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ohana means family { achilles and amphitrite }
It wasn’t every day that Amphitrite’s nephew was involved with an entire war. Well, it wasn’t every day that Amphitrite had a nephew that she actually cared about. With fifty sisters, it was hard to keep up with all of them, especially when you are the Queen of the Sea. However, if there was any sister that Amphitrite would keep up with, it’d be Thetis. The leader of their sisters, daughter of Nereus and Doris, Thetis had something that all of her sisters could crave. She had strength. She had beauty. She had everything. So when her sister had been ambushed by the mortal man at the advice of Zeus, Amphitrite and her sisters had been enraged for their sister. They had watched quietly by as Thetis had married the mortal, Peleus, as their once free and strong sister was chained to the surface until she gave birth. Achilles.
While Amphitrite had been angry for her sister, she couldn’t feel that toward her nephew. The overwhelming sense of protectiveness and love that she felt for the boy was one that she would feel for her own children. Poseidon and Amphitrite had many children of their own but she would always have a special place for Achilles in her heart. It almost made her sick, how easily she could crumble for him. Amphitrite, the Queen of the Sea, forever powerful alongside her husband, could and would crumble for her half human nephew. It was pathetic but all too real. So when Thetis would tell her everything about the war or even of Patroclus, Amphitrite would feign disinterest despite her feelings being the opposite.
Her nephew, Aristos Achaion, and Amphitrite wouldn’t doubt it. Only the best for him. And when Thetis told her of the visions that she had seen, Amphitrite wept. She had wept for days, making the waters unsteady and wild. It was then that she knew she’d be making a trip to the mortal world, to Troy. She wanted to see her nephew once more before he met his end.
The Achaeans’ camp was surprisingly easy for Amphitrite to drift upon after walking out of the sea. However, once she walked upon men, that was a different story. Perhaps she could have blended in with one of the concubines. But Amphitrite was no concubine. No, she was the consort of Poseidon herself. Her skin like smooth porcelain of a seashell, her body curving like the waves of the sea, her hair the color of the sun setting on the ocean. No, nothing about Amphitrite said concubine. Everything said goddess. And mortals like these should bow at her feet. But the moment one of the men noticed the radiation of something more within Amphitrite, she was greeted with spears and swords. As if that could kill her. “Can’t an aunt visit her nephew without getting threatened?” Her voice was like velvet as she rolled her eyes. “Now, before any of you hurt yourselves, where is he? Where is my Achilles?”
into the lion’s den || sarpa & dorian
Sarpa could hear his feet shuffle about, hear the surprise in his voice – her head cocked to the side, ear towards the visitor to try to get a better angle on what he was doing. Hopefully he didn’t break anything, because if that were the case, he wouldn’t make it out alive. Her lips curled up in a passive smile, though it faltered just slightly as she continued to listen on. She knew her store was practically a maze, but she liked it that way, it felt more like the old caves Medusa inhabited, full of statues from those who had failed to slay her.
“Thank you,” She spoke out, her perch a valued vantage point from where she was seen from all angles, “Most are done by the same person. There are a few that I have found.” Pride filled her; yes, she knew her statues were beautiful, but that’s only because the people themselves were quite alluring. At the question about females, Sarpa sat up a little straighter and gestured to her right and left, “I do, yes. You can find them around me–” She then smiled, “–and in the back.”
Normally she didn’t offer the ones in the back, but to certain males, especially those who handed out compliments, well, they were given the option to go back there. If they did, Sarpa knew she could try latching on and getting more from them. But if they refused, then she figured it would be best to let them go and not bother trying.
Dorian knew that it wasn't likely that he'd find a female statue that resembled his mother in this shop. But that didn't mean he wouldn't try. With July 16th, the anniversary of his mother's death, quickly approaching, it was always around this time that Dorian and his father missed her the most. And if Dorian were more skilled in sculpting or if he had a more definite picture of his mother in his mind, he'd do it himself. However, he didn't-- couldn't. But if he could find a statue that even resembled her in the slightest, he knew it would mean everything to his father. So what better gift could there be on Father's Day than the gift of Dorian's mother and Joseph's wife back, at least in some shape or form?
“They really are quite stunning.” He flashed a smile at the woman before his eyes drifted to where she pointed. And surely enough, he was met with the perfectly sculpted bodies of women that seemed almost too lifelike to be possible. Biting his lip, Dorian managed to retain a smile as he concentrated on each stone face. None really matched his mother’s likeness-- none to the right of the woman anyways. But what was he supposed to expect? That he’d find his mother amongst this labyrinth of statues? It was unrealistic-- a fairy tale even, more fictional than the fact that Dorian was a reincarnate of Amphitrite.
“You said something about the back?” Dorian turned back to face her. He really didn’t want to leave empty-handed today, especially with days approaching faster and faster. And with Amphitrite gone, he needed his father more than anything. And this would be how to do it. “Could you possibly accompany me there? If it’s not an inconvenience, of course.”
dark against your fellow man • kyle and dorian
kylemesser:
Your brother’s wife.
Great, a man Kyle never met and a goddess who seemed way too pissed to actually let him enjoy the rest of his meal. Kyle swallowed the bite he had taken and looked up at the man – woman – that stood right next to him. Had it been a lady, he would’ve stood up; the mayor’s son can’t afford to look rude. However, to the outsides, it seemed as if he was just greeting a friend; guys just meeting guys, whatever else people could say about two guys talking to each other in what would hopefully be a casual manner. “First, thank you. I really am ruggedly cute,” Kyle said, giving the man a grin as he looked up “– secondly, Zeus is not here. If you want to talk to him, leave a message at the beep. I had to…” his voice trailed off, as if he was looking for the right word to say although he failed “shut him out momentarily since I’m pretty sure he’s not a fan of orange juice and he just wouldn’t shut up about it. I’m sure you know how he can be.” Kyle said, trying to keep his tone casual; there was no reason for… whoever the goddess was, to be as stiff as she seemed to be about whatever.
( Simmer down. ) This is me on my simmered state. ( It’s Amphitrite. Poseidon’s wife, jealous little bitch. She must’ve found out about you and Silas’ little encounter. ) What, two guys can’t talk? Seems like a bit too possessive. ( Let me talk to her. ) Not yet. She wants to talk to either, I doubt she wants to talk to her brother-in-law.
