This is me

living my best life ❤

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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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There’s no room for doubt, worry, or anxiety. I cancel the spirit of worry in the Name of JESUS. Amen!

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Hello,

Just got home after meeting a friend. Wala lang, pinaalala ko lang sa kaniya lahat ng dapat niyang gawin hihi. Katuwaaa, I feel seen and loved. 🥰

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Lord I did my best, kayo na po bahala. Claiming your favor and blessings in my life! 

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hello, nakapasok kana. 3rd quarter na tapos gumagawa kana ng make up test hahahhahahaha grabe thank You Lord

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Lord I did my best, kayo na po bahala. Claiming your favor and blessings in my life! 

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Amazing as always

Grabe talaga si Lord, ang tagal kong hindi nakapag devotion tas kanina lang ulit ako nakapag devotion. Nag praise and worship talaga ko para effective kasi alam mo yun? Miss na miss ko talaga si Lord, naiyak na nga ko. Kasi naalala ko kung pano sobrang inlove at on fire ako sa kanya noon, tas narealiza ko na lang na di na pala ko ganun ngayon. Na may nagbago, syempre ayoko na naman na mapalayo kay Lord, kasi sobrang di ko kakayanin pag nawala yung presence ni Lord, realtalk di ko kakayanin talaga. Ang hirap e, sya talaga tumulong sakin nung feeling ko wala nakong dahilan para mabuhay yung hopeless na talaga ko. Savior/Redeemer/Lover of my soul ko talaga siya, first love ever. Nakakatuwa nga kasi siya first love ko e, di ako mabobroken, hahaha. Kidding aside, ayun nga nakakatuwa kasi yung devotion ko parang ganun yung message sa VOTD ng church namin. Grabe lang, feel ko na naabot ko talaga si Lord, minsan kasi ganun e, kahit nag dev ka parang wala lang. Pero atlis may pinanghahawakan ka for the day. Yun nga lang yung ngayon grabe, kasi ngayon na lang ulit tas ganun pa kapowerful. Nakakatuwa talaga si Lord. Inlove nanaman ako hahaha, yeah! Orayt XD 

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wowWW who are u baby girl? I miss you hahaha cute mo - 24 kana ngayoon uy 

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GANYAN KAYO EH NO? HA? PIPILITIN NYO TALAGA KAHIT SAGAD NA YUNG TAO? WOW. MINSAN PO MAGINGAT DIN TAYO, BAKA YUN NA YUNG DAHILAN NG PAGKADAPA NG IBA SIGE PA DIN KAYO. USO PAHINGA NAMAN DRE. AKO TALAGA PALAGI EH NO? WOW, TAS PAGKANAGKAGULO MABABADTRIP KAYO? SGE PILIT PA MORE! HAYYY NAKO KABEASTMODE 

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OMG HAHAHAHA MY 16 YEAR OLD SELF SINO KAAWAY MO LOL 

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Update in my life

So hey guys! (Idk how to start this, but ya, u could really say that im a very awkward person, based on this part) 😄. Anyway, I'm just happy to share that my life now is pretty amazing. I'm totally healed from all of those heartaches of my past, and I have already accepted the things that happened to me. It doesn't bother me anymore and I'm totally satisfied with what's going on in my life. I remember it so clearly, the time that I just surrendered myself, my whole life and heart and everything that I am to God. It was the time that I thought I couldnt make it anymore, I was on edge of my emotions and problems that it was so close for me to end my life. And then, that time, while listening to a song, I cried out to God, asking and begging for help to save me from my depression. I remember telling him that I cpukdnt take it anymore, that Im giving everything to Him cos I'm so drained and tired. I fell asleep crying that night. And today, I can really say that God honored my prayer that night. He answered my prayer to heal me and restore my life once again. He helped me to break free from my depression, to fight all those crazy voices in my head that poisons my faith and my sanity. He helped me to gain love and reapect for my self. He helpeed me to have self confidence and to believe in myself that I can be good and useful too. That, I am not an nobody, that I am special and I am expensive because He paid a great price, He gave His life for me. He made me realize that He was just there all those times, waiting for me to give it all to Him because He knows everything. And I am just so grateful and amazed because He reatored my life. He changed me, and He is still working in me. For now, what I am right now is really beyond of what I have imagined for myself. Everything that I am, its all bexause of Him. I wouldnt be even here if its not bexaise of Him. He loved me, He gave me joy and courage to start anew. After almost 3 years, I'm freed from my depression and anxiety. I am now in my 3rd year in college. And I'm taking up a course which Im also surprised why Im taking it. Im a future teacher, and I know its all in God plan in my life. My family's financial state is stable and we are ao blessed in so many ways. Only God can really change a life. And it also, begins with yourself. If you will choose to fight what youre going through right now or let it consume you. It starts with yourself, help yourself. And surrender it to God, sincerely, surely God will move in your life juat the way He did in mine. This is my testimony, a 16 year old girl before, who tried to plan everything in her life after she graduated highschool, and was brokenhearted and depressed when everything turned opposite she planned. And was saved only by her faith with God. Now I am used by God as a worship leader at our church, and I am involved with our youth group. He is using me because I believe that this life really belongs to Him. My old self is dead, and I am a new creation, living all for Hos glory alone. 😊❤ Praise the Lord! Psalm 116. #mine #personal

