I saw this one post on how to get addicted to porn and it got me thinking. Why shouldn't I try it too? I mean, theres hundreds if not thousands of people on this app who devote all their time to chasing a high. So, it would be reasonable for me to do so aswell, right?
It started this morning. I woke up extra early so that I could edge for a little while before getting up. Ive been getting into humping, so I grabbed my pillow, put on a hypo file, amd started rocking back and fourth for what felt like hours. By the end of it, I wanted to cum so badly, but instead I edged.
Classes weren't any better, either. I played with the idea of leaving the house with a dildo in so that I could grind on it throughout the day, but I landed on going pantiless instead. Throughout the day, i would imagine different men coming up to me. They would pull down my skimpy shorts and push me against the nearest surface, abusing my holes over and over till they were through.
When I finally got home, I was absolutely soaked. Wasting no time, I stripped and crashed into my bed, opening tumblr and beginning to scroll. As Ive been writing this, I've been squirming, desperate for some kind of touch. Going back to the inspiration for this post, they said denial was the best way to get hooked. So, in the spirit of that, I won't touch myself for a few awhile, let alone cum. To make it better (or worse), Ive decided to condition myself to get off on notifications. Feel free to send in files, joi, or anything, really. Wish me luck, though 😓