Zeus kept talking; Kyle let him, instead of shutting him out. He had grown quite good and making his voice a white noise rather than a buzzing sound, constantly annoying Kyle when it wasn’t the time to do it. Kyle kept his eyes on the man before him, knowing fully well who it was that lied behind the rough shell that was standing before him. Putting his silverware down, resting on the plate, he motioned to the seat. “Please, why don’t you sit? It’s a table for two after all, might as well make the most of it.” He told the goddess, giving her a gentle grin; if he had to be charming, that’s what he was going to be. ( What are you doing? ) Having a talk with Amphitrite, what does it look like I’m doing? “Waitress!” he called out; food made people happy, he just hoped the goddess was the least bit human to actually order something rather than dismiss young Tracy.
“Well, do you want to talk to me or the other big guy?” He asked the goddess before he picked up the silverware again; he made sure to keep his tone audible but hard to decipher if you weren’t standing right next to the two guys, who appeared to be as normal as they come. Then, he picked a couple of french fries from his plate and took a bit, his eyes never leaving the goddess, giving her a grin before he spoke again. “Is it because of my talk to Silas, back at the gym?” he spared no filter, no time. If he had an idea why the goddess was talking to him, he would bring it up and waste no time. Both him and Zeus needed to be some place else rather soon and the town’s fate lied in the future conversation. “In my defense, I had no idea he was Poseidon. Zeus did try to tell me but I thought he was just being a pain the ass.”
Cute. Really. Zeus knew how to pick them. Externally attractive but overall... cocky and annoying personality wise. Had Dorian been conscious, he’d probably find this man amusing and perhaps even flirt a little bit. If he didn’t know that Silas had already been flirting with this man. Her little mortal always so... childish. He wanted Silas more than most things then he throws the man away like a toy. But then the moment that someone else takes an interest in Silas, he reacted much like a child would. Jealous and overall unpleasant to be around. However, jealousy and attractive men aside, Dorian wasn’t conscious. No, Amphitrite was here for the time being. And while this boy-- Kyle, she believed his name was?-- may have found himself amusing, she did not share that same sentiment.
How the mortal mocked her... would have earned him the same fate as the men on the docks, had he not been an incarnate of Zeus. Then again, she’d never been completely fond of her brother-in-law so perhaps that wouldn’t be such a big deal either.
Taking the seat across from the boy, Kyle, Amphitrite let out an almost wistful sigh. “And would you look at that? A human opened his mouth and then his charm declined significantly. Man, I’ve never seen that happen before.” Amphitrite wasn’t very fond of holding back at the moment. She would lose her claim over Dorian shortly. She might as well say everything she wanted to say now rather than later in Dorian’s head. Amphitrite was sure that the snark would be clear on Dorian's face if anyone was paying attention to the three-- or would it be two-- of them. The boy called out for a waitress as if he were Zeus, sitting on a throne at Olympus. And perhaps, he was in another life. But not to Amphitrite. No, this boy was nothing more than a temporary body for her brother-in-law and she was sure that Zeus knew that.
"Water. And whatever special you have today." Amphitrite quickly brushed off the woman, focusing her attention on the mortal in front of her. "I'm sure Zeus would be wise to talk to me at some point. However, it would be much more direct if I simply went straight to the problem at hand rather than deal with my brother-in-law right away." Her tone said regal, as did her posture and overall attitude. If she were speaking to any normal human, they'd cower under the harsh gaze of Amphitrite. The waitress-- Tracy, her name tag read-- brought a glass of water over to their table, another plate in her fingers. She stood stiffly in this face-off between two powerful beings, even if Zeus was a coward and hid within his incarnate. Taking the glass, Amphitrite easily reached for the salt shaker and begun sprinkling the condiment into her water. Despite the disturbed expression on the waitress's face, Tracy slid the plate in front of Amphitrite, revealing a dish of fried fish in front of the aquatic goddess.
Instantly, a sneer landed on Amphitrite's face after she dismissed the waitress. "You are like my boy, Dorian. He doesn't like to listen to me and look what has happened to him. Beaten to a pulp and now I'm in charge. I'd advise that you listen to Zeus-- sometimes at least, I know he can be quite the... what do you call it... douche. But I'd also advise that you listen to me now. You do not flirt with Silas. You do not move towards Silas with the single idea of romance. Or you know what? Don't even think about romance with Silas involved in the slightest. Because my boy is hard headed and won't listen to me if I try to convince him not to fry you like my brethren in front of me." Looking at the boy in front of him with a saccharine smile, Amphitrite tightened her fist, making the water in her glass boil for a moment to emphasize her point. "I know you humans are rather dull but I'd like to overestimate you in the slightest so I'll ask you. Do you understand?"
the devil (goddess) within; amphitrite & persephone
Peresphone wanted to laugh upon the site of the mortal boy Clara had met in these very bayous. What were the odds that Clara had run into another incarnate. It was too good to be true really. Upon seeing the water in her hands - Persephone quickly came to conclusion that she was looking at the one and only Amphitrite. So without any hesitation, Persephone dropped the vines that had been ready to strangle Amphitrite just moments before. “We really do, though it seems a bit fitting don’t you agree? A place where life and water meet?” Persephone inquired as she made her way down from the tree. If she was going to have a conversation with the water goddess she’d prefer to do it from the ground.
As Persephone took steps towards Amphitrite flowers sprung up around her feet and a smile graced her lips. “So, what brings you to this neck of the woods - or bayou I should say. Trying to get away from the mortals as well? They have been rather…testy lately.” It was pleasant talking to another goddess, it reminded her of days that have long passed where she could travel where she pleased and talk to whom she wanted to speak to. Persephone’s life was drastically different in the glory days as she fondly called them. Though, she would admit that she didn’t miss the petty fights between all of them and silly grudges that so many Gods would hold against one another.
No, what Persephone missed most was her home with Hades in the underworld - being surround by the dead who were woeful over their deaths but were often regretful of their actions and thus left the pettiness to the living.
It had been occurring more and more often in her mortal. Sometimes even the slightest look of a person would trigger them. Like that woman Dorian had accidentally grazed with his truck, the moment they laid eyes on her... Amphitrite saw Demeter. And Dorian... he saw flashes of her memories like long waves of grain ready for the harvest. And it wasn’t just Demeter, it was Ares, Zeus, Aphrodite, and countless others. Far too many for such a town as Savannah. And she knew it was only a matter of time before something like this occurred. And as she had known, it had happened.
