Harry: Okay. I- I don’t- I don't care that we're different... You know? I- What I care about...is you. I care about you. Okay? And I didn't say it. I should've said it, but I didn't because... uh... Well, (chuckles) 'cause I am an emotionally insecure source of your discomfort who's not good at expressing his feelings. Probably because I've been on my own my whole life. It's not an excuse; It's just...It's why instead of telling you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me, I-I make jokes about your ear lobes and-and I tell you that you try too hard, when, you know, the truth is: I just don't want you...to get hurt because...because no one else in the world matters more to me than you do. Murphy:(talking fast, amidst sobs) I...I do try too hard because deep down I'm afraid I am what everyone thinks I am, and I suppress my discomfort because I'm worried it makes me look weak and I wanna be strong, and I think I'm failing all the time and I only take what you say personally because you're the only one in my life who ever believed in me, even when I don't even believe in myself! And I should have told you that. No one else in the world matters to me more than you do, either. Harry:...I have unresolved childhood trauma that I refuse to discuss because being vulnerable scares me. Murphy: I make dangerous choices because I have an unhealthy cop hero complex. Harry: And I didn't join S.I. because I wanted to work with a cop; I joined because I always wanted to be part of a pack... and the thought of losing you scares me because...because you're my pack.
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