his soft lips.
"i like that much better."
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PAIRING : nakamoto yuta X gn!reader | GENRE : fluff | AU : established relationship
A/N : hello! just a lil reminder that i'd really like some feedback on the blurb, be it in the tags if you wish to reblog or in the comment section. thank you for reading, have a wonderful day!
authour's note highly, highly recommended to read this while listening to byun baekhyun's masterpiece of a song "bambi". this work is also part of @vera-liscious fight or flight collab! thank you so much for having me vera darling, genuinely hope that all of you who read this had enjoyed the fic โก
the book you had half your nose in was indeed intriguing, how unfortunate it was to have your serene surroundings disrupted by the figure clad in black.
no apology left his lips despite the thunderous sounds he made when sliding open the train door, nevertheless you decided to forgive him for his unholy sin and went back to concentrate on the inked words floating on the page.
it was almost as if your mere existence had been baned by the imp of a man, who suddenly shook his wet coat, splattering droplets of rainwater all over your white shirt and precious book. "oh," you gaspedโ as the yellow papers were now stained with dark liquid, trickling with a vein-like appearance all over the page.
"apologies."
you looked up, and nearly fell in.
his cat-like eyes glowed under the black felt-tip fedora, long eyelashes framing his pupils in such a mischievious, endearing manner. your ability to speak had been snatched- and like a fool you stared, slowly turning drunk in his gaze.
"mind if i take a look?"
his hand was stretched out- and you observed his long, nimble fingers; a magnificent diamond ring studded in between. "its alright, reallyโ" you trail off, but his laugh was absolutely divine- and without blinking an eye he sits besides you, plucking your possesion away with his pretty digits.
"i insist." his voice was silkenly soft, notes of seduction simply perfuming every word to spill from his lips. like a child, you see him flip through the pagesโ watching in wonder as the ink starts staining his palms, colouring his hands with a gloomy shade of blue.
"ah, hereโ" you say out, handing him a handkerchief.
he accepts with a tiny grin, eyes dancing playfully under the dimming train lights. a honk suddenly roared, and startledโ you jerked into his wet figure, immediately overwhelmed by the tsunami of embarrasment crashing in your system. your cheeks flared with a fiery heat, and hurriedly you pulled awayโ whispering a faint sorry, refusing to meet his eyes.
the man remains silent for a brief moment, continuing his endeavour of scanning through your little bookโ occasionally dabbing his inky fingers on the dainty piece of laced fabric you've given him earlier. "a rather interesting book i must say," he remarks finally, and once again your head swims in a pool of a lava.
the bitter cold from outside felt like nothing compared to your pounding heart. "it is" you reply, a hint of excitement in your voice. "i've read it at least five times, if i'm being honest!"
the man laughs, pleasantly amused at your childish enthusiasm. "is that so?" his eyes twinkled. "tell me all about it then."
for the rest of the ride, as the train hurls itself into the swallowing darknessโ you animatedly explained to the man in the fedora every explicit detail, every line that left a mark on you, the hidden meanings behind each sentence the writer wounded up weaving. you greatly appreciated the amount of attention he paid onto you, his polite gesture of nodding his head at your exhilarated gasps, smirking on cue after every clever joke.
his hand was around your shoulder after one hour, and you scooched in a little closer to his embrace after another. it felt comfortable, warm, almost cosy when you talked to him.
certainly, he knows how to entertain an individual with his undying attentiveness.
the train finally heeds into a stop, and he tips his fedoraโ grabbing his coat. "here, thank you kindly." he smiles before sliding the now blue handkerchief between the pages of your bookโ and as gleeful as ever, you returned his expression with a rather sly lift at the corner of your mouth.
he leaves the train compartment, and feverishly you dug your hand in the cushioned seats, eagerly stretching your fingers to claim the little prize.
yes! โ you screeched inwardly to yourself, and the little diamond ring is safely pulled out from the plush linings, glinting prettily under the gradual morning light filtered from the clear windows.
you grin happily to yourself, reaching for your bag beside you to drop your hard-earned reward. it took you a few seconds to realise it was better to wrap the precious object with your lace hanky, so carefully you pulled it out from your bookโ hoping it has already dried.