Olympians walked on the earth once more.
The mortal girl that Persephone inhabited was an interesting one. From the rumors that Dorian read in his head-- and in turn, Amphitrite’s head-- she had dealt with a lot. Dorian liked her. Even gave her one of his paintings without cost. The girl seemed sweet. The goddess... well, Amphitrite knew that queens weren’t always what they seemed. Seemingly as calm and tranquil as the sea but then a hurricane underneath. Queen of the Underworld face to face with the Queen of the Seas. Some would flinch and cower at the meeting. However, Amphitrite didn’t flinch or cower at the sight of any god or goddess, whether she was scared or not.
Scared was not something she would use to describe her temperament towards Persephone, daughter of Demeter. Quite the opposite actually as she was quite fond of the girl. “Always so sentimental, my dear. Where life and water meet? The two meet everywhere including in that girl you inhabit.” Despite the tone of Amphitrite’s voice, she knew not to underestimate the goddess. Any that did... well, they were invited to join Persephone below. “I’m bored with the humans and their petty destruction. They’re simply fighting something that they won’t win. They’ll kill each other on their own. Why even help them?” Almost as if on cue, the slightest crack of twigs on the ground made Amphitrite’s eyes flicker slightly towards the sound. However, she didn’t let it show on her face. Looking towards Persephone, she couldn’t tell if the other goddess noticed either. But it was quite obvious to Amphitrite’s ears that they were not alone in bayou anymore.
Are gods really gods if no one believes in them anymore? Zeus takes walks in the rain and tries to talk up joggers in central park. When they bolt, or only return his advances with polite smiles that look like fence posts too high for even him to jump, he sighs. He tells them he is a god, and his words echo back to him, accompanied by laughter. No one believes him He picks up his wife, who might be his sister in this time, in a beat up car with a beautiful flame job, Hera is a marriage counselor with peacock feather bags under her eyes, her advice falls on her own deaf ears as her jealous eyes roam over every girl they pass, and she is right to. She knows this. She has always known. Poseidon’s hands are rough and calloused, he raises cargo too heavy for a man his age, the young ones say. He laughs his fisherman’s laugh, all depths and riptide, because no one should be his age. He reminds himself he is one of the lucky ones, he gets to be around what he loves. He may not have his dominion any more, but salt water and sun still weather his face. Hades stalks the streets at night, women cross the street to avoid him, and he smiles with his needle-teeth, they are right to. This winter he is without a bride, and he still wants to usher souls into the afterlife, the pistol hangs heavy in his pocket, his tongue glints gold, the coin to pay his Charon, his most loyal employee. He brings knives to gunfights and guns to fistfights, he stands with his arms out like their new God, these fickle humans, he welcomes the bullets. He dares them to kill him. They try. Ares and Athena spit curses laced with whiskey from across dive bar floors, they are moving human pawns across a chessboard. They were strategists before they were gangsters, but it doesn’t matter now. Apollo sings in a nightclub, his crooning voice from a forgotten time. He has his sister’s blood under his fingernails, from stitching up wound after wound, Artemis forgets she is not invincible anymore. He sings about the moon and wonders where she is, picking a fight with some would-be rapist, maybe it’s Zeus. It’s probably Zeus. Again. Dionysus drinks away their shared pain, dealing LSD in dark alleyways, he whispers sweet promises and his followers believe him, he was human once and he can be again, like wine, he knew nothing so sweet could have lasted forever. Icarus sidles up to his side, asking if he’s got anything that can make you feel like you can fly. In this life, he is a junkie, and Daedalus watches with ancient, sad eyes. Icarus is melting and Dionysus is letting him. Hestia sits by the hearth and waits for her family to come home. And she listens while they all curse their immortality. She shakes her head slow and clicks her tongue, I know, my darlings, I know. Are gods really gods if no one believes in them anymore? Does it matter?
Marissa Dakin, 2015 (via jouissants)
are you there? | inigo & dorian
“Are you there? Aphrodite.”
It’s been a couple days since Inigo had asked that question, and so far only empty silence has answered him. Usually he wouldn’t even have to ask, the goddess always a presence in the back of his mind, her whisper sweet and silky, her sultry warmth comforting as a surrogate mother he’d eventually thought her to be. It felt as if she was protective of her host, tugging him away from violence and conflict and into the arms of a lover instead, as if to say, ‘You were not born to fight. You create your own revolution with your fingertips against gooseflesh and your saccharine words. Leave war to the warriors.’
He missed her voice. The world was just a little lonelier without his guardian, a little scarier without his powers. It happened gradually, feeling his influence ebb away, like blood dripping from a wound. Inigo could still feel lustful eyes lingering on the nape of his neck, but his ability to manipulate that lust into love (or vice versa) had all but vanished. All means of control were gone. This time, he was helpless if they decided they wanted to have him, regardless of whether or not he wanted to have them.
His breathing grew heavier each time he thought about it, how he was no better than the mortals now, how if one wanted to kill him, they could easily do it. Inigo never learned to fight and never armed himself with a switchblade when he walked through the night; He never had any reason to. But now, walking through Savannah with only the narrow shelter of a streetlamp to keep him safe, Inigo had never felt more vulnerable.
A stranger passed him halfway to his apartment and bumped into his shoulder, jostling him a bit. “Excuse you,” Inigo huffed softly, more out of reflex than anything else.
“Excuse me?” the stranger groused, pausing in his steps to turn to stare at Inigo. Inigo forced himself to stop in his tracks, swallowing hard and immediately regretting his pride. “Why don’t you watch where you’re going, pretty boy? What, you too good for manners?”
“Like fuck, get your fucking head out of your asshole, you’re the one picking a fight here.” Maybe it was the nerves, the slow panic setting in, but Inigo’s temper was quicker than usual and his judgment had whittled down to simple reaction. Maybe he hoped putting himself in peril would force Aphrodite to come back and save her host, who the fucks knows. The stranger was 6′2 to Inigo’s 6′4, and if it came down to it, Inigo figured he could just run. But the guy’s scowl had melded into a malicious grin, and Inigo’s nails dug deep into his palm.
‘Are you there? Aphrodite.”
