This is me

"The hardest thing to do in this world is live in it. Be Brave. Live"Buffy Summers

[dreamstonightmares15]

I'm so fucking tired. And it's only begun

[dreamstonightmares15]

I got a new haircut and ~surprise!!! It has the undercut I always wanted to get.

Mainly it's to help with my chronic migraines, but it also looks really cool and helps with the weather changes too.

🥰🥰🥰

[dreamstonightmares15]

I took a long break from social media that my friends and family didn't see. I let this place be my escape but it began to be detrimental to my mental health.

I don't know how long it's actually been since I posted on here but many things have changed.

I have a job I've been at for 3 years and I love my coworkers. I cut out many negative people and found so many more amazing ones waiting around the corner.

I reconnected with my parents and had many discussions of the fights we had and how we all grew because of them.

I bought a new vehicle, a red jeep named Carrie that I adore.

I'm in the end stages of buying a home for myself, somewhere I can unapologetically be me and if people disagree they can gtfo.

I still suffer from my depression and ocd, that will never change.

I lost 4 family members this past year and that hit me harder than I ever thought death could.

I've contemplated suicide more than I care to think about and I am still actively trying to find a healthy way to get out that negativity without hurting myself.

I took up axe throwing and realized I'm good at it.

I learned that while working and providing for my future is good, it's important to do things I love to do too.

I read books again, I didn't for a long time because I didn't think I deserved to have that break unless I worked for 70 hours a week.

I enjoy time with my partner and my friends, without feeling like they hate me the entire time.

I have two beautiful kittens and I plan to get more animals once I'm settled in my home.

I still love and give as much as I can, but I've learned that when people beg and beg for the love, it's okay to put myself first and take time away from people when I need to.

I'm still learning, I will always be learning.

But the past year was one of my worst, and simultaneously one of the strongest ones I've had.

I learned how truly horrible the people you love the most can be, but I learned I'm stronger than I thought.

I will keep fighting, I will keep moving.

Will I always be this strong? No, and there may come a day I can no longer win, but until that time comes I will fight to keep my legs moving.

[dreamstonightmares15]

I took a long break from social media that my friends and family didn't see. I let this place be my escape but it began to be detrimental to my mental health.

I don't know how long it's actually been since I posted on here but many things have changed.

I have a job I've been at for 3 years and I love my coworkers. I cut out many negative people and found so many more amazing ones waiting around the corner.

I reconnected with my parents and had many discussions of the fights we had and how we all grew because of them.

I bought a new vehicle, a red jeep named Carrie that I adore.

I'm in the end stages of buying a home for myself, somewhere I can unapologetically be me and if people disagree they can gtfo.

I still suffer from my depression and ocd, that will never change.

I lost 4 family members this past year and that hit me harder than I ever thought death could.

I've contemplated suicide more than I care to think about and I am still actively trying to find a healthy way to get out that negativity without hurting myself.

I took up axe throwing and realized I'm good at it.

I learned that while working and providing for my future is good, it's important to do things I love to do too.

I read books again, I didn't for a long time because I didn't think I deserved to have that break unless I worked for 70 hours a week.

I enjoy time with my partner and my friends, without feeling like they hate me the entire time.

I have two beautiful kittens and I plan to get more animals once I'm settled in my home.

I still love and give as much as I can, but I've learned that when people beg and beg for the love, it's okay to put myself first and take time away from people when I need to.

I'm still learning, I will always be learning.

But the past year was one of my worst, and simultaneously one of the strongest ones I've had.

I learned how truly horrible the people you love the most can be, but I learned I'm stronger than I thought.

I will keep fighting, I will keep moving.

Will I always be this strong? No, and there may come a day I can no longer win, but until that time comes I will fight to keep my legs moving.

[spikeghost-deactivated20240530]

[thisisnotfortears-deactivated20]

Yeah, the pilot script which leaked months ago had all of the issues she highlighted so I have absolutely no problem believing that’s exactly what she was fired for. A lot of people on social media tried to highlight the same problems to the writers and were completely ignored. I’d already decided not to watch the show when the script leaked; Nadria coming forward back in November just solidified my decision.