it was to your confused surprise, however- that it wasn't just a blue piece of cloth being tugged from the slightly damp pages. a rectanglular-shaped card fell off and floated to the floor, blue thumbprints staining its white corners.
curiously, you picked it up.
ten lee was extremely impressed by the individual he encountered on the train.
for such a seasoned professional as himselfโ he already realised from the start that with the kind of book you were reading, to the elfin look in your eyes; you obviously were somewhat new to his area of expertise, and he appreciates your innocent attempt of a minor heist.
that ring on his finger was indeed dear to him, but for some reason- he feels that wasn't the only thing you managed to steal.
sincerely, he hopes that you'd read his card- and perhaps secure a chance to see you again another day. he smiles to himself, the butterflies fluttering in his chest refusing to calm down. of course however, its not like you had a choice.
tucked away safely in his left pocket, was your purse filled with some money, tiny trinkets, and more importantly- identification papers he managed to swipe from the little bag sitting beside you on the train.
he'll meet you again very soon, and until you find out what he's doneโ ten honestly couldn't wait for that blessed day to come.
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your heavy gaze burns on the side of head while he tries to take a picture in his blue turtleneck, a sly smile on your lips and your eyes shining as if you had something to say, weak against you, jeno sighs, "what is it?"
then you grin, "the black turtleneck is sexier," jeno lets out a confused noise, locking eyes with you and his cheeks glow with the heat of embarrassment, raising one brow at you, "what are you trying to say?" he rushes out, ruffling the front of his in a ploy to hide his flushing face.
"just saying you know," you said at that with a shrug, "as a person who loves you, just saying,"
jeno sighs again, this time, turning us entire body towards you and leaning closer to you as a dark expression overtakes his face, sending a jitter down your spine as you bite back your growing smile. "are you saying blue doesn't look good on me?" he presses his lips on the corner of yours, inclining his head to the side, "if i wore blue, does that make me less sexy?"
"of course not," you reply, your tone playfully low and you drum your fingers on his neck, "just saying, black always looks good,"
"should i change into it?" he offers, his eyes softening and you shake your head immediately, "no, i'll get jealous if others saw you in that, it'll mean more competition,"
"what competition?" jeno asks rolling his eyes, pulling you into a hug and you smile coyly, asking back, "you think others don't try to woo you?"
"i have you, so why would i look at other?"
"ew, thanks," you tease, pressing your lips on his cheeks, "if you wear black, maybe i'll try woo you again,"
ยฉSWEETLYJAEM, 2021 / p. jeno x reader g. fluff wc. <200
the sound of birds gawking was loud even at a winter's beach, you wince as the cold breeze bites your skin and your eyes traces the silhouette of his hoodie, clinging to his back and you waddle closer to him. stiffly stretching your lips, you sneak your hands in between his arms and intertwine your fingers on his front.
"It's cold," you mumble, flushing against him and renjun scoffs subtly, laughing as he takes your hands in his, pulling them into his hoodie's pocket. "is the cold worth the view though?" he asks, suppressing a smile as he feels your nose nuzzle on his back.
"It's worth it," you said, tightening your grip on him, "it's worth it because i am here with you,"
"god, you are so corny," he giggles, turning to face you and he cups your cheeks, a sweet smile appearing on his lips, "next time, let's come here when it's not cold,"
"also, let's find a place without seagulls please," you add, resting on head on him and the gawks of the birds sounding, "they are so noisy,"
renjun nods, stretching his arms and you look at him, the soft gaze of his eyes, unfaltering smile and the sense of serene that he evokes, you were glad that you were here with him.
because hot or cold, anything would be worth it if he was there beside you.
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his grin was mischeivously impish, jaw protruding ever so handsomely on his features. indeed, BADBOY!LUCAS was a devilishly attractive manโ nevertheless right now, a man you didn't appreciate following you like a lost puppy.
from behind, he drags an impressively large motorcycle, hands on the handlebars as he pushes it to match your pace. just for fun of it, you walked a tiny bit faster.
"on that thing?" you teased, watching him lug the veichle in a little jog to catch up with your quick strides on the road. he feigns disbelief and widens his eyes at your offensive mockery.
