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Virgin ethan landry x fem!reader
summary: Ethan is worried heâll die a Virgin, maybe he was destined to be the one guy who never got laid. But, at a party, his destiny may be turning around for the better.
warnings: Smut (obviously), loss of virginity, Vaginal Fingering,Vaginal Sex,Size Kink, Jealousy, friends to lovers?,praise, masturbation, Ethanâs a lil nervous,alcohol indulgence, drinking/drunk characters, dirty talk ,and unprotected sex (stay safe)
âAm I gonna die a virgin?â y/n had heard Ethan say, a poor pathetic look on his face as he looked up at Mindy. y/n wanted to laugh, boys and seeing losing their virginity as a do or die situation. Mindy, and the rest of the group, give the curly haired boy a weird amused glance. âWay too much informationâ Mindy said before she continued to ramble on about possibilities of who the killer may be.
As the group split ways, y/n walked beside Ethan.Â
âAre you really a virgin?â It slipped out before you could stop your self. your words halted Ethan in his step, turning to you with slightly flushed cheeks before continuing to walk, slower now. âUm, yeah. Is that surprising or something?âÂ
y/n pondered the idea. Ethan wasnât ugly, he was quite attractive in y/nâs eyes matter-of-fact, but he comes off a little weird, which didnât give him any bonus points, those factors could turn some people off. you hobbled a little and nudged his arms with your shoulder, an amused smirk on your lips. âIt is kinda surprising, actually. Youâre a pretty attractive guy. Just a little weird.âÂ
Ethan didnât say anything as they continued to walk, but he couldnât hide the redness of his face or ears upon hearing y/n call him attractive.
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Parties werenât really Ethanâs thing. Sweaty drunk bodies all piled together, flashing lights, music way too loud you canât even hear your own voice. He agreed to come because everyone else was going. Mostly because y/n was going, and you had invited him personally.
He kept to himself in a corner of the room, a red solo cup in his hand that contained a small amount of alcohol. Not wanting to get black-out drunk tonight.Â
Ethanâs eyes scanned the party, finally landing on you in the kitchen. Beside you was some guy heâd never seen. Was he even a student? He was tall, beard coming in, he couldnât have been younger than 30. He was awfully close to you nearly pressing you to the counter as you drunkenly swayed while laughing. He felt something hot form in the pit of his stomach, rising to his chest as his fingers involuntarily gripped the cup tighter.Â
He had no reason to be jealous, y/n wasnât his and was free to talk to whomever you wanted to, but that didnât stop him from glaring from across the room.Â
The guy leaned down to whisper something into your ear, then motioned upstairs. His implication was very clear. He watched you laugh, say something, then pull away from him. Ethan hoped you had some sense left into you and didnât follow some random freak upstairs.Â
To his surprise, you was heading straight toward him. you said something that he didnât pick up before you stumbled into his chest. Ethan let out a small puff of air as you layed against him. He hoped you couldnât hear his increasing heartbeat to your proximity and touch.Â
As you layed your head on him someone bumped into you from behind, your drink splashing all over your front and part of Ethanâs shirt. âShit!â you cursed, pulling away from him as you examined the state of you, you're ruined angel costume. Ethan was quick to spring to action, taking her cup from y/n and setting it on a side table. âLetâs get you cleaned up, Iâm sure thereâs a bathroom upstairs.â He said loud enough for y/n to hear as he dragged them both up the stairs.
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After many failed attempts of walking into rooms with making out couples, they eventually found the bathroom. Tucked away at the end of the hall.
you sat on the sink counter as you dabbed your dress with a towel, the spilt drink slowly soaking into the towel. Ethan sat on the toilet, facing you as he watched in silence.Â
âEth, can you help me? Im kinda spinning out here and dont have the strength in my arms to keep twisting this fucking dressâ His heart jumped at the nickname as he stood to his feet, making his way to stand infront of you. âYeah, hand me the towel.â you did, he took it from you and grabbed the hem of you dress gently, applying the towel to the dress as he let it soak up the drink.
He tried his best to ignore the straight-shot view of your white bra. The drink making the dress nearly translucent, leaving nothing to the imagination. He swallowed thickly as his ears burned red.
He moved the towel up, his knuckles ghosting over the underside of your chest. your sharp intake of breath made him dizzy. He lifted the towel and handed it out to you, âYou should probably clean your chest yourself.â
But you refused to take it.