[monarchisms]

what is the werewolf argument ? its been forever since ive seen those videos so i dont exactly remember the context

[spongebob french narrator voice]: ah... ze werewolves argument. i remember it like it was yesterday...

i cannot rewatch that part of ah12hour on my own because all the salt makes me sad and uncomfortable, so my friend @jdoollz​ did me a solid and rewatched the whole thing himself, and provided a full rundown of what happened, as well as this tl;dr:

RH played the game wrong and it fucked the whole game up, Jeremy got mad because he made Jeremy lose by being an idiot, then they both just started shouting and calling each other an idiot and moron.

if you want to rewatch it yourself, it’s in the fourth vod of the ah12hour stream, and it starts around 1:27:30. if you want to read the full rundown, everything will be under the cut:

Jeremy was the only werewolf, RH was the troublemaker. RH fucked up and opened his eyes during the insomniac part of the night, realized he was the troublemaker and not the insomniac, so when the day round starts he says immediately that he messed up while he has the troublemaker card, he played as the insomniac on accident.

Jeremy immediately jumps on that and is like okay you're not the insomniac because I am, and RH tells him no, because you would have had your eyes open at the same time as me therefor you are lying about being insomniac.

Jeremy at the end of the round gets upset, "I don't know what you want from me! I play the game by the rules! And he's like I caught you in a lie, sleuth RH! Going into the code, playing the game wrong! Moron!"

He and RH just start shouting insults at each other. After they all point at Jeremy and kill him, Trevor asks him to explain what happened exactly. If there is only one werewolf, when that werewolf wakes up they can take a look at one of the middle cards. Jeremy looked at the middle card closest to him and it was insomniac, so he thought to himself, "Oh I will play insomniac since no one at the table has it."

Jeremy was upset because RH played the game wrong and fucked up his play by playing as the insomniac even though he had the troublemaker card.

RH starts yelling at Jeremy and calling him stupid because while Jeremy was playing the game completely correctly, he made a mistake by sticking to his story. Jeremy says "What? RH's saying you're supposed to UNDERSTAND I was a moron."

[acheemient]

"Fuck those people, fuck Ryan Haywood."

We love this king.

[30-minute-memes]

But Elon wholesome and hardworking man 😢 /s

[asexual-spock]

This is the energy I need in my life 

[diaryofandnwoman]

Link for full article below.

Shawna Dias’s sewing machine is tucked away at her work table behind racks of fur. Hot pink, bright yellow, baby blue, they hang like a fluf

[jgvfhl]

*pretends to be shocked but also maybe this will make people realize that Indigenous People Know What The Hell They’re Doing and Deserve Respect*

[paddysnuffles]

3 other fun/cool facts about the Inuit:

1. They also invented kayaks and dog booties.

Dog booties are actually really important for working sled dogs in winter to protect their paw pads from iceburn and keep ice from getting in between their toes and burning them that way.

2. The traditional Inuit diet is one of the healthiest in the world, and the most balanced for the ratio of Omega 3 to Omega 6 consumption

Most modern diets consume way too much Omega 6 and not enough Omega 3.

3. Inuit is a plural noun. When speaking about a single person the correct word is Inuk (always capitalized)

For example, “This Inuk woman is wearing traditional Inuit tattoos”.

[graaaaceeliz]

And she is wonderful

[historic-old-guard-lover]

Never a bad time to remember that indigenous people are wonderful and deserve to have a good day.

[gahdamnpunk]

Reblog to make a transphobe uncomfortable eating M&M’s

[0nighthawk0-deactivated20200912]

They did the same with the Brown M&M

Clearly they’re together too, two happy Trans Women Lesbians.

[universe-punk]

[dearest-darlingest-diva]

[marsupials-of-mars]

Breaking news: terfs banned from m&ms forever

[its-aighost]

Wait if round means no nuts what about red

[ashbur-deactivated20250915]

he’s obviously a transman you complete and utter buffoon.