"shhโ" he reprimands, eyes twinkling under the dim streetlights. "you'd hurt her feelings." you laugh at his expression, and lucas grins in return. it was quiet for a moment- under the serene silence of the stars before his cheery voice pipes up again, childishly insistent.
"seriously, i'll go slow. you don't have to worry about falling from this thing." he pats the seat loudly, and you turn around at the sound of slapping leather- watching him proudly lean against the monster of a motorbike, his eyes dancing with a playful glint.
"maybe i wouldโ" you trail off, and his mouth breaks into an incredible beam- teeth gleaming as he punches his fist with a delighted shout. immediately, he wheels the bike towards you and dusts off the seat- but the little lift of his cheeks condensed at the sight of your hesistance.
"hey."
you look up and soaked in his gentle expression, a striking and wonderful contrast to his black leather jacket and fashionably-styled hair. it threw you off that such a giant man behaved endearingly like a child- but you liked it. you liked him a lot.
he leans to murmur in your earโ breath tickling your neck in such a feathery, delicate manner. your stomach blossomed into a burst of butterflies, and you felt your cheeks growing a little hotter in the cool night air. "i promise i won't kidnap you if it makes you feel a little better? you can buy me dinner as a reward, i don't mind."
you laughed at his sentence, scrunching up your features as you attempt to hit him with the bag you were carrying.
"seriously? kidnapping? i feel a lot better now, thanks." you added teasingly and he chuckles as he revives the engine, bringing his motorcycle roaring to life. "i mean, that part was a joke." he grins as he hands you a helmet, watching you latch it safely on your head.
"not all of it?" you say lightly as you plop yourself behind him, wrapping your arms around his torso.
lucas smirks, twisting the handlebars. "definitely not all of it."
he hits the gas, and the tires screech viciously against the asphaltโ leaving behind the lingering sight of two figures huddled together while plummeting on the vast, empty road under the velvet night sky.
ยฉ๏ธย NAKAMOTOCORE . ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
PAIRING : lucas X gn!reader | GENRE : fluff | AU : badboy
A/N : hello! just a lil reminder that i'd really like some feedback on the blurb, be it in the tags if you wish to reblog or in the comment section. thank you for reading, have a wonderful day!
the sweet scent of the sunflowers was carried with the windโ and you ran as fast as your legs could take you, sand and tiny pebbles wedging themselves between your toes. the night was falling fast, and your lover seemed to have vanished.
carefully, you turned aroundโ panting heavily as little beads of sweat dotted your forehead. the air was cool and crisp, nevertheless you fanned your face from the heat.
now where is he? โyou wondered out loud, scrunching your eyes to observe the distance. the sunflowers danced merrily in the breeze, their yellow little heads bobbing comically along with the tight little buds- just moments from bursting open.
you scanned the field once more, hoping and hoping to catch those familiar featuresโ desperate to feel his shirt between your fingers before pulling him away from the nightfall. should you call him? is he lost?
"mark!"
your voice echoed amongst the golden meadow, and the flowers simply nodded at the sound of your call- oblivious and divinely serene. "mark, mark! " once more you triedโ hopeful to see his little face pop out of the flaxen field, eagerly responding to your cry.
ominously, it dawned upon you that your lover is missing. when its already past dusk!โ you think to yourself, scandalized and perhaps slightly (extremely) terrified.
as a child, you were fed tales that when darkness bloomedโ evil lurked at every corner, god Himself refused to exist, and creatures were alive with bloodlust; desperate and hungry for foolish mortals to cross their path.
what your elders told you, the man you married refused to listen. oh, the ironyโ now you are paying the price!
the sun said its goodbyes, and its precious ombre light had now been snuffed out. "mark." you sob, calling out to the sunflowers once more.
"please, please answerโ where in heavens are you?."
"shh, i'm right here."
you whipped around, and your lover was standing right in front of you โ palms cupped so gently between one another. he smiles at the tears staining your soft cheeks, almost sorry that he couldn't wipe them away.
for yourself however, the ache in your heart was quickly forgottenโ and you cocked your head in curiosity, wondering what's between his large hands. "guess," he says softly, and you wiped the wetness off your skin; heedless of any fear.
"a little frog?"
"no."
"a pretty flower?"
"not at all!"
he grins as he releases his fingers, and what appeared to be a drop of sunlightโ floated away from his figure, returning itself to the night sky.