âDonât be such a prude, I donât mind.â Ethan stammered, eyes shifting from you to the towel. you laughed and leaned forward, your breath hot against his already burning ears, âI know you want to.â Ethan was rendered breathless, mouth dry as you leaned away. you even had the audacity to laugh afterwards.Â
âActually wait, I just remembered the girl who owns this place has a younger sister my age, she should have some spare clothe'' y/n interjected, standing from the sink and making your way out of the bathroom, Ethan following behind quietly. He took the time to catch his breath.
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you closed the door behind them as they stepped into the younger sister's room, you immediately going to her closet. Ethan glanced around the room, taking in the purple painted walls and hanging LED lights. His eyes caught y/n in his peripheral vision, he snapped his head towards her, lifting the dirty dress off your body leaving you covered by only a bra and your underwear. His eyes widened.
your skin glowed in the pink hue of the room, making it look soft to the touch. He wanted nothing more than to run his hands over the newly exposed skin, feel it under his palm.
ây/nââ Whatever Ethan was trying to say was cut short as you turned to look at him, still only a bra and underwear. He swears he melted right on the spot the second you started walking towards him, he stepped back, knees hitting the edge of the bed. He was trapped. y/n took that as her opportunity to climb onto his lap. She embraced him, hot flesh against his . His heart pounded against his chest, it felt like itâd burst at any moment. Surely, y/n could feel it.Â
âTake away all my worries Ethan. Iâve been so scared with the recent murders, knowing thereâs another Ghostface out there. I could be next. So please, take away my worries, just for tonight.â you mumbled into his neck, he could feel wetness pool into his collar, she was crying. A hand found its way to the small of your back, your skin was warm against his hand. It was as soft as he imagined.Â
He felt bad, being with you like this, lying to you. He knew you never forgive him after you found out. The horrible things heâs done to get closer to you and your friends. Overtime, he grew fond of you. And here you was, in his lap, damn near begging for him to distract you from his wrong-doings. He would allow you this, not just tonight, whenever you wanted until it was gone.
âYeah, okay. What do you want me to do?â His voice was soft as he spoke, y/n shifted in his hold to face him. There was something in your eyes that Ethan couldnât quite piece together. Until you connected the dots for him.Â
âMake me feel good.âÂ
His breath was punched out of him as he opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out. you wanted him to please you? How? He was telling the truth earlier about being a virgin. y/n could sense his hesitation and leaned in so their lips were nearly touching, âIâll show you how.â Ethan nodded maybe a bit too enthusiastically but you laughed and gave him a chaste kiss near the edge of his lips before you sat back against his thighs.Â
your hand linked with his as you manuvered it to your liking, slowly moving it down. you stopped to look into his eyes, âAre you sure you want to do this? Iâm not pressuring you to do anything.â Ethan was quiet for a second before he spoke, âIâve never wanted anything more than this, from the moment I saw you.â Cheesy, but it still made you smile.Â
y/n slowly moved his hand under her panties, placing his finger just above where she ached for him. The wetness there coated his finger, even through your panties. He made a small noise as you guided his finger up and down your clothed folds, slowly. you could feel him, in those confined jeans, pressing into your thigh. Even trapped in his jeans, he felt relatively bigger than you expected him to be. you stopped his movements, letting you self slip your panties to the side so he could really feel you. He choked a groan back when he felt you, wet, for him.
âThink you can go on from here?â He glanced up at you with an embarrassed smile. âIâve watched enough videos to know what I'm supposed to be doing.âÂ
y/n let his wrist go, you immediately arching into his touch as he began moving his finger. He played with you for a while, gliding up and down, rubbing at your clit, taking you one stop closer to the edge each time. His fingers slowed down.