“You’re awfully quiet today. Did you get tired out killing people in my body?”
“If you’re throwing a temper tantrum, I honestly don’t give a shit.”
“Wait... if you’re not here, Amphitrite, don’t say anything.”
“Holy shit. Are you there? If not... stay gone, Amphitrite.”
Dorian had that conversation the day after he woke up in his bedroom, feeling sore with his head wracked with memories of boiling flesh and manly shrieks. It didn’t take long to put two and two together to figure out that Amphitrite had taken control over him after he’d lost consciousness from those assholes. His mind was quiet, feeling strange without Amphitrite’s smooth, nagging voice that “You’re a stupid mortal” or “You’re making a stupid decision” or simply “Stupid”. No more arguments about Dorian’s choices. No more sassy quips about Silas. No more complaining in the back of his head that made his jaw tense even if nothing was happening externally to bother him. No more Amphitrite. And Dorian absolutely loved it.
He couldn’t be bothered by it whatsoever. He didn’t have to worry about losing control over his powers because it seemed they were weakening without Amphitrite. Which was a fucking blessing more than a curse. No more worrying about whether this would be the day that he accidentally kills someone. No more stress about days he’d gone by without using his power. Because it seemed that even if he wanted to use his power, he wouldn’t be able to.
Fuck, someone pop a bottle of wine because Dorian was celebrating over here.
Dorian felt free. Freer than he’d felt in a long time. He was normal now. Regular citizens of Savannah were too scared to approach him, which suited him just fine. His students were too scared that they’d get boiled alive to talk back or sass him, which he was eternally grateful for. No one would dare move towards the art with Dorian guarding it. Even without his powers, Amphitrite’s little display only made it clearer that he was powerful. It was amazing. He felt... normal and he’d never really wanted any more than that before.
Walking home from work was practically second nature for Dorian. Sometimes he’d drift, take new routes to change it up and with his new found freedom, why the hell not? However, as he was walking, his arms tucked into his pockets, a standoff between two men caught his eye. Not necessarily because of the standoff itself. But because of the back of one of the men’s head. He’d know that head anywhere, judging by the fact that he spent an entire day seeing this guy naked. Well, he’d be damned if that wasn’t Inigo. You tend to be more familiar with a person’s body when you spend hours staring at every detail of their body.
Approaching the two, Dorian took a deep breath, prepared to intervene should he have to. He didn’t have any problem smashing a guy’s face into the wall or the ground if he had to. This wouldn’t be the first time he’d do that. “Hey babe,” the words came out flirty as if Inigo were his boyfriend, putting on a mask for the stranger. To anyone that didn’t know Inigo and Dorian, it’d come off as if they were in a relationship which seemed ideal for the situation. “I’ve been looking everywhere for you. We better hurry if we’re gonna make it to the club before happy hour is over.” He smiled, his eyes fixed on the man beside him and bringing his arm to rest along his shoulders. Claiming what was his. That’s what that would appear anyways. Because otherwise... grossssss. Turning his head to look at the stranger, his eyes flicked over to Inigo. “This guy giving you trouble?” His question was facing Inigo but it was obvious from his almost threatening tone that it was to the stranger, asking if they were going to have to settle this. If Dorian was going to have to end the night with blood on his knuckles rather than a margarita in his hands.
into the lion’s den || sarpa & dorian
Snakes slithered to and fro, their scales glistening onyx in the shafts of light pouring through the cracks in the marble. They hissed lazily, curling around each other, massaging, writhing, against each other. She could feel them there. They were her entire being, they were what her life was. They were her. At least, that’s what she felt. They were part of her, as one, as one deadly, scorned woman monster thirsty for blood. They craved it, too, she could tell. She would give it to them, when the time came–
Sarpa was broken from her thoughts – her memories? – when the faint ringing of a bell cast itself from the front of the shop. Her faded eyes hid behind a pair of shaded glasses, her ever present smile small and humble. A customer, how exciting. The voice in her head hissed softly at the thought, though she was far from displeased. This meant money, if she could sell something; not many people asked for lawn statues anymore. No one but the wealthy. Which, she couldn’t complain about really. Those people paid a pretty penny for her statues, and they were the ones putting food on her table, so she supposed she should be at least a little grateful for their generosity.
Putting on her award winning smile as she sat behind her front desk, register to her left and catalog book to her right, and face illuminated by the day’s light creeping in through the wide windows of the store front, Sarpa acknowledged the person who had just wandered into her home, “Hi,” She started, speaking to the individual in question from her perch, making sure not to make it too formal, people tended to shy from that, “We’re having a half off sale this month for Father’s Day. If you need assistance with anything at all, don’t hesitate to ask. And please, don’t touch. The statues are very delicate.”
Basically every single day that Dorian woke up in his small home, he was reminded that his father was basically all he had. And from what he’d observed over the years, Joseph Aquino had endured a lot. From having schizophrenia to losing his wife to having to raise a troublesome boy, Dorian knew that his father dealt with a lot of shit in his life. Now, add the fact that a goddess had marched around in his son’s meat suit apparently boiling people alive? Meaning his son was basically a murderer in his eyes-- seeing as he didn’t know about Amphitrite. Add in the fact that his dad probably thought that his son had his own mental illness. Yeah, Dorian owed his dad a kick ass present for Father’s Day.
Amphitrite was quiet and honestly, Dorian couldn’t give a single flying fuck. Father’s Day was a little more than a week away and in his opinion, he’d been a shitty son lately. Y’know, what with the murdering people by being possessed by a crazy ass goddess and all? He couldn’t bother with feeling worried of whether or not the bitch was going to show up again. For all he knew, she was gone forever, which would only insight loud cheering and probably a giant bottle of wine from Dorian.
Drifting from store to store, a sigh ran throughout Dorian’s entire body. Not a single kick ass present in sight. And then his eyes fell upon a shop, one that had been abandoned for a while before being bought up by some newcomer-- well, as new as they can get in Savannah. Serpent’s Cove Antique Shop. Well, they were creative at least. With a jingle, the door slid open from where he pushed and Dorian couldn’t resist poking his head inside. His head snapped up when he caught the sound of a greeting, eyes drifting to the smiling woman at the front desk. Almost instinctively, he returned a smile. “Can’t go wrong with sales,” he murmured absentmindedly as he drifted around the room, immediately taken by the antiquities. His eyes followed the trinkets on the walls before coming to the front. Only to be met by an eyeful of statue.