"you caught the sun?" you gasped in utter disbelief, watching it fly drunkenly amongst the velvet gloom, and mark laughs lowly. "perhaps, my love."
he picks up a little rockโ skipping it across the the field of sunflowers, their petals dull and muted under the absence of the sun.
what happened next didn't even give you a moment to breathe, when suddenly the entire meadow lights up in such a golden, awesome glory, small amber bulbs zooming all around your shocked and trembling figure. "this, this is incredible."
you soaked in the blessed sight in front of you, hardly believing what you had to witness. no monsters or ghoulish demons in sight, instead- a simple mellow beauty and grace of these creatures. absolutely heavenly, ethereal.
"is this why you were hiding in the meadows?" you murmer softly enough for him to hear, and his sheepish smile was all you need in response.
A/N : hello! just a lil reminder that i'd really like some feedback on the blurb, be it in the tags if you wish to reblog or in the comment section. thank you for reading, have a wonderful day!
summary based on melanie martinez's hit song "playdate" i heard in an h&m store. a random eureka moment for me to write this fic i guess
trigger warnings angst, explicit content, major character death
authour's note probably going to go on a little writer's hiatus after this fic. i recieved a lot of anons complaining that my works aren't that good or nice to read, so naturally i'm a little down haha. if this fic doesn't do so well, i'll take a break! thank you so much for reading this lil note, hope you enjoy! โก
i don't give a fuck about you anyway, who ever said i gave a shit bout' you?
you didn't like him, you didn't like him.
lee donghyuck; the master manipulator, a liar, an absolute cheater. there is not a bone in your body that wanted this asshole- and you're going to prove it to him tonight.
"yaโ haechan!"
the man turns from leaning on his motorbike, and you whipped your palm across his flesh with all of your strength. the night air was cool, dancing through your hair delicately, and he looks at you with a red left cheek- amusement sparkling in his eye.
"princess?"
he smirks at your heated expression and your fists tightened into little balls, eager to land on his protruding jaw. "don't fucking call me that- you, you.."
tears were forming as the word tries to form itself in your mouth, but you couldn't bring yourself to say it. the agony of being used, unwanted and betrayed stung terribly- but he continued to gaze at you with a little smile playing on his lips, clearly enjoying himself tremendously.
"you... bastard?" he teases, coming closer to your trembling figure. "you... fuckboy?" he grins, grabbing your pointed finger and pulling it towards him. "you...?"
donghyuck pouts while you try to supress a sob, and he lifts your chin with his huge hand- shaking his head at the streams pouring across your cheeks. "what were you going to say princess?" he hums as runs his thumb across your lips, and helplessly you pushed him and started running away.
"aww, come on!" he yells at your retrieving figure, his voice loud and mocking. you should have listened when your friends told him he was not to be played with, that nothing could change the fact you were just a body to him. everything he did, from lies murmered in bed that blossomed delicious shivers in your heart, to lingering, faint touches by his lips and fingers on your skin was all but a bitter deception.
a false reality.
it was obvious, donghyuck never needed youโ how you wished you could say the same for him.
you never shared your toys or communicate, i guess i'm just a playdate to you.
"damn you, princess."
his groans were hot against your ear as you find yourself tangled in the bedsheets with him once again. he presses his lips against your skin, the two of you aching with the pented up lust and desire for each other.
"how long did i last see you? one month, or one year?"
he smiles and you fell in all over again.
that devilish lift at the corner of his mouth was all it took for you to get on your knees, to submit yourself to him and be everything he wanted. hyuck always treated you so well, how you missed those calloused fingers pushed deep between you thighs. "fuck, your moans are so pretty." the words whispered were filthy, hair plastered to his forehead from the sweat, and for a moment- you've forgotten everything.
forgotten the fact that he used you like a toy. obliberated from the memories of that awful night, when you realised you weren't the only woman he played with, when everything he told you was nothing but a tower of false truths.
the orgasm was that good, and only haechan could lift you to heaven and bring you back on earth for another wondrous joyride. he fucked you until the brink of the rising sun, and made breakfast before grabbing his keys to leave your house.
