Yes, I know. I also have a calendar telling me it’s March 2025, hence the addition XD… but also, fuck that. We do what we want around here.
Nevertheless, it’ll be a much shorter wrap-up than usual.
I still mean to continue the tradition. These have started to feel like logs, which has made them even funner. It also absolutely hints hints, nudges nudges, that one specific Aberration of Sunlight has grown like fungi on my brain, and I couldn’t be happier about it. It is, after all, our sun of the year. Pun intended.
In real life terms… eh, it’s been pretty great, then it’s been the opposite of that, which means fantastically horrible and wrecked by health issues in my family… but overall, a normal human year, I guess? It’s spring, which means my neighborly pigeons have returned to the yard, and are probably going to nest in the central fir tree again. Bad decision. Their eggs kept rolling out and falling the previous years. But they do like the tree, and no cats get to them, and I guess we’re all stubborn in one way or another. One thing is certainly nice: they’re a cheery presence, and I love the staring contest we do whenever I prepare my breakfast. One of them always used to flutter away. Now he just puffs out his neck feathers, and I don’t know if they also share my occasionally goldfish memory, but he seems to have finally remembered me and is chilling.
(Or he’s finally gotten lazy enough. Also a family trait here.)
Aquiver, Aglow
My baby! Is ready! 2024 saw the last of my beta readers wrapping up, and now it’s free real estate on to the final editing round. Much, much love to each one of my readers. You’ve all been a great help, truly. One in particular made a recommendation that blew my socks off… and I’ve come to another decision.
I’m not going to pursue self-publishing. I will never do the advertising bit myself. So! What my beta did, was to suggest I could turn Color’s chapter into a short story, at which moment, 1-year removed from ‘quiv, I realized, oh yeah, I can actually do that. Coupled with another dear beta basically telling me to my face the bonding between Anne and Tyrone had been realized to the level I needed earlier than my slow-burn-loving ass realized… I can actually, potentially, realistically, do this. Color’s is 15k-ish if I remember correctly. I can par ‘quiv down from 190k to 120k. It’s just going to be a biiiit of work.
Regarding that… yeah, I’ve just come off a great deal of editing and paring down word counts for AoS. (Had one chapter I shortened from 30k to 15k! And I did it! Still shook over how well it turned out! But the gist of it is, I wanna feel the wind under my feathers– cruise through writing again, for a bit, not edit my arse off again.)
So… I wrote ‘quiv’s final draft between AoS’s. I’m going to edit ‘quiv into her final form after I do another draft… of something.
Which brings me to it, but it’ll be another big decision.
Remains of a Night – Aberration of Sunlight
It’s also finished now! Full, edited 4th draft and everything.
My other baby’s also become so special to me, in different ways from ‘quiv. And… oh, this little story about a creature born in the pulse of the night (the Beast) hearing its every thought and cries for help, but still retaining so much curiosity. And in present day it’s become a living cataclysm, kickstarting our current story. Where two just as little guys go toe to void toe with it, trying to keep each other alive. I’m getting such a rush of adrenaline and love again thinking about it. Ah…
(Finished it at the start of March. When I simply combusted, burned alive again over my favorite adopted father and son duo. In which the son adopts the father.)
Yeah, so I’m a little at a loss. Though perhaps that’s not the correct term. Everything is in place. Editing took it further than I did ‘quiv (I… didn’t quite discover my editing process, since I already had the bones of it, but I perfected it, and it feels like sunshine in my chest), and honestly, everything I wish for currently is to talk and talk and talk forever about it because everything in me feels so alive right now, hahahahahahaha. Alternatively, I will substitute that for reading someone else’s thoughts… which means I will probably write up a beta post. Though I guess that also won’t be your normal beta.
But that’s not a talk for this log wrap-up.
Conclusion
Why am I at a loss? Hm…
Simply put, I am, and am not. It feels more like half-time, or a crossroads. I feel like a granny sitting on a porch with her shawl wrapped around her, and a mug of warmth in her lap, squinting and appreciating the crisp wind. I’m content, that is to say. I can start writing a new wip anytime now, but I’m in no rush. It’s great. It feels like clear skies in my mind.
And honestly… what the fuck do I do XD
So there’s Morning Right, which would be the direct sequel to AoS, yet not. The events of Remains of a Night and Aberration of Sunlight have ended, and we will still follow Madigan and Spica, but the book genre changes again (this is a maybe long and funny story, but if anyone is interested they can ask). Honestly, I intend for it to be an optional follow-up. Mostly because my brainrot is still intense, and I want to have it to read whenever I want, and so much content in it I’m already hyped for. But it won’t be AoS. Anyway, the condition I set for myself was that I had to finish AoS first… and that’s technically fulfilled. And I honestly do want to do it, but…
There’s also Infinity in Five, which is technically a spin-off of AoS. Or, uh, quite. I had to get a suicide mission off my brain in AoS to change the plot in the direction I wanted, and the best way to do it was to reserve it for a future wip. One song later, I had this concept (different worldbuilding, everything, from AoS by the way, though it’s still sci-fi. And this one has aliens) of five best friends being sent on a suicide mission on a planet, to blow up a dam, and despite all that, the story will mostly focus on how much they love each other. There’s also a ginormous centipede-like vehicle they steal from the enemy side. And it’s sci-fi. And it’s giving me the same fun vibes as AoS… and it’s technically a spin-off… so you see my conundrum.
And then there’s High-Noon Saturnalia, who was always going to be my next wip. It’s also fantasy, which I kinda crave to write again. With ghosts of places, gods, a desert reverting to an ocean as part of being the ghost of its place… and actually, the main point, the disaster cowgirl ex-wives and my first time writing romance. Which means it’s going to end well for none of the four girls. LOL. And now that I think on it, more plot twist than I’ve had since my Spirit (first big wip ever) days, and this is another one I’d love to start presently, at this exact moment. So what the fuck do I do, hahahahahahahaha.
I have faith in me I’ll figure it out… for suuuuure…
Either way, this concludes our log for this year! As always, I wish all of you happiness, and may the writing keep going! It’s been a hot minute since I’ve said this, but if any of you need to talk, my inbox is always open. Just keep in mind life can roll in like thunderclouds, and it might take a moment. But I always return:)