“Holy--” Dorian stopped himself before he ran into the statue all together, immediately struck by the almost calm, peaceful on the frozen man’s face. “Sorry about that.” He called out instinctively to the woman. He knew what it was like when people got too close to the art. Absolutely perfect, these statues. Almost realistic if it wasn’t for the stone. “These are amazing. Props to your sculptor,” he called out again, unable to move his eyes away from them. Perhaps-- That gave him an idea. His eyes drifted over the statues, most seeming to be male. “Do you happen to have any women?” he turned to face the woman. She had said that if he needed any assistance-- And he did. He wanted to see if he could find his mother.
what’s a king without a queen || silas & dorian
His hands have wandered over the chiseled temples of bodies before, rougher canvases of male lovers nothing strange to the God. He might’ve been used to do the cashmere pliant features to Amphitrite’s spirit, the tender, milky white molds of her breast and voluptuous hips of flesh sculpted to his touch – but even in this form, Poseidon saw the reflection of her beauty. Cutting was the gaze of those doe like eyes that most would expect to gleam with uttermost innocence, an Olympic torch of rebellion ever beaming in them – and those lips, feather filled cushions, were too in contradiction with their sharply defined cupid’s bow, reeking of strength and determination. To find matter stability in something so diaphanous seemed abstract, but yet he could see it – why this boy inside of him (or rather the other way around) was so incapable of letting him go, so hopelessly hopeful and so hellbent on finding the way when it seemed like there wasn’t one.
A pleasant rumble in his chest bubbled up to the low of his throat, like of a petted tiger purr, a response to her scold “I’ve been good for too long.” He breathed out a complaint, vibrating with pent-up tension, wild rivers of his irises sharp and intense on her now uncharacteristically unlike oceans own. Silas had deprived him of many splendored things, Amphitrite’s love one among the unforgivable, but if anything, he’d given him plenty of blue – more than enough not to miss something as insignificant as that color in his beloved’s eyes. Insignificant in comparison to this.
“Haven’t you had enough of words?” He hardly doubted they would discuss anything, that they would find time to tear themselves away from each other for a moment, starting to count from next ten minutes. Silas talked more than he guessed an average mortal did – the blonde even exhausted himself with all those thoughts, required at least an hour to fall asleep after closing his eyes because the four thousand questions he’d debate over the course of one day would plague him for so long. How he could ignore his instincts and heart for the sake of mind, Poseidon could never understand – and that was why he was powerful. He didn’t tire himself with how’s and why’s and if’s, he didn’t wait for things to happen but made them happen, and certainly not tomorrow but right away.
When their lips met, the ocean’s waves splashed over the shore’s rocks and the wooden ground beneath them, soaking their lower bodies with cold water. The pleasant swoosh of salty foam numbed what little of remaining thoughts there was of Silas in his head, an au naturel peeling scrubbing his presence away. Nevertheless, the heart and mind of a body weren’t connected and when the wings of the former fluttered faster and erratic in his chest, he could tell he wasn’t the only one savoring the taste of Amphitrite’s lips. Selflessly, he licked into the Goddess’s mouth not only for himself but for the mortal too – but it was more of a spiteful act than a reward, he was aware, at least on the short run. He’d seen how defiant these two could get and after being beaten for so long, he wanted to show them what being defied felt like; if he managed to show them how better it was giving in than fighting these feelings away was too, then that was splendid. Regardless of how good Amphitrite’s control was over Dorian, he counted on both of them hearing his next words meant to stir trouble for the vessels “I’ve missed this. So has he. So stubborn, so prideful, and for what?” he whispered into her mouth, leaving his lips to hang open, never not raking her new features with his stare, heated desire carved into his expression. And yes, with purpose he ruined Silas’s attempt at playing uninterested in Dorian. He wanted vengeance over these men, yes, but over the man who kept him from this too.
Like a varmint, a cockroach scratching at the surface underneath its feet, the men aside stubbornly reminded him of their presence like they had a death wish. With a slow crane of his neck, he shot them with a murderous glare, nostrils flaring with anger at the visual of their slimy, rammish and daring bodies “We want the revenge.” On the mention of we, one of the men made a terrible mistake of allowing his facial expression to breathe with question of ‘are they insane’ and even worse mistake of allowing his frightened eyes to graze over Amphitrite’s features. Poseidon was a mad man, inarguably so, but daring to think his beloved was mad as well – “I will not have you looking at my queen like that ever again.” He pushed himself off the ground, soaked pants clinging to his sore knees and in all his fury, with fingers twisting into the fists, marched towards the said man.
And the man could not move, put under the spell of his beloved, what a wonderful statue did he make. Not a statue, though, for he was even moving in Poseidon’s direction “Eager to die, aren’t you?” he hissed at the figure walking into him until they were chest to chest. His arms were still to his sides when he leaned into the man’s ear and whispered “You know, out of two of us, I was never that merciful one.” With the last syllable past his lips, he forcefully thrust the thumb and index finger of his right hand into both eyes of the man, pressing those inwards towards each other, using them like barbeque sticks to stab the eyeballs on each and gouge them out – only using the other hand to remove them off his hand and on the ground.
A scream, ever growing in volume and intensity, and somewhat arriving in intervals too, tore itself out of the blinded man’s throat – but Poseidon cut it off immediately, getting his hand around the abuser’s throat, and pushed him down on the ground until towering over him. Dragging the free palm over the ground’s dirt, he used his knee against the man’s chest to keep him pinned down and with another hand forced his mouth open to pinch the tip of his tongue and pull it out. On the reddened surface the smudged the dirt, moving the knee closer to his throat to trigger the gag reflex “It’s fun how people think I am limited. And just because I have to be in contact to Earth to use its resources. Sometimes you just have to be creative.” Once he was sure the Earth’s contents were in man’s organism, he grabbed onto the nearest bare expanse of his skin, sinking his nails just for that extra spice, until the veins over his features started bulging and filling up with running, black matter. “You /are/ the Earth and they don’t call me the Earth-shaker for nothing.” He accentuated every word whilst observing the small cracks forming upon man’s features with a malevolent smile. Glancing over his shoulder, he caught the eyes of his beloved and then glanced towards the other man who was obviously aware of what destiny awaited him “Feast yourself, my dear. There’s no feast to satisfy Gods without sacrifice.”