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20 years ago today, the Bosnian people faced the greatest genocide in Europe since the Holocaust in World War II. Over a period of 11 days, more than 8,000 of the men and boys were massacred while the women faced unspeakable torture. All this while the UN “peacekeepers” watched from the safety of the surrounding hills. According to some eyewitness testimonies Dutch peacekeepers were among the refugees watching as the Serbs raped and murdered them. Those same “peacekeepers” had declared Srebrenica a “UN Safe Zone” before the Serbs came and killed everyone.

Why did the Serbs kill the Bosnians? Because the Bosnians are a proud European Muslim people. The Bosnians were killed for their Islam.

I will never forget when I met a Bosnian girl and her mother, both refugees, from that time.

“So where are you from?” “I am from Srebrenica.” “Where is the rest of your family?”

She gave me a slightly annoyed look as if to tell me I should know better, and repeated:

“I am from Srebrenica.”

~ Shibli Zaman

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😂😂😂 @jamellesiringan (at Santa Isabel College Manila)

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hi guys?! hows everyone? I haven't in here for almost a year bc I guess I'm really doing okay and everything is doing great in in my life. Though of course, there's always problems and ups and down I;m handling it fine. I’m just glad that I’m starting to be my old self again, and I know I'm still in the process but I’m just happy how everything worked out with me. I just realized how miserable I am back then, and it was just a relief that I’m stable now. 

I hope everyone is okay too and if youre not you will be too. It might not be tomorrow but just keep hanging.your sun will shine too.

P.S: I have a job now, I’m a tutor. And in 1 month I will be back in school again and I think I will be very busy, plus the ministry ofc.  Ciao!

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I had this girl in my class and she was considered to be like really dumb. She’d ask a ton of doubts and questions in class, which everybody would consider to be “stupid"and “silly” and even the teachers would often taunt her but she’d never stop asking. But the thing was that she’d almost always top the class examinations and everyone was like???? They all thought she was cheating and stuff and obviously even the teachers were very biased because she wasn’t so ‘smart’ in class, and she was regularly accused of cheating. But nobody could prove that she was actually cheating but the whole class and teachers totally believed that she did. I’m pretty socially awkward so I never really talked to her, but she was leaving school this year and I was genuinely curious about how she was so good during exams and how she didn’t let everyone’s remarks affect her. She always used to sit and hang out with only one girl, and she told me that that friend of hers was severely socially anxious and she’d lag in studies because she couldn’t bring herself to ask doubts in class or ask for help from others. So they had this system where during lectures her friend would write down any question she had, and she would ask them for her. And I was just so touched??? Idk but it really changed the way I looked at people?? This girl endured taunts and jeers and borderline bullying for being “stupid” when she was actually really smart and could easily have refused to ask such doubts for her friend but she did?? And brushed off everything others would throw at her for her friend?? I was just, idk it just really changed me in some way.

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Be a good person, but don’t waste time proving it.

(via awkwarddly)

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honestly the best feeling ever is realizing you’re not sad anymore over something you thought you would never get over

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i miss the fandom