ây/n, is it okay if.. Can I put one in?â
y/n moaned into his collar, âYes, please.â He was gentle as he did it, slowly inserting his index finger. He kept it still for a few seconds, giving you enough time to tell him if it was uncomfortable, when he didnât get that, he began to move his finger. He set a rhythm, replacing it with his middle finger so his palm could cup the rest of you. y/n was falling apart in his lap, more noises escaped from your lips.
moving your hips just right so his fingers would hit the deepest part of you each time. Fuck, he had long fingers. Prodding that sensitive spot deep inside you with little effort, you only imagined how much deeper he could reach with something besides his fingers. That was enough to make you shudder, hips stuttering as you whined into his shoulder.Â
He pulled his fingers out from you, they were coated with you. He brought them to his lips, putting a finger past his lips to taste you.Â
y/n needed more of him, in any way heâd give it to you, but you wanted it now.Â
âEthan, please, more. I want you.â you begged, moving from his grasp to fall against the bed. you reached for him, beckoning him over.Â
He shyly crawled up towards you, hovering above you. A deep blush made its way down your neck as you noticed how you practically disappeared beneath him, he was broad in ways you hadnât noticed before. His entire body covered you and that only added to the fire building up inside you.Â
âAre you sure?â He said above you, looking down with worry.Â
you never been more sure about anything.Â
you pulled him down to your lips crashing against each other so hard they bumped teeth. The shy and awkwardness surrounding Ethan from earlier had evaporated as his lips connected to your jaw. He was all teeth and tongue, sending delicious sparks of pleasure to your core every time he bit down near your neck. He wanted to leave marks so people could see.Â
He sat up, shucking his jacket off and pulling his shirt over his head. y/n was not disappointed at the sight before you, He had decent defined muscles on his abdomen and shoulders, deep lines that traveled past his waistband.He was quick with his belt, tossing it somewhere in the room. His jeans followed, leaving him only in his black boxers. He was straining against the fabric but ignored himself to pay attention to y/n for a while longer.Â
Ethan pulled away from your poor bruised neck, not being able to keep himself in the confines of his boxers any longer as it began to hurt. âShit, I uh, donât have a condom.â y/n huffed a laugh, âOf course you donât. It's ok, just pull out. I want to feel you.â He swallowed and nodded, his shyness back. He reached to his boxers, finally freeing his dick. y/n eyes followed, eyes widening slightly. It's always the virgin boys. He certainly was over average.Â
âReady?â He asked, you nodded. âReady.â
His hands found your hips as he slowly pushed in, the stretch was painful and it burned, but y/n pushed through as he entered you inch by inch, you let out a painful sigh. Ethan was still, allowing you to get used to the feeling of him. y/n had never been so full.
It took you a few minutes for the burning to go away, which must've been hell for Ethan.
âMove. Youâ you can move now.â Ethan let out a breath of relief as he pulled out a couple inches and pushed back in. The burn was not as bad, it definitely helped that he was moving now instead of being still inside you.
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He moved inside of you with ease, stretching you beyond what you thought you could take. âFâfuck, I feel like youâre splitting me in half.â y/n whimpered as he thrust in deeply, making your body jump on the bed. Ethan was watching where their bodies connected, watching himself move in and out of you.Â
âGod, you take me so well.â He hadnât meant to say it outloud, a stranger to dirty talk but it spurred y/n on, so y/n asking him to keep talking to her. So he did. Lots of, âYouâre doing so good, Look how good you take me, You were made for meâ and more along those lines.Â
your moans grew quicker, signialing you was close. your orgasm was like a rubber band, being pulled back until it finally snapped. you shuddered against him, fingers digging into his backâleaving little crescents. you clenched around him hard making him groan, he almost looked like he was in pain. ây/nâ donât do that, Iâll cum too soon.â he gritted out, giving you a particularly harsh thrust that rocked your body.Â
Ethanâs thrusts grew more erratic, hips snapping against into you with fervor. His hands left your hips to grab at your wrists, pinning you arms above your head as he used those as leverage. you squirmed against his grip but to no avail. you felt as though his thrusts would leave bruises on your hips as each thrust hit the deepest part of you it could go.Â
âOhâ Fuck.â Ethan slipped out of you quickly, using his hand to get him to release. His hips rocked into his palm as he spilt out cum on to your stomach. Tainting the your skin with milky white.Â
He dropped ontop of you, careful not to put his full weight on you. His head between the junction of you shoulder, leaving small breathless kisses in their wake.Â
âNot to boost your ego, but you donât fuck like a virgin.â y/n heard him laugh shyly against you. How he can go from fucking you like there was no tomorrow yet still getting shy is beyond you.Â
âLet's stay here for a bit, then we get cleaned up. Then we can leave this lame party.â Ethan made a sound of agreement.
The two falling into a comfortable silence beside one another.