Amphitrite felt larger than life. Perhaps that was ridiculous but as a goddess older than a millennium, she could hardly care about feeling ridiculous. For years, she’d been trapped in the bodies of humans and it felt like she was being stuffed into a cage, the purity of her goddess status was far too large for a human’s temperament. So it had to settle for being spilling out whenever necessary, not a single corner empty of her. Of course, this was something that Dorian didn’t like very much. Sadly for her mortal, he didn’t have a choice in the matter. Her spirit had roamed the earth freely, only to be locked in a new sort of prison; it was different from Tartarus or the Underworld or even Olympus. Yes, this prison was nothing but her own body. Or rather Dorian’s body. But for now, it wasn’t Dorian’s body. No, Amphitrite was able to feel the ground beneath her feet and the irrevocable feeling of wind rushing through her short locks. And she didn’t want to let go. Not for another millennium. Not for all the stars or souls in all of existence.
It was ironic. No, hear her out because it was. One of the biggest similarities between Amphitrite and Dorian– or at least the biggest one that Amphitrite noticed– was that they both craved freedom. They craved it the way that a drug addict craved a fix or the way someone craved another’s touch. Freedom was something that they could fight for. But whilst her mortal went out to fight for his freedom– not very well, mind you– Amphitrite was locked down in chains in his mind. There was no way for them both to be free. They were one in the same and as long as one of them was cognizant, the other would never be free. Her long auburn locks formed Dorian’s short, raven waves. Her pale, voluptuous skin became his hardened, tanned body. Amphitrite, Queen of the Seas, Wife of Poseidon, became Dorian Aquino. And with this transformation… Amphitrite became a prisoner of a mind, both hers and not, rattling against chains and screaming out for that freedom that she craved.
But freedom had another name to Amphitrite. And its name was– no, still is– Poseidon.
Amphitrite sighed, still laying back on the docks where she and Poseidon had been entwined. Dorian's body shivered on its own from the cold blows of the wind on her wet body. Even the ocean approved of Dorian and Silas, just as it had approved of Amphitrite and Poseidon. It wanted its rulers together once more, to push the mortals that had poisoned it below their feet and force the humans to submit. She welcomed the feeling of droplets slipping down her skin but it wasn’t what she wanted at that moment. No, what she wanted was busy gouging out the eyes of mortals. The bloodcurdling shriek Poseidon had milked from the mortal... made Amphitrite’s eyes roll back in her head as if the sound itself were some sort of aphrodisiac. Dorian’s teeth slid over its lip, dully scraping on the boy’s dry lips. Amphitrite breathed the sound into her lungs. If she closed her eyes and kept listening, it almost felt like the old days of Poseidon and Amphitrite together. Almost.
Amphitrite sat up in one smooth, sensual movement. Her tongue smoothed over Dorian’s dry lips, curving up in the slightest. “With you presenting such a fine specimen in front of me, how am I supposed to refuse an offer like that?” Amphitrite’s teasing voice rang like bells as she raised to her feet. Dorian’s feet were covered by a pair of sneakers, apparently a popular construct of mortal clothing, but Amphitrite-- she wanted the feeling of wood beneath her bare feet like she had in her original form. It seemed so easy, just to strip herself of the disgusting footwear... and throw them into the ocean, the splash barely anything to tear her eyes from the scene in front of her. Her feet finally free, Amphitrite sauntered towards the remaining human, letting her hand run over Poseidon’s back as she passed him. Her hips swayed in a seductive manner, something meant for Poseidon not the mortal who wouldn’t be feeling much of anything soon.
The man looked nervous, scared as he should be. Amphitrite’s left arm laid on one of his shoulders, resting her head on top of it while her right arm hung on the other, a playful gesture that could turn lethal at any moment. Oh, but that was such an easy way to kill someone, to choke them, especially when the man couldn’t fight back under Amphitrite’s control. “Oh, Poseidon, look at him! He’s shaking. Maybe we should keep him. Poor little human, we could keep him as a pet.” Now when Amphitrite licked over her lips, it was playful as she addressed her husband. And they both knew that when Amphitrite referred to a ‘pet’, it wasn’t in the traditional sense of loving and treasuring an animal like the humans here. No, she meant it in a way that would make Poseidon seethe at the thought of someone else having his wife. Amphitrite ran her hands over the mortal’s shoulders, over his supple trapeziums and deltoids, a smirk building on her lips. He shook like a mouse in front of his predator but unable to move under Amphitrite’s control. He was a good looking one, she’d admit, but alas, always the good looking ones were the ones who beat up others. “Mmm, such a shame. Poseidon won’t take very well to me suggesting that so I suppose I’ll just have to kill you before he has his way with you.” Her finger ran along the man’s cheekbone as if it were a knife cutting along his face.
“However... just because I think you’re cute, that doesn’t mean I can’t make you suffer a little bit, huh?” Heat. Dorian had used the cold. Freezing water, that was for delaying something. Now heating water... that was for something completely different. Heating water would boil pasta, cook food. And now, hot water would carry out the punishment of a queen. She didn’t need the entire sea for this. Bubbles rose up in the area closest to her, steam heating Amphitrite’s face. It felt amazing in her lungs-- Dorian’s lungs. Steam was relaxing. However, this steam was the sign of a death sentence. She made the man move closer to the edge of the dock, made him look over to see his fate before she would carry it out as more and more bubbles rose to the surface. He made panicked noises for he couldn’t speak. “Now, what is it that you mortals say before you jump into pools? Cannonball, I believe?” And with one little push, Amphitrite relinquished her hold of the man’s body, not that he’d be able to do much, boiling in the ocean like human pasta.
There was something that curled in Amphitrite when she could hear the man’s torturous shrieks. Different from before, the adrenaline from being the one that killed him... that made it that much better. Funny how Amphitrite had control over waters, yet this man would die from the severity of the burns and not the actual seas. She couldn’t help her chuckle at the irony of the situation. Reaching out, she wondered if she could-- Yes. A peeling hand reached out from the boiling waves, then another. Then soon, the same man pulled himself out of the water-- with the help of Amphitrite, of course. She could only described him as a bloody, peeling, shriveled mess. You could hardly tell that he had been even the slightest bit cute before. “Why kill you underneath? When I could just watch you shrivel here?” Her words spat out at him but he probably couldn’t see her from his rotten, swollen body. Despite this, it would be a little bit before he would die before her. And when time passed as slow as it did in a mortal’s body, ‘a little bit’ was far too long. “Love,” she called out. “I’m b o r e d with him. Take care of him for me? Make it quick. I don’t know when my boy will wake.”