"i'll call you." he says, and you waved hopefully at him as he walked through your front door.
the days, then weeks passed. you clicked on his number, and waited.
you know i give a fuck about you anyway, guess its time that i tell you the truth
"i love you."
the hospital was quiet, and the room he was in reeked of antiseptic and copper. heavy, synchronised breaths echoed softly in an almost rhythmic tune with the machine beside you, and hyuck tightened his hand around yours, biting his lip.
"do you hear me? i love you!"
his begs fell on deaf ears, and the gas mask strapped over your nose fogged in and out as you respirated, clinging on for every ounce of life. donghyuck claws the rough and scratchy material you were lying on top of, back hunching on the plastic chair as he tries to hold back from breaking down in front of you.
it wasn't as if you'd notice, but that annoying nurse would drag him away from you. shakily, he wipes his eyes and listens to the beat of your heart, dozing off to the gentle sounds..
"don't you get it?" you scream in the rain, drenched to the coreโ voice filled with fire as you lashed out at him on the open road.
"my heart is not a toy for you to play with!"
"sir? we need you to leave."
groggily, he wakes up- and was immediately blinded by pure white. a piercing ring was drilling in his ears, and that annoying nurse was in front of his face- literally shoving him out.
"no waiโ"
"sir!"
"NO WAIT PLEASE- Y/N,Y/N !"
like a child, he calls for your name- arms flailing as the nurse pushes him out of the room and slams the door shut. he made himself look through the window : tubes were carried in and out, silver instruments decorating the table under the glow of yellow lights, and underneath the sea of surgical masks and white aprons- there was you.
as radiant as ever, just as beautiful as the day he first met you.
the man crumbles on the floor, heart wrenching as he begs for a miracle between his lips- desperate for another chance to hold you tight once again, to say he loves you and see your face light up with joy at his words.
"i'll give her everything, god everythingโ"
he weeps between his fingers, tasting the salt running down his cheeks.
behind the door, the head doctor finally shook his head- and the entire room bowed, accompanined by the monotone beep buzzing from the machine.
donghyuck should have known that he was being too selfish. needless to say, you didn't stick around to give him another chance.
if i share my toys would you let me stay? don't wanna leave this playdate with you
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his lips blurred against the tip of your skin, delicious shivers of love and agony crawling in your heart. slowly, your gaze lowered to the expression painted on his features, a ghost of a pained smile dancing on his lips.
"tell me, please."
the words couldn't spill from your mouth, you find it hard to form a sentence that would describe the indistinguishable agony pounding in your head. slowly, you find yourself touching his fingers, just like beforeโ the sense of entwinning your hand in his sending a surge of warmth in your veins.
"its not just selfish, sicheng."
he smiles, playing with your fingers in a little battle on its own.
"its greedy."
his shakes his head gently, bringing your hand to his plump lips, kissing your knuckles as he squeezes his eyes. you could feel yourself growing hot, tears already pooling from his little gestureโ and the stab you felt from the weak chuckle that left his mouth simply added to the mix of emotions whirling in you.
"i understand."
his lashes looked darker once wet, and the streams trailing down his cheeks created such an ethereal glow to his face- it felt like apollo himself was weeping. he lets go of your fingers, redundant and stubborn to meet your gaze. "and i'm sorry." the corner of his mouth lifts as he tries to look at you, but it was physically impossible for him to meet your eyes.
you wanted him to see you, to see the twinge of affliction burning in your gaze- the beautiful suffering he managed to put you through for the third time in the five years you last stayed together. it always ended up with him begging for another chance, another shot to prove the two of you were meant to be. like a fool, you believed him.
ironically, you still do.
"its okay" you whisper, bringing a finger to ghost his chin- lifting it up to see his expression. passion still flickered like a burning candle, and a smile wavers on your lips at the gradual realisation. he was still in love with you.
without thinking, you leaned and found yourself drowning in him once again- the scent of his colonge washing your senses as his mouth met yours with such wanted desire. he pins you on the wall of your house, careful to not brush his hands over your chest- holding himself back in such agony to delve deeper in you.
"i missed you, baby." he murmered in your ear, cupping your cheek and painting it with slow, gentle kisses in his own steady pace. you were already crying, fingers running through his hair as you tried to hungrily touch every part of his features, the hole in your heart gaping and closing at his words.
