Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā IT Ā Ā STILL Ā Ā SHOCKS Ā Ā HIM Ā Ā that Ā Ā he Ā Ā was Ā Ā able Ā Ā to Ā Ā score Ā Ā a Ā Ā scholarship Ā Ā ā- Ā Ā holden Ā Ā didnāt Ā Ā hold Ā Ā out Ā Ā much Ā Ā hope Ā Ā when Ā Ā it Ā Ā came Ā Ā to Ā Ā academics, Ā Ā often Ā Ā looking Ā Ā over Ā Ā his Ā Ā shoulder Ā Ā instead. Ā Ā there Ā Ā were Ā Ā many Ā Ā more Ā Ā important Ā Ā things Ā Ā to Ā Ā worry Ā Ā about Ā Ā than Ā Ā this. Ā Ā but, Ā Ā this Ā Ā year Ā Ā was Ā Ā different, Ā Ā having Ā Ā to Ā Ā put Ā Ā aside Ā Ā the Ā Ā dark Ā Ā clothing Ā Ā and Ā Ā all. Ā Ā this Ā Ā year, Ā Ā he Ā Ā was Ā Ā holden Ā Ā two-point-oh Ā Ā ā- Ā Ā mister Ā Ā academia. Ā Ā he Ā Ā was Ā Ā drenched Ā Ā in Ā Ā sweat, Ā Ā head Ā Ā to Ā Ā toe, Ā Ā body Ā Ā aching Ā Ā with Ā Ā every Ā Ā movement Ā Ā as Ā Ā he Ā Ā stepped Ā Ā out Ā Ā of Ā Ā the Ā Ā locker Ā Ā room. Ā Ā holden Ā Ā didnāt Ā Ā want Ā Ā to Ā Ā shower Ā Ā in Ā Ā front Ā Ā of Ā Ā all Ā Ā the Ā Ā others; Ā Ā it Ā Ā made Ā Ā him Ā Ā feel Ā Ā uncomfortable. Ā Ā but Ā Ā he Ā Ā had Ā Ā a Ā Ā towel Ā Ā draped Ā Ā over Ā Ā his Ā Ā shoulder Ā Ā as Ā Ā he Ā Ā pushed Ā Ā open Ā Ā the Ā Ā locker Ā Ā room Ā Ā door, Ā Ā and Ā Ā he Ā Ā rubbed Ā Ā the Ā Ā back Ā Ā of Ā Ā his Ā Ā neck. Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā was Ā Ā he Ā Ā actually Ā Ā free Ā Ā for Ā Ā the Ā Ā evening? Ā Ā hell, Ā Ā yeah.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā a Ā Ā small, Ā Ā thankful Ā Ā grin Ā Ā teased Ā Ā at Ā Ā his Ā Ā lips Ā Ā and Ā Ā holdenās Ā Ā hand Ā Ā form Ā Ā into Ā Ā a Ā Ā fist. Ā Ā he Ā Ā wants Ā Ā to Ā Ā raise Ā Ā it Ā Ā up, Ā Ā but Ā Ā instead Ā Ā ends Ā Ā up Ā Ā moving Ā Ā his Ā Ā fist Ā Ā back Ā Ā and Ā Ā forth Ā Ā in Ā Ā a Ā Ā short, Ā Ā jerking Ā Ā motion. Ā Ā to Ā Ā others, Ā Ā the Ā Ā gesture Ā Ā would Ā Ā have Ā Ā came Ā Ā offā¦ Ā Ā inappropriate, Ā Ā but Ā Ā holden Ā Ā doesnāt Ā Ā notice. Ā Ā instead, Ā Ā he Ā Ā spots Ā Ā a Ā Ā familiar Ā Ā face Ā Ā and Ā Ā he Ā Ā flashes Ā Ā them Ā Ā a Ā Ā dimpilish Ā Ā grin. Ā Ā āhey, Ā Ā guess Ā Ā what?ā Ā Ā he Ā Ā asks Ā Ā them. Ā Ā āiām Ā Ā free Ā Ā for Ā Ā the Ā Ā rest Ā Ā of Ā Ā the Ā Ā evening. Ā Ā wanna Ā Ā get Ā Ā anything Ā Ā to Ā Ā eat?ā
āYouāve been avoiding me,ā he says softly.
Itās not a question, itās a statement.
āI know.ā
Her eyes are on the tarmac and then on the constellations, but never on his face.
āWhy?ā
That makes her stop. She inhales a deep breath but regrets it a second later because now she can only smell him. Him, him, him.
āBecause it hurts to be around you and not have you.ā
Now itās his turn to stop because the words are there now, separating him even further from her.
āIām sorry.ā
He can tell itās not enough. Sorry is never enough.
āItās fine, Iām sure itāll get easier.ā
Sheās lying. He knows it and so does she. But neither of them say anything because it could never make a difference. Words will never be enough.
Denial is a heartās best armour, 20/09/2015 (via afadingdancer)
Ź» Ā / Ā let Ā me Ā introduce Ā you Ā to Ā a Ā prized Ā member Ā of Ā our Ā womenās soccer team & sailing Ā , Ā archer blythe weston . Ā this Ā cis female Ā sagittarius Ā has Ā been Ā a Ā student Ā at Ā our Ā institution for Ā two weeks Ā and Ā is Ā currently Ā a Ā 23 Ā year Ā old Ā freshman . Ā through Ā the Ā halls , Ā she Ā has Ā always Ā reminded Ā me Ā of Ā naomi scott Ā , Ā but Ā there Ā is Ā always Ā more Ā than Ā meets Ā the Ā eye , Ā like Ā the Ā fact Ā that Ā sheās involved in the illegal artifact trade business . Ā coral Ā cape Ā has Ā made Ā their Ā future Ā just Ā as Ā bright Ā as Ā their Ā smile , Ā i Ā assure Ā you . Ā Ź¼
Ź» Ā / Ā let Ā me Ā introduce Ā you Ā to Ā a Ā prized Ā member Ā of Ā our Ā lacrosse team & sailing team Ā , Ā roman Ā ā rome ā Ā de Ā grimaldi . Ā this Ā cismale Ā scorpio Ā has Ā been Ā a Ā student Ā at Ā our Ā institution for Ā 4 Ā years Ā and Ā is Ā currently Ā a Ā 22 Ā year Ā old Ā senior . Ā through Ā the Ā halls , Ā he Ā has Ā always Ā reminded Ā me Ā of Ā evan roderick Ā , Ā but Ā there Ā is Ā always Ā more Ā than Ā meets Ā the Ā eye , Ā like Ā the Ā fact Ā that Ā he Ā ruined Ā someoneās Ā marriage Ā and Ā his Ā father Ā paid Ā them Ā off Ā to Ā keep Ā them Ā quiet . Ā coral Ā cape Ā has Ā made Ā their Ā future Ā just Ā as Ā bright Ā as Ā their Ā smile , Ā i Ā assure Ā you . Ā Ź¼Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āā Ā Ā * Ā Ā š¶ š· šÆ š¬ š³ š° šØĀ Ā šŗ š¶ šµ š® Ā Ā āā Ā Ā academic rival . these two hated each other from the minute they sat in same class ; rome was never openly smart he preferred excelling in silence but that didnāt stop him from finding someone who held different outlooks than him and that person happened to be ophelia . if she said something aloud , he rebutted , if she had a high grade , he had a percent higher . rome had a superiority complex and he wasnāt going to let ophelia song diminish it .
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