“my love, i’m here. open your eyes. it’s time we give them hell.”
“you kept me waiting. i’ve missed you.”
the clutter and clang ☢ gina + dorian
It could almost be said that she was waiting for his opinion to be cast upon her. Gina made sure to insinuate the difference between o p i n i o n and a p p r o v a l. Neither she nor the goddess who was within her as the reincarnation needed the latter word associated with them. No longer was she much in the method of patiently waiting for someone to be satisfied with her. Although there was that part of her that craved unhindered confirmation from others, it wasn’t something she needed, unlike the days of university. She had no inclinations to seek it out in the worst of places if she wasn’t able to easily obtain it. She had broken that habit of hers, and she was proud of it. She could even accredit the renewed part of herself for that. But - all the years of performing the housework, of ensuring the cars were fixed, of searching on Google the things that neither she nor the goddess could decipher together - those had settled deep into her. And she realised, somewhat accepted, that she would N E V E R be rid of those bits of her. They were, after all, what had carved into her person. What had made her who she is today.
Without them, she would be completely different. And sometimes, she did think about what the years without Clara would’ve been like if they had been around instead. But it was no good to dwell upon those past things, none of which could be altered or changed. Besides, if she was provided with the opportunity to turn back time - would she even designate that as her choice? Would she risk changing everything just to see an alternate path through the woods? It was, as always, a difficult thing to think about - and, fortunately for her and others, totally impossible. It wasn’t as though this was a Wizarding world, where someone could be given a time-turner, and therefore given the capabilities to go back even a couple of seconds. But that gadget had its own set of consequences, none of which Gina had appreciated.
Stopping herself from the over-thinking and rest of analysation she was prone to, Gina instead returned her attentions to the scouring gaze. He had spoken, seemed somewhat satisfied in that single word that he didn’t have to haul her off to the emergency room. Of course he doesn’t. Who does he think you are? A damsel in distress? Please do tell him to have a nice day and then send him back down the road. We do not need his assistance. The little petulant voice started up in the back of her head again, and it was all she could do in order to exercise control against the urge to roll her eyes. Gina hated being two people at once. And as always, Demeter was quick to remind her that ever since the dream at sixteen, Gina was no longer Gina. Gina was Demeter. It was inseparable.
Despite the claims, Gina fought against it and clung to her humanity for as long as she could.
“Not disappointing in the least, I promise you. Maybe I’m even relieved about it - but you’ll never hear that from me.” Dorian Aquino. Gina liked the name. It both suited him and his apparent character. Bespoke of a strength perhaps no one else was allowed to see, not even his own eyes when he looked in the mirror each morning. It also sounded soft - not as in the actual characteristic one could develop, nor what happened when muscles were no longer used and the body fell into softness - but lulling, a rocking back and forth in the syllables. Regal, but pleasantly so. There was a lot to tell about a person in a name.
Stopping herself again, she reached out and took his hand, providing a firm shake. The quip back at her made one of the dimples show itself, the smaller one in her left cheek. Look at him study you. Isn’t that interesting. Perhaps he finds me interesting. You know, he isn’t looking at you. Even if he was, it’s not that sort of a look. You would not know that sort of look if it smacked you right in the face like an oncoming fist. I’m not naive anymore; I think I know a look when it’s being given to me, thank you very much.
“I’m Gina,” she responded over the clutter in her head. “Gina Huang. And hopefully, you’re not too disappointed to find out that I’m not naughty, either. Is my condition befitting for you, Nurse Aquino - or are you still going to insist that you carry me over your shoulder to the hospital?”
As an artist, most people assumed that Dorian would be… ‘chill’ or ‘eclectic’. Something that Dorian discovered quite early on in his career as an artist was that most people only knew so many artists. They could pick from their mind a few names like Da Vinci, Van Gogh, or Picasso, learned from their years of elementary art class. They knew the eclectic, the abstract or the revolutionaries. And sometimes, Dorian found that they forgot that there was more than one type of art. The regular people knew the crazy abstract. But Dorian… he had an appreciation for the real. Dorian found himself, making sketches of people drinking their daily coffees, students laughing with their friends, a flower’s gradual journey from a bud to a beautiful rose. He didn’t have any particular urge to create something that someone had to look at and try to understand. No, Dorian liked the understated reality portrayed on a canvas, how his brushstrokes could recreate a moment or a scene.
It seemed like a small detail, how Gina’s left cheek seemed to curve to reveal a dimple. Small and subtle like a piece of artwork added in the last moment. But an aspect of a person that seemed to bring the piece together to the point that it erases any other memory of her smile that didn’t have that dimple. Perhaps Dorian was eclectic, to be this analytic or to put so much attention on just one aspect of a person. If that were the case, then he would be proud to be called chill or eclectic. Because no part of Dorian was ashamed of the fact that if his sketchbook were with him instead of his car, he’d probably retrace the lines of Gina’s visage, something almost… elysian below.
Of course, many people didn’t react very well to Dorian outright sketching them for future reference and he understood that. Not to mention the fact that the book was in his car… the car that had just hit Gina so… Not a very wise move, boy. His head shook in the slightest nature that he hoped wouldn’t catch her eye. Despite his inner urge that wanted to do the opposite of what Amphitrite told him to do, he held back. He liked the simplicity of their conversation together, the lightness despite what he’d done for them to meet in the first place. It was pleasant, a nice burst of sociability after days of work after work. Being able to talk with someone like this was something that kept Dorian sane when his mind was blurred with responsibilities and routine. And a part of him wasn’t so eager to let go of that quite yet. He didn’t want invisibility anymore. He wanted something more stable and comforting, something that didn’t rely on himself all the time.
