Just A Girl

I've come to learn the worst kind of suffocation is being trapped inside your own mind.

[boatgrave-deactivated20250901]

tumblr is like a pseudo afterlife because everyone on here was supposed to kill themselves a long time ago

[brokenightlight]

[brittanyagain]

Power Outage | 3.22.2025

[juiceortiz]

#thats the show

[fallen-stars-and-moons]

no one says it better than Jax Teller😂

[ishowdespair-deactivated2026012]

[wylfenne]

You ask me if I want you to brush my hair and you look sad when I tell you I don’t, and I want to scream at you that no, I do not want you to bush my hair now that I am 30, and I have a job, and I have a life. I wanted you to bush my hair when I was eight and I ended up at school with badly brushed hair, because you had no time, because mornings are hectic and my sisters were younger than me and needed you more than I did and

“You have to understand.”

I don’t want to talk about my friends now, I wanted to talk about my friends when I was 17 and I had just argued with my best friend, but you were not at home because some aunt or cousin had a bad flu and

“You have to understand.”

And no, I don’t want to talk about my job now, I wanted to talk about it when I was 25 and the laurel from my graduation crown was still fresh, and all was new, but my sister had just started university and it was so exciting and

“You have to understand.”

And I did understand. I understood then, and I understand now, and you were right, and all those things were so much important and so much more urgent. But now I have nothing else to say to you, so you will sit and smile and listen to me talking about what a lovely weather we have now, don’t we? Because otherwise I will scream at you with all the rage that fills my heart. This time

“You have to understand."

[jourke-rourke]

"I'm not walking away: that's not my job. My job is to get your back, and I'm gonna do it-- all the way down." Eliot Spencer // Leverage (2008)

[kittygirlari]

if a man pats his lap and asks you to sit down, you sit down, no questions ever asked <3

[justablkkid]

wiz khalifa

[needylittleboi]

"good girl, such a good fucking girl for me."

"no no, keep going baby."

"Ah ah.. Who said you could stop? Hm?"

"Atta girl."

"You take daddy's cock so fucking well princess."

"shh it's okay baby, daddy's almost done"

"that's it, ohh that's it keep going sweetheart"

"your my property, understand?"

( ꩜///꩜;) 

[blacky-11]

Eldest

Smash my fucking phone

throw it away

I don't care.

Im just too shy to ask for yall affection

I kinda miss it... ( Fucking a lot )

When was the last time yall hugged me and said...

"It's fine do whatever you like honey"

Maybe I turned 19 but I'm still a kid who wants that hug again...

[farawaywiththefairies]

people my age think i'm childish and boring, older men think i'm sweet and endearing <3

[citizenscreen]

On March 24, 1984, five students met for detention at Shermer High School in Shermer, Illinois.

[askurinternetdad]

"on ur knees" "good girl" "look at me" "use ur words" "say it louder" "dont make me ask again" "beg for it" "say please" "thats my pretty girl" "just like that" "come here" "you're mine" "show me ur tongue" "dont move" "im proud of u"

[muskaanayesha]

I am the eldest daughter, which is to say that I am a sponge that absorbs all the trauma of the household. Life is spilt milk and I am a kitchen cloth burnt at the edges. I am falling apart at the corners, threads coming away, rips and ripples like I am torn and trembling in an ocean of nothingness. I am the eldest daughter, which is to say that I empathize with everyone. The love of my life marries someone else, and I find myself hoping that he loves her the same. My brother wishes hell upon me and I toss and turn in my sleep over the tears I saw in his eyes. Life is an accidental fire and I am water. I attempt to stop a tragedy I did not start, to go blindly into a catastrophe that I cannot halt. I am the eldest daughter, which is to say that I am silent in my needs. My father asks me what I'd like to eat and I say that I am not hungry. I will chew on my guilt and swallow my pride before I even think of asking for anything. I buy myself a sweet and nothing tastes as bitter as it. Life is a metaphor for debt and I am drowning in the desire to be as insignificant as possible. I demand nothing and nothing demands me.

[weepingdreamersandwich]

I wonder if my parents realize that they've already lost me. That my smiles are fake and my eyes are constantly searching for escape routes. That I'm just biding my time until I can be free of them. I wonder if they know that I was never theirs to keep.

[sarayu-sunrays]

being the gifted elder daughter be like: *is strong* *works hard* *overworks* *burns out before uni* *wants to move out* *hates mother* *loves mother* *hates father* *loves father* *unfair expectations* *breaks down* *I can make them think I'm fine* *someone help* *has three panic attacks but gets an A*