LOVE and Commitment
Its been quite sometime that I havent been here but to hopefully help me feel a little better from the crappy feeling I have Im hoping writing will change my mood. Ive been married for almost three and a half years, Ive been through ups and downs with this man and in many occasion some issues where people would actually ask why i didnt leave him. And at the time Im trying to give him that trust and that belief in him something always has to occur...and i just dont understand why...we have a daughter...ive been trying to keep the hope and faith for everything that we hold in our marriage to stay positive but I just dont know how long ill be able to continue...i love him with everything i have..if i didnt i wouldve never built a family with him at all..and i just want him to tell me that if he no longer feels anything between us then tell me..dont hide it from me...because three years ago his gaze towards me was filled with happiness and love..now a days he looks at me disgust, hate, and evil...i dont know where i went wrong...and ive tried everything to help us stay strong...but i just dont know what to do..and im just losing everything in my will to keep trying...someone please just help...i want my marriage and my family...i just wish he would tell me what he wanted as well for us in the future...