“Gina Huang.” He repeated her name on his lips as if he were trying it out for the first time. The name sounded familiar. Names were a passing occurrence for him, little whispers caught from other people’s conversations. He personally didn’t keep up with gossip but the people around him did. So naturally, it wasn’t very uncommon for Dorian to pick up on the bigger ‘scandals’. He’d been a child when it had happened but he had heard of the Huangs’ daughter who had been kidnapped. The event itself happened before he’d moved to Savannah but the return of the daughter had been a huge debacle. Her name was… Cara? Maybe Sarah? Not Gina. So this woman… was the sister.
You’re staring. Oh shit– Shaking himself out of whatever trance of analytic, crazy… thing he’d been doing, he’d always been more of a person that stared, watching from the distance. It was probably disorienting to the people around him. You think too much sometimes. But think too little other times. You should really get that figured out. Thank you. I’ll just take this advice from a goddess that has been dead for thousands of years because no one believes in her anymore. Like I said, figure it out.
“Not too disappointed.” Dorian couldn’t help but give a little wink to match, this flirty and comfortable surface in contrast with the argumentative fights underneath his skin. Humming low in his throat, he moved closer to the woman, inspecting up and down. “I can’t see anything wrong.” But his hand found its way into his back pocket to finger at the brown leather wallet there, removing it to retrieve a little white card. “But uh, this has my number on it. If anything acts up or if you need any help with this kind of stuff, just give me a call.” The business card was one he usually kept ‘just in case’ he got discovered or something for his art, but he guessed it came in handy for moments like these. Holding it out for her-- Gina-- to take, Dorian’s cheeks raised as his lips curled up, almost inviting her to take it.
These two hand studies, done entirely in ballpoint pen, are now available for purchase as high quality prints.
surfer!bellamy (the 100 modern au maybe?)
bob morley + dogs
dark against your fellow man • kyle and dorian
Both Zeus and Kyle could feel the eyes on the back of their head. Zeus, however, was the one moving the body like a puppet. He dismissed them, pushed the feeling of being observed to the back of his band and kept on eating the snack and was put in front of him by a particularly cute waitress, Kyle had thought. Hopefully, she wasn’t one of the crazies that was going to try and attack any of the gods he was in charge of. It’d be a waste. The inside of their mind was in constant battle, both of them wanting to be the one in charge. Ultimately, Kyle would let Zeus take over – provided he didn’t have anything better to do than to engage in conversations with his own mind like a crazy person. It was surprising, a mixture of talent and luck, that people still kept him on the suspicions list but did nothing without any kind of proof. Hell, if Kyle managed to fool his own father for a few months, they both surely could fool a couple of less than intelligent people with a concerning love for pitchforks and burning things.
Zeus could be out there, wrecking havoc and making the mortals regret hurting his siblings and offspring, a dysfunctional family that he was still very much in charge of; but, just like he had told Poseidon, it’d be better to sit back and wait for the perfect opportunity to strike in case Zeus’ first plan didn’t work.
( Speaking of, don’t forget I have to be at the town hall in a couple of hours. ) I know, Kyle, I was the one to set the meeting up, remember? ( How could I ever forget. )
Zeus smirked in the shared mind, shaking his head and huffing a single chuckle before he put the glass to his lips, taking a sip of the orange juice he had been forced to indulge on thanks to Kyle; people can’t see the Mayor’s son drinking this early in the day, he’d told him. Zeus couldn’t say he wasn’t right; after all, what they do from now on could influence how this whole endeavor would end for humans and deities alike. As he took a long sip of his juice, he felt eyes piercing through his shell; he had no idea if they were a few feet away or right next to him, but he felt the divine being inside – he didn’t look up from the almost empty plate in front of him, as he played with the glass in his hand. “What is it that teenagers say…” he began saying, his voice trailing off as he pretended to think of his next words. It was clear that it was Zeus talking, though one would deem it impossible to set them apart. “Take a picture, it’ll last longer.” All the while, his eyes looked forward. If people heard him talk to himself, he’d just say he was debating with himself, all lawyers do it, do they not?
Dorian would wake up soon. This was what Amphitrite presumed anyways. She had chosen a strong and stubborn mortal this time around, both a blessing and a burden upon her ethereal form. Even after the beating he’d taken from idiotic town goers, he had stayed strong until his eventual unconsciousness. And Amphitrite was far too eager to take over. Still as strong as Dorian’s body was, it would never hold compared to what hers once had been. And after a few hours around, Amphitrite found the body of her incarnate shivering from his stomach, something she familiarized as hunger through the time she’d spent feeling what Dorian felt, seeing what he saw, being him but lingering in the background. The diner was one that she’d seen before, albeit unfamiliar to her feet in Dorian’s body. It was like that movie Dorian found funny. Something about a mermaid? Perhaps a midget mermaid? Human entertainment baffled her at times. Then again, her version of entertainment was the sight of her husband digging his thumbs into the eyes of human men.
She was immediately greeted by the smell of fresh rain, the sound of thunder in her ears, upon her entrance to the diner. Her eyes darted around for that familiar face and instead met the back of the man’s head. Zeus. The time that had passed was far too great. Amphitrite had been meaning to have a little… heart to heart with the god lately. After she caught sight of a familiar blonde incarnate with a brunet male who just so happened to be the Mayor’s son.
To say that Amphitrite wasn’t happy… would be an understatement.
Luckily, titles like the Mayor didn’t hold any value to Amphitrite. That sounded much more Dorian’s forte. And as everyone needed to understand, Amphitrite was not Dorian. She’d destroy him like any of the others, all the same.
“Now, now, now,” words curled pleasantly off of her lips like a velvet crush. Refined and seductive, her voice held a quirk of amusement. “Is that any way to address your brother’s wife?” Any people listening in were likely to be confused, judging by the gender of her incarnate. However, her dripping voice could easily reveal who she was to him. “Or perhaps, am I talking with the mortal? The cute, little mayor’s son?” Dorian’s lips curled into a smirk, her usual stamp. The smirk, that had hidden her true feelings for a millennia, hid her jealousy now. Her eyes moved down to the food in front of the man’s body, reminded of why she’d originally visited this place. Her arm reached out easily to grasp some of the remaining food on Zeus’s or his mortal’s tray, popping it into Dorian’s mouth. “Regardless of which one you are, we’ll still need to talk.” Amphitrite had always been more of the dramatic goddesses, letting the sentence hang off ominously. But this was a jealousy matter, she wouldn’t be taking this lightly.