I used to write anything on my mind. I used to tell people my stories. I used to be that person now I don't.
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I used to write anything on my mind. I used to tell people my stories. I used to be that person now I don't.
i just feeling empty.
Beberapa hari ini, scrolling tulisan lama. Aku rindu kalian.
Sekadar muter-muter makan di Keputih-Mulyos. Atau-pun cuma Sakinah.
Aku rindu.
Ngobrolin hal yang kita emang suka tuh asik. Apalagi kalo nemu temen ngobrol yang sefrekuensi. Kalo ngobrolnya sama yang emang ngga minat ya..... you know lah. Maybe kitanya aja yang kebanyakan ekspektasi orang bakal nanggepin sama kayak yang kita maksud??!
Berkat WFH semua hal yang harusnya dikerjaan sesuai jadwal jadi berantakan. Terus sekarang pusing karna...... kemana anjir duit 11rb dipake ngapain?!?! Sebel bener inget-inget tapi gak inget 😭😭😭
how i wish i could love myself more.
the day i realized i loved myself
It's always nice to hang out with u. U know it.
And 1917 was good! Thanks for ask me to go.
Everyone should watch this! I can't stop!!! 😭😭😂😂😂
2019.
2019 has taught me so much. i learn a lot. cried. feeling lonely. feeling empty. feeling so fucking happy. and all the others feeling, sad, confused, tired, excited, curious.
2019 has taught me that even we did good, we should not hope that people will do good the same way. being ikhlas is the best option you can do.
2019 has taught me that everyday was the same day. nothing special about any of day. and i should not expect too much.
2019 just taught me that even a thing did not work as you wish, Allah will give you another good thing. even better.
2019 became my most years go on vacation.
thank you, for everyone that comes to my year. thank you so much, 2019.
a decade.
2010 SMP. UN 5 paket.
2011 aku masih anak sekolah. satu SMA.. masuk SMA tanpa tes tanpa nilai UN. tiba-tiba ikut olimpiade astronomi lol.
2012 met Ilham. pertama kali naik Ijen. ikutan Osis.
2013 punya temen sekelas yang ajaib. jadi salah satu kelas ternakal se-kelas 3. bikin wali kelas nangis.
2014 keterima Undangan di ITS. pertama kali merantau. keluar dari rumah. ngekos. sendirian. pertama kali nonton konser. tentu saja SO7.
2015 jadi wakil bendahara schematics. setelah dulu waktu SMA pernah bilang "yaudah gpp gagal jadi juara schematics, ntar aku jadi panitianya aja" eh beneran jadi panitia schematics. putus dengan tidak menyenangkan lol
2016 last schematics. jadi "kepala keuangan". nangis. nangis. stress. bingung cari duit ckckck but we did it. maafkan aku ya Cyn ngga jadi senior yang ngasih banyak ilmu. fall in love (again).
2017 drama. drama. drama. jadi OC TOKI. LDRan. akhir tahun nangis-nangis kerjain Tugas Akhir karna tetap deadliner (dikira Tugas Akhir sama kaya tugas lain yang bisa dikerjain dekat deadline lol)
2018 lulus kuliah setelah nangis-nangis kerjain Tugas Akhir lol. pertama kali jadi SC TOKI yang gak pernah kebayang bakalan ngisi materi. pertama kali keluar pulau Jawa (selain Bali dan Madura), ke Kalimantan. merantau lagi lebih ke barat (Jakarta) buat kerja. gajian pertama kali.
2019 kedua kali ke kalimantan. pertama kali ke luar negri. liburan terbanyak selama setahun sepanjang sejarah kehidupan. "gajian" terbanyak sepanjang sejarah kehidupan. dan pencapaian-pencapaian lain yang gak pernah dibayangin.
terima kasih, aku. untuk satu dekade ini. semoga selalu kuat dan excited menghadapi kehidupan-kehidupan mendatang.
my only one Pangpang. thru ups and down. congrats Pang 💙💙
after all this long drama thingy 😂
sooooo happy to see u come to this phase.
kenapa hari ini semua orang pada kompak semaunya sendiri, sih?
are you the definition of insanity?
Older.
this is not what I imagine. I can’t sleep cause the flu, diarrhea and my allergic. guess what? my medicine ran out. (maybe this sounds too much). all I can do is trying to calming myself so my allergic didn’t get any worse lol (never ever forget drug supplies!)
btw today I got fruit cake. ok. this is me who requested cause Mba Nun ask me what cake I want. since I always love fruit cake. so.. yeah.
just feeling so lucky to have them, here. they just too nice. thank you so much, specially trio Bapak-Bapak and Mba Nun :))
Di jalan tiba-tiba kepikiran "ternyata belum mencintai orang dengan sungguh karna masih lebih gedein ego daripada nolongin dia."
Coba aja waktu itu dia yang keujanan, aku yang ada payung. Pasti ego deh mana mau kasih pinjem payungnya ke dia hahahaha dasar egois.
yang terlewatkan.
akhirnya... setelah beberapa bulan berlalu sadar juga w dilewatin lol
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I really hate this feeling. Dumb ass.
Kalo kalian batalin janji sama aku, akunya harus gpp. Kalo aku yang batalin janji, kaliannya marah-marah. Hmm. Yaudah. Iya. Aku tau salah. Minta maaf aja tetep diungkit kan? Sigh.