"i still loved you." you wept as he held on to your crumbling figure, your hands wrapped tightly on his shirt. "after all these years, i still loved you sicheng."
"shh," he strokes your head and you fell in the rhythm, soothed by his gentle hum. your head rested in his shoulder, and togetherโ the two of you were oblivious, dancing quietly in the dark.
it was wrong for him to show up at your front door after hearing the news, just as it was wrong for you to kiss him while wearing that engagement band on your ringfingerโ nevertheless it felt right; complete, as if the missing puzzle piece had finally been filled in.
you held on to him tighter then ever, afraid of letting go.
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pairing : dong sicheng X gn!reader || genre : angst || au : exes || tw : -
A/N : hello! just a lil reminder that i'd really like some feedback on the blurb, be it in the tags if you wish to reblog or in the comment section. thank you for reading, have a wonderful day!
to answer your question i usually find requests through tags i guess? or search up the user but i found your recent jaehyun request through tags and i loved it soooo could i request 40 and 62 with jaehyun? (is this a weird combo?) i love your works! ๐
that's great then & thank you for answering me, i was just having midnight thoughts๐๐ผ also, dw dw even if it's weird, it's my job to make it work <3
requested / jaehyun x reader (g.fluff)
40. "And you must be the boyfriend."
62. "He is so cute. I just want to wrap him in a blanket and protect him from the rest of the world."
sighing softly, your eyes soften gazing down the railing to the ground floor of your college campus. jung jaehyun, the love of your life, was currently sitting at the cube sofas, his laptop on his lap and giggling at something his friend was exaggeratedly narrating to him.
"what are you doing that ehh face for?" you hear from beside you and you glance to see your brother trace your sight with his fingers, "staring at someone out of your league again?" he teases, scoffing at your blatant blushing.
you bit your lips in-between your teeth, repressing your smile and he cringes at your face as you shoot heart eyes towards jaehyun. "and that must be your boyfriend," your brother grunts, noticing the small wave jaehyun send you as you curl your shoulders into your chest, externally crumbling and he gags, "stop, please stop, how did you score him?"
"he was being so shy when i asked him out," you said, pulling your brother as you guide him down the staircase and leading the way towards him, "he is so cute. i just want to wrap him in a blanket and protect him from the rest of world," you sigh heavily, your eyes glaring at him and you abruptly turn to him, "that includes from you,"
"hah, he can't be thaโ"
"hey," jaehyun announces his presence behind you and your brother flushes, blinking rapidly, walking up the stairs unconsciously, "โa-ah," he yelps and you smirk subtly, tying your arms with jaehyun.
"told you my boyfriend was gorgeous," you huff, turning to jaehyun whose ears reddened at your words and your brother gulps, scoffing, "hah, so what?"
"i can see you freak out over him,"
"sh-hut up!" he yells quietly, widening his eyes, "i was j-just surprised!"
"please stop," jaehyun said, hiding behind his hands and you both turn your attention to him, "this is so embarrassing,"
"no one asked you to be this goddamn beautiful," you quipped, "and cute, you look super cute right now, right?" you raise your brows to your brother, who unconsciously nods along.
"true, true," he whispers before blinking himself to his sense and gasps, "n-no! i didn't say anything!"
jaehyun's insides churns, his body heat rising because of the two of you and all he knows now is, with the both of your blunt complimenting, he would always end up being embarrassed.
ยฉSWEETLYJAEM, 2021; thank you for answering again <3
๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ; idol!Jaemin x nonidol fem!reader
๐ ๐๐ง๐ซ๐;ย angst, fluff
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๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ;ย The time comes when you finally meet up with Jaemin to discuss what happened the night before, but youโre confrontedย with a lot more than just that.
๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ;ย ย dialogue-heavy, mentions of sex, mentions of alcohol consumption, language
Dawnโs glare awoke you to the familiar sounds of the busy morning. The upward-facing blinds covering your window refract the light upwards to your ceiling, casting a warm hue over the room and it settles into your chest. Sleep came a bit easier to you through the night, and though it wasnโt as great as it could be, it was the best nightโs rest youโve gotten in months. Maybe it was his old t-shirt, maybe it was that youโre finally about to get closure.
