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20y.o,human,aroace, call me "creature".bad artist/ pathetic cosplayer/chronical smoker/mentally unstable/beginner at arts/ major in politics. hello tumbler,please treat me well

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Mhm,yeah again

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I’ve seen u in a dream about white rabbit

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So she has a better place now

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I continue with wailing,cause why….?

It sucks, u see I saw a lot of resemblance between myself and jax, and I thought damn if she’s got a chance that means so do I.

Then I was shot 57 times,ffs

Guess, I should mention that I had a story with eating disorders, body dismorphia, being female and treated as such.But I also don't really want to transition, I'd rather be androgynous. And oh well now I am non-binary. But being shit and covering things with jokes/meds/cruelty stays.

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Wholesome lesbians cause pride goes on

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Mhm, remember this animatic from riot,well let me remind you

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Yeah, gotta reblog this

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Undertaker sinner and non-binary walk into a bar

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Kinda spoiler, I guess.

Regarding transfem jax.

Nothing particular, but still

Gotta add my take on transfem Jax, cause I wanna and yes, I did not see it earlier, which is mostly caused by culture I grew up in and the fact that english isn't my native language.

Nonetheless,accounting for given context on jax's relationship with his mother and father I darw to say that constant pressure from that environment forced jax to rediscover herself or at least subconsciously consider the possibility.

She does seem insecure about her masculinity as well as not being enough for someone, avoidance, and secrecy add gasoline to fire.

Still, I believe: first therapy,not to fix, but to better understand oneself, then hrt or avatar change (suit yourself on this one) Boobs don't fix depression and sensation of being lost. Do I think jax would be more comfortable?

— yes

Do I also believe it should come from content with soul and body instead of trauma inflicted by one's mother?

Yes,indeed.

Still, if she goes through with it, whether understanding or trauma, I will adore her no matter what

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Isn’t she lovely

[sob, sob,sob,sob]

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Recovery

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In dark times like this, I shall return to Steven universe and draw lapis×peridot with enhancers .

Episode 9 made me suffer a very particular emotional damage

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Well,one yuri has been doomed another has arisen

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I’m not upset,u r…

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It’s pride noooooow

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Took me an eternity