[the-autumn-apple-artworks-deact]

Blessed

[iamtypinglike98madmen-deactivat]

The orange m&m as well

[groovy-rat-man]

n o i c e

[rayinberkeley]

These exchanges between a bigot named Brendan Sullivan, and a heroic troll named Robert Graves, will be the best thing you read all day, I promise.

[r4tjam]

crying

[im-a-dragon-cawcaw]

“Remember Brendan, if you block me, the terrorists win.”

[joshuu-nutboi-higashikata-deact]

[neurospicybirb]

Fun fact! Water actually turns “blood red” when it is contaminated by sulfur creating sulfuric acid. And scientists have discovered that around the time of the plagues a volcano went off that disturbed Egypt’s environment. So the plagues are scientifically proven. The other parts of the plagues are explained by the sulfuric acid river making the animals leave the river and escaping into the human population.

[vampiregirl2345]

WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME THE PLAGUES WERE PROVEN

[kvothe-kingkiller]

if anyone wants a full list heres how they happened:

basically they all stem from a massive eruption of a volcano on the island of santorini off the coast of greece. the ash then floated over to egypt which kickstarted the plagues

1) blood: the ash carried the mineral cinnabar, which has the capability of turning water red

2) frogs: the ash also had many toxic and acidic substances so naturally, all the frogs are gonna flee the river

3) lice: given what was going on insects would have burrowed into dead animals/peoples skin and laid eggs, which then hatched

4) beasts: everything is getting poisoned from the ash and toxins, causing animals to freak the fuck out/die

5) pestilence: toxins again

6) boils: the ash would have caused storms that carried acid rain which when it fell, would irritate peoples skin causing boils

7) hail: the storm again

8) locusts: again with the insects and the amount of dead bodies and such which attract more insects. a lotta insects basically.

9) darkness: the ash covered the sky, blocking out the sun

10) slaying of the first born: given that children’s bodies were found in higher numbers than others, some archeologists think they may have been sacrificed to stop all the destruction, but they aren’t 100% sure about that. this is just me but I would say another possibility is that babies/kids are a lot more susceptible to toxins and shit, so while an adult may have been fine or gotten a bit sick, it might have been very dangerous/deadly for kids or babies

the volcano would also attest for the parting of the sea weirdly enough. the red sea was in fact the ‘reed’ sea, and was very shallow, probably waist deep or so. given the amount of shit dumped into the ocean from the volcano, this wouldve caused a tsunami to head towards egypt. the water would get sucked out from the reed sea right before the tsunami hit, letting people pass it easily, then the actual tsunami would hit, fuckin up anyone who tried to follow.

another theory is that the red water was caused by algae, which would cause the frogs and stuff to jump out as well. the algae also carried substances toxic to animals so if they ingested any they’d get sick and die, so more insects. in this theory there was a sand storm coincidentally that caused the rest

some sources: X X

[wigmund]

The volcano wasn’t ON Santorini - it WAS Santorini, then called Thera. It completely blew away the Minoan settlements on the island and was one of the largest eruptions in human history. 

The tsunamis from the Theran eruption devastated Crete, weakening the then-powerful Minoan civilization, leaving them open to being invaded by the Mycenaeans.

The volcanic winter it created devastated crops in China leading to the fall of the Xia Dynasty. 

The abrupt and catastrophic loss of the people of Thera may have also inspired the myths about Atlantis.

[orville-redenbacher-space-hero]

this is blowing my fucking mind

[missmagooglie]

I love that if you really boil all this information down, what you get is something approximating “the sinking of Atlantis caused the 10 Biblical plagues of Egypt” which is, like, one of the greatest mythological mash-ups I have ever heard of.

[alloverthegaf]

shout out to Ray for posting a nostalgic photo of 2013 AH all together and straight up saying “yes it’s been cropped” and also shout out to whoever organised the photo so that guy was on the end and easy to crop out

[sirxusblack]

[christophernolan]

iT wAS fORsHaDOweD DAnNy wOuLd GO MaD.

[